The top-selling (10 million books sold) spiritual guide today is earth-uncle Eckhart Tolle. But for this white male Boomer, with his evil blue eyes and even eviller German birth, it was probably seen, consciously or unconsciously, as a good career move in the (((publishing world))) to be childless and marry a Chinese woman.
A comrade and donor told me of his search for some movement that was both enlightened spiritually and correct racially, pro-white but not based entirely on hate, and which above all addressed the JQ:
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I see I’ve been judaized through these years, John. Obviously a certain amount rubs off on the parents, which rubs off on the kids. But a kid growing up goes through the motions of the times. For me it was mostly sports and friends, with reading and video games coming in as the next two pastimes. Just a good boy doing his duty and taking what he could.
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I didn’t think of anything too critically until my best friend died at age 16, right before our 11th-grade schoolyear. We both had plans to play in the NBA and his dad actually did play there for a little bit. His dying, right on the basketball court no less, was a shocker — and I went into a deep depression which was self defeating, but made me very introspective on life. Going to a Christian school to start the 10th grade on a sports scholarship did get me asking a lot of questions because of the Bible curriculum. When the pastor said that most likely my friend was burning in hell for eternity, I had enough of that ridiculous insanity — and started looking elsewhere for answers.
An amazing book presented itself to me at that time, which helped lift my spirits, the Urantia Book. Not many know of that massive book, but you do. I ate it up and within a year I probably read 70% of it. It was so amazing to that 17-year-old kid that I naively decided to show it to said pastor for his opinion, as I was convinced it was a special revelation. (It seemed to make more sense to me than many parts of the Bible. Besides, the Jesus section was something I especially thought he needed to see.)
As you probably guessed, when he gave it back he said the Devil wrote it. (Later at 19 I found in a library a book that explained who the author(s) of this mystery book was…I had also enjoyed some of Cayce’s writings and it was interesting that the Urantia author(s) supposedly dictated it from a hypnotic trance like Cayce.)
That Baptist preacher was a character, though, and he always liked me and trusted me. He was a good, physical, and hard-working guy who had a doctorate in science. I loved the guy, but really disliked his ideology and his crazy interpretation of the Bible. Years later I ended up working for him for a year as a teacher and a coach. His daughter was a super nice gal, married to a Marine who was a hoot to be around. He reminds me a bit of you, although he was no intellectual! During the spring break they took me along with them to Pigeon Forge/Gatlinburg (stopping at a nice little town Helen GA on the way) which was a great time.
So, anyways, after the Urantia rejection by the good pastor, I was disillusioned again but next found the book [by Neale Donald Walsch] Conversations with God.
A lot of that one seemed to make incredible sense to my logical, spiritual sense and this one uplifted me as well……. although, in retrospect, perhaps it didn’t do me much good, because it was just so universalistic.
We are all one and all the same but can just choose our reality kind of stuff. Of course I know now that it had to have poison pills. If it did not have the [libtard] poison pills, the power cult in charge would not have let it get published and distributed so heavily. Very liberal book, I guess I’d have to say it was.
I thought it was great at the time, however, and it kept my faith/connection to God strong while I continued to battle through the days of my life.
But it didn’t warn me of the hidden dangers of liberalism all around me, and the deadly traps being set for me to get caught up in.
I still didn’t forge much of an identity. I was basically just existing and still lacked a meaningful purpose to give me the honorable fortitude to live life with passion.
Anyways, I saw you bring up Urantia once, saying Margi knew about it, so I was glad to share a bit of how that played a part in my life. I remember it was really fascinating and I loved it. Later I thought “man, how creative and intelligent this writer or writers were”! I may have to revisit that a little sometime now that it has been about 20 years since I last paged through it. I just now downloaded it from archive.org. Now with PDF’s I can more easily navigate through that behemoth to browse through it — for old times sake.
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I have much more to tell you and share with you. Funny how I feel we are kindred souls in many respects, sharing many of the same passions in history and a similar weltanschauung. It is easy to retreat from all the smears, but you do not, and that is the inspiring warrior spirit you put forth that resonates strongly with me.
Of course I am of a lower “caste” but I fulfill my spot gracefully and you do give me inspiration to break through the fears and work on ascending and improving even as I age and leave the years of my physical prime behind. Thanks again, and I look forward to continue our correspondence in the limited time I’m able to do so!
T
….My reply
I come from the opposite extreme of the two men, Tolle and Walsch. I was anything but otherworldly, having been a field marshal and a politician in other lives. Now I see we need both the spirit and matter, yin and yang, the afterlife and THIS life.
Nietzsche denounced a tendency in Christianity to neglect this world for another. Solzhenitsyn said the same thing. And that is “dead” wrong in a world full of mortal enemies. Besides, this world is as important as the other, where we go mainly to reflect on what happened HERE!
The earth is where it’s at! Here you get to apply what you learned on the other side between lives. And earth can be wonderful. It was, in fact, in one nation, 1933-39!
And as bad as things are, if we do not launch a dynamic movement now, they could get incredibly WORSE!
I have to be what Plato always wanted: a dual leader, a philospher-king. Mars and Venus, head and heart, light and darkness, or as Savitri Devi said, BOTH the lightning and the sun. 🙂
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