A “head shot” for theater work of Margi around 1980
October 7
Try to drop your shoulders, deepen your breath and open your heart chakra. It will feel so much better
if you do.
*** the heart chakra
- Love for oneself and others
- Relating, relationships
- Compassion, empathy
- Forgiveness, acceptance
- Transformation, change
- Ability to grieve and reach peace
- Compassionate discernment
- Center of awareness, integration of insights
- Capacity to love
- Integration, bridge between earthly and spiritual aspirations
- Transcending personal identity and limitations of the ego
- Experience of unconditional love and connection with all
- Heart-centered discernment
- Appreciation of beauty in all things
- Experiencing deep and meaningful relationships
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There is nothing more important that you can do today. Feel your heart open—no matter what. Allow your mind to take a rest—don’t task it with anything difcult and make sure that if it gives you any answers or directions, you check them carefully with your heart.
Although this is always good advice, today please be in your heart. No decision made or action taken from
the place of the heart will ever give you cause to regret.
Regardless of outcomes, actions which originate in the heart (and here we ask you to differentiate from sentimentalism) can really never be “wrong.” If they allow more love into the world, into your life, into the lives of those around you, then there is no possibility of wrong.
Many of those actions directed by the mind, to ensure your safety and control, your material and temporal well-being, will someday cause you disappointment. Imagine if everyone all around your planet dropped their minds today and used only their hearts as guides. What beautiful chaos! Just imagine it….
We, for our part, are pouring our love your way. Know that you are beloved beyond our ability to channel
the words. Try to tune in and receive it—that is the best thing. This is unbelievable stuff—this depth of
love that you can receive and that you can generate.
It is the true fabric of reality and it is there, all around and within you in a measure that leaves even us breathless with awe.
We see you and we love you. — E. West
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…..Leaving the UP for the racial jungle of today’s Florida
My heart chakra was very disturbed by what I heard last night at the local bar and grill.
A very pretty, hardworking, caring gal and single mom of German heritage is heading to Florida for roofing work. I have mentioned her here a few times: Can’t find enough work here, and can’t find a decent man either. Has a good-looking teenage son of Irish extraction (via the father), but she has a very hard time controlling or motivating him. (He needs a dad, stepdad or uncle to kick his ass. I met him.)
A woman of this caliber (looks, bod, brains, a hard worker and with a warm, sweet personality), back in the Baby Boom 1950s, would have had five beautiful white children and a solid husband…..not ended up divorced, with one kid — a female roofer sweating away on a roasting roof alongside Mexicans! 🙁
And she is sort-of a hopeless liberal. Was married for ten years to a Hispanic in [southern state], though she had no kids with him. (I met him once when he came up here. Friendly, but I did not trust him.)
She is always, always helping people. She is a genuine, old-style liberal female, and super-nice, not a modern, feminist leftist.
(My gf in part of the 1990s, also of German heritage, also a Michigander, and a natural blonde, was also like this, super-nice and racially “out of it.” She had been married to a black guy and had had one kid with him.)
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Like most liberal females, there is something slightly “spacey” about them. You can see it in their eyes.
I talked about this phenomenon with a neighbor who used to work in the oil fields. He agreed with me and said:
“You make one wrong move out there and you and your buddies are dead. Fires, explosions, toxic fumes….You have to have both feet on the ground and be alert at all times. Not one of those guys out there that kept their job was a liberal.”
LouAnn Brizendine, M.D. of Harvard wrote two superb book on male-female brain differences, The Female Brain and The Male Brain. (These books also show why women — in every race and every country — tend to vote liberal and men conservative.)
I and Margi both read this book and found it incredibly accurate.
Women naturally seek harmony and to “fit in with the group.” But suppose our mortal jew enemy is defining the views of the group?
From the Amazon promotion:
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-is a lean, mean, problem-solving machine. Faced with a personal problem, a man will use his analytical brain structures, not his emotional ones, to find a solution.
-thrives under competition, instinctively plays rough and is obsessed with rank and hierarchy.
-has an area for sexual pursuit that is 2.5 times larger than the female brain, consuming him with sexual fantasies about female body parts.
-experiences such a massive increase in testosterone at puberty that he perceive others’ faces to be more aggressive.
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A sweet Quebecoise I dated (arch-liberal; a poet; had black lovers — has gay friends — and always votes left)
A Frenchie I was married to 2002-05; arch-liberal; father was a socialist who fought in the French resistance against Hitler….
My two liberal daughters in 1987, who in 2014, as adults working in the Washington DC area, sent me a threatening letter via a lawyer ordering me (LOL) to take down any mention of them. 😉
They dropped the matter.😉
People who know me only as a super-nice guy are amazed when they cross me — and find I am not a one-trick pony. 😉
Media hush-hush on latest black mass shooting of whites; white female young souls
Anyway, I sent this Ontonagon gal a text message today, which you can read below (edited, of course). I really care about her. She is the same age as my elder daughter.
But all you can do as an experienced, caring older male is discharge your moral duty, which is to warn them — and the rest is their decision.
Liberal or just apolitical women, often oblivious to danger, have been courting disaster for many decades now on the streets of our darkening big cities.
And the more feminine they are, the more they are starry-eyed and heedless of what could befall them.
As a man, still, you feel impelled to try to warn them.
This was Margi decades ago, a real young beauty, not a liberal but apolitical, just “into the arts.” She has long suffered from depression and from ADD, and was twice a victim of sexual assault in heavily black Washington DC. 🙁 🙁 Later on, it turned out she could not have kids….. What a tragic loss for her — and for our white race, and our DNA, our gene pool…. She has looks, a genius IQ and a wonderful heart, but no children. I wish I had know Margi back then, living just across town, when I myself was living in an unfulfilling relationship.
Her CV
Btw, her voice teacher, John Bullock, was the father of movie star Sandra Bullock – the mother being from Germany — and Margi knew Sandra a bit, who is also fluent in German. (Helga Mathilde Meyer 1942–2000 was the daughter of a German rocket scientist in WWII, btw., and an opera singer and voice teacher. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sandra_Bullock
(Sandra was just great playing opposite George Clooney as a heroic astronaut in the space movie “Gravity.” The movie took in a huge $716 million and was universally praised by the critics.)
Anyway, I wrote this local girl:
Hi, B [].
Great to see you again, and I am sorry I did not get to talk with you more at [name of bar and grill] before I had to go. Good luck with the Florida plan, but I hope you will return soon, safe and sound.
Ironically, I just had two friends come up here for four days from Orlando looking for real estate in Ontonagon, and loathing not only the Florida heat (they kept calling it “a sweatbox” 😉 ), but also what Florida has become — no longer a place for friendly Midwestern transplants but a crowded crime jungle and full of migrants of varying character.
Please, please be very careful there.
You are an attactive woman who stands out, and there are bad people there. One of my friends. a former Marine Corps officer, was the victim of an attempted robbery by a Puerto Rican, pumped up full of adrenaline, and had to shoot him dead with five rounds from his .45 pistol before this guy, who had a long felony record, finally went down after thirty long seconds. (All the rounds had landed, but not one round had hit a vital organ.) The police found the shooting was justified in self-defense.
Beyond that, I am truly fearful that there will be a huge conflict in this country over the election recount, and it might have overtones of a racial and political civil war with actual violence. Never in my 66 years have I seen a presidential election where many followers on both sides, and media people, viewed the candidate and the voters on the other side as being literally evil, despicable and as traitors.
There is a lot of hatred out there like I have never seen.
So please be viligant and careful. I would “carry” at all times.
The Michigan Concealed-Carry Permit is recognized in 39 states: Alabama, Alaska, Arizona, Arkansas, Colorado, Delaware, FLORIDA, Georgia, Idaho, Indiana, Iowa, Kansas, Kentucky, Louisiana, Maine, Mississippi, Missouri, Minnesota, Montana, Nebraska, Nevada, New Hampshire, New Mexico, North Carolina, North Dakota, Ohio, Oklahoma, Pennsylvania, South Carolina, South Dakota, Tennessee, Texas, Utah, Vermont [does not require permits for residents or nonresidents], Virginia, Washington, West Virginia, Wisconsin and Wyoming.
You are one of the nicest people I know, B[], and I wish you a good and safe time there, and a happy return someday soon to the beautiful, friendly and safe UP!
All the best,
John
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……My religion
The goal is to overcome the egoic mind and then view with skeptical good humor our Stone Age tendencies via male-female hormonal differences.
Women do not have to be ditsy liberals, nor men hyper-aggressive cave-man males.
We can have beautiful marriages, and splendid children, once we are transformed and access the higher souls we actually are, eternal beings created by a strong and loving God. 🙂
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A German on VK posted this on 10 August 2019: “Mister John de Nugent, I hereby award you the Knight’s Cross for your fight against Satan.” 🙂
…..Recent donations
It costs me US$250 a month for webhosting and a top-flight webmaster, so you get info that you can find nowhere else.
Governments trying to hack me on a typical day, 23 Oct. 2020:
What other English-speaking blogger speaks two foreign languages fluently (German and French) and is conversant in four more (Spanish, Swedish, Greek and Russian),
–has lived twice in Europe (Austria and France)
–had a security clearance in Marine Corps intelligence and rapid promotions,
–had a father who was a friend of several Republican presidents, and
–combines genuine spirituality with white nationalism and the vital extraterrestrial context of our whole problem
….to create a NEW SYNTHESIS TO PUSH OUR CAUSE OUT OF ITS DOLDRUMS and TOWARD VICTORY?
AND I PROVE EVERYTHING I WRITE! 🙂
I am also paying a European professional writer, “François Arouet,” who has a child, a former Princeton student, to add top material on current events and culture to my site.
–3 November 2020 $100 in cash from a fmr Marine officer, P, in Florida
–1 November 2020 $340 in cash and a letter from K in New England
–23 Oct 2020 $88 Amazon gift card from L in Kentucky
–18 October 2020 US$88 via Amazon gift card from J in Cicero, Illinois
–17 October 2020 50 Australian dollars, letter and extensive photocopies from a serious book on Atlantis and other destroyed civilizations from J
–14 October 2020 50 euros [ = 50 US dollars] and a beautiful card and letter from M in France.
–10 October 2020 110 euros ( same in US dollars) from C in Germany
–3 October 2020 $88 Amazon gift card from J in Nevada
My thank-you note:
Thank you for the Amazon.com Gift Card! I so enjoyed seeing my two recent visitors from the faraway Southland, but thinking also: “Soon, I will not be able to walk down the street or go into a bar and grill, unless I have bodyguards.” These are my final weeks of “freedom,” brother J. Then comes only the iron call of duty.
I am deeply grateful that you have stuck by me all this time. The supplements your gift cards (and those of another comrade) have bought have also saved Margi’s life. Even the Mayo told her in July of last year that with all of their wizardry she had only a 20% chance. So pat yourself on the back, dear brother.
— John de Nugent
— 1 October 2020 50 euros [worth $US50 also], a beautiful card and a thoughtful letter from M in France
— 30 September 2020 five beautiful leather-bound antique volumes with gilt edge of essays in German from B, a jewish-born WN activist (including at the dangerous confrontations in Charlottesville, Virginia) and a generous donor for over a decade; needless to say, big postage was paid for these heavy books in the old Fraktur font….
–21 September 2020 50 euros [ = US$50] and letter from M in France
–18 September 2020 $100 in cash and a card from P in Florida, a fmr Marine Corps and Navy officer and donor for 11 years
–18 September 2020 $88 via Amazon gift card from a former US Army Green Beret in Illinois
–9 September 2020 $200 via PP from T in Australia
–28 August 2020 101 euros from C in Germany
–19 August 2020 $88 by Amazon gift card from G in Cicero, Illinois
–15 August 2020 $88 by Amazon gift card from J in Nevada
–2 August 2020 50 Australian dollars and a note from J in southern Australia
Transcribed:
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To John and Margi:
Sorry, it has been a little while since my last correspondence and contribution.
Thinking of you both during your time at the Mayo [Clinic for Margi’s cancer]. I could only imagine the stresses you’ve both been under.
We are witnessing history right now and it’s not necessarily a good thing.
Now is the time, more than ever, for positive endeavour, not least spiritually.
Yours,
J
Southern Australia
PS Hang in there. Keep up the good fight. People ARE realising!
–1 August 2020 50 euros and a letter from M in France
–17 July 2020 $70 in cash and a note from B in New Jersey
–14 July 2020 129 euros via PayPal from C in Germany
John, I would have beaten you to Margi’s front door in 1980. Wowzers!
Thanks, and Margi was beaming at your compliment. 🙂
Despite the ravages of cancer, beaten with the help of noble and generous comrades, she is still so beautiful to me.
Questo cavallo bianco sei tu.
Devo finire questo disegno 🙂
https://photos.app.goo.gl/tS1u5an3Csoy7m4u9
Bellissimo. Sei una artista dotata! 🙂
Grazie…ci provo,non ho fatto l’accademia per il pianoforte…e alla fine ho perso entrambe le cose.E’ qualcosa che rimane a me in fondo…
Mi dispiace per Margi,non sapevo di queste “violenze”.
Per questo è entrata in depressione?
È una donna davvero forte allora..
Non trovo giuste tante cose,ma trovo giusto che Dio le ha permesso d’incontrare te.
La persona giusta 🙂
Sembra che il campo dell’arte ci rende molto più deboli,meno forti di fronte alle persone senza scrupoli.
Diamo troppa fiducia…e gentilezza.
Lo riconosco.
E difficilmente impariamo dai nostri errori…se non rischiamo,non viviamo.
È davvero bellissima 🙂
Sinceramente.
Immagino il suo grande talento!!
Transl:
I’m sorry for Margi. 🙁 I didn’t know about this violence.
Did she begin to suffer depression over this?
She’s a really strong woman then ..
I don’t find many things right in this world, but I do find it right that God has allowed her to meet you… the right person- 🙂
It seems that the field of art makes us much weaker, less strong in the face of unscrupulous people. We put too much trust in people… and are too kind.
I recognize it.
And we hardly learn from our mistakes … but if we don’t risk having experiences, we don’t live or grow.
Margi is really beautiful. 🙂 Sincerely. I can imagine her great talent !!
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Thank you.
Margi actually had depression even as a child, which I ascribe to past-life horrors at the end of the war. (Anything having to do with torture, she leaves the room inmmediately or protests: “I CANNOT HEAR THIS!”. To anyone familiar with reincarnation studies at the University of Virginia Medical School, this is pretty obvious. The famous James Leininger case is a perfect example of this, or the movie “I’ve Lived Before.” BUT this also made Margi VERY compassionate toward me when I told her in 2005 of my childhood.)
Adolf Hitler understood from his own life and observing people that the born artists and the geniuses of this world need special schools, special protection and special teachers, even tutors.
About 15 years ago a study at Boston University showed that of those over the 1Q of 140, the genius level, most, tragically, end up as failures: lonely, alcoholic, working minimum-wage jobs, single and often childless.
The greatest successes are found among those who are very smart but not geniuses: IQ 130-140.
The Adolf Hitler Schools and the NAPOLAS were designed to select the gifted and build in them 1) a strong, sturdy character and 2) the love of their people so they would not feel so strange, alienated, different and “superior” to the normal-IQ and the smarter masses.
In fact, God gave them these genius talents in order to serve their folk!
I have evolved by a serious reading of Eckhart Tolle and Neale Donald Walsch so I know we all can change.
I have been through worse things than most can imagine in childhood.
So I know that anything can be overcome! 🙂 I did it. God helps those who help themselves. God loves those who live in the now, and process, not repress, the sad lessons of the past, and move forward, loving themselves even more, being even prouder of themselves, for having faced the stupid mistakes they made and learned thoroughly the life lessons that God arranges.
Truth, light and love — Deus vult!
Già,Grande espressione:”Aiutati che Dio ti aiuta”..
Mi sono sentita isolata da subito,ho un ricordo dei miei 5anni.Tutti i bambini piangevano all’asilo tranne me..e mi domandavo perché piangevano!
La mia maestra mi ha detto che non ho pianto neanche a tre anni e che non volevo stare con i bambini della mia età.In effetti tutto è precipitato dopo perché non sono stata seguita come dovevano.Ho continuato ad isolarmi,anche se dimostravo di avere tante capacità.Ma ho perso fiducia in me stessa con il tempo.Ho cominciato a distrarmi,a perdere gli stimoli.
Però disegnavo spesso e studiavo musica;dopo soli due anni di studio ho fatto il primo esame.Primo assoluto.
Forse non ho retto come dovevo;i problemi adolescenziali,l’assenza di dialogo con i miei genitori,i miei brutti incubi.
Ho perso fiducia anche nel mio Maestro e fine della favola.
Mio padre ormai prova pena per me…
Io non provo più pena per me stessa da un po’ di tempo..anche se le cose precipitano.
Io mi sono arresa a questa vita.
Non mi tormento più..almeno.
Vorrei solo assistere alla tua Vittoria e a quella della razza bianca 🙂
Transl:
Yes –what a great expression: “Help yourself so God helps you” ..
I immediately felt isolated, having a flashback to when I was five years old.
All the children were crying in kindergarten, all except me .. and I wondered why they were crying?!
My teacher told me that I didn’t cry even when I was three years old and that I didn’t want to be with children my age.
In fact, it all fell apart afterwards because I wasn’t being looked after properly. I continued to isolate myself, even though I showed that I had many skills. But I lost confidence in myself over time. I started to get distracted, to lose the stimuli.
However, I often drew and studied music; after only two years of study I took the first exam.
Maybe I didn’t hold up as I should; adolescent problems, the absence of dialogue with my parents, my bad nightmares.
I also lost faith in my teacher ….and end of the story.
My father now feels sorry for me …
I have not felt sorry for myself for some time … even if things go further downhill.
I have surrendered to the realities of this life.
I don’t torment myself anymore… at least. 😉
I would just like to witness your victory and that of the white race
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Thank you for sharing this.
We chose to incarnate now. You are a brave, smart, beautiful Aryan woman, a noble person doing your great mission, and I thank you for everything! 🙂
Alla vittoria!