Nausea; Biden opens the gate to more Mexicans; spiritual reading

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Her name was Layan Madoukh, and she was a Palestinian, a white Palestinian as some are. Layan was 10 years old when she was KILLED by a missile attack from the jewish-Israeli invaders of Gaza on May 9th, killed at night while sleeping along with 50 other Gazans in what is the world’s largest concentration camp.  Now she is in a world of peace with God, this innocent little angel, and BE CURSED the jew monsters that murdered her, and the callous or gullible American goyim who arm, pay for, and encourage the jews’ unending blood crimes. 

…..Nausea 

I felt keenly betrayed by someone this week, who strung me along and strung me along for months about something very, VERY important.

He also badmouthed both me and my late wife Margaret to others locally, but it was in the presence of a genuine friend, who reported it immediately to me.

In my view, he may well be an FBI informant for pay, or maybe just an ungrateful, cynical, manipulative jerk, as many actually told me, saying “John, this guy is NOT your friend.”

I always suspected something but it was still a shock.

People wonder why this world is a hell. It is a hell, not because of God, but because of the godless, shameless, ungrateful, lying people in it.

We have the free will to choose good or evil, and some do choose “the Dark Side” — while others see evil and look the other way.

Last night David Scott von Braun and I went looking at apartments. Since I was strung along for months, and betrayed, this is now necessary, since the house being rehabbed will not be ready by June 1. Partly, this was because the long snow season of 2022-23 made roof repairs impossible until recently. And Job One in a derelict house with mold simply has to be to FIRST fix the roof.

Anyway, we were out yesterday evening in a small town and met a very nice waitress, 36, married with four children, of German. Swedish and Finnish heritage, a friendly soul.

I was reeling still in shock at the betrayal referred to above, but this woman’s story made me feel great compassion with earth humanity all over again. 🙂

Her daughter had “gotten all the vaccines” and then at ten, got her first period — massive, very painful, and it went on for 70 days straight.

So the hospital gave her a massive injection which stopped the bleeding, but now the kid is in a permanent brain fog and, at 11, she is like 78-year-old Joe Biden, unable to remember what happened ten minutes ago. (By  the way, with cancer patients who do chemotherapy, this affliction is called “chemo brain.”)

David and I began explaining to her about vaccines and also BGH, bovine growth hormone, used to boost production in cattle of beef and milk. Illegal in the European Union, it is legal in the Jewnited Snakes, where the FDA is literally financed by the Big Pharma.

If a poor cow does not produce 100 gallons (or is it quarts ?) a day of milk, as a farmer ruefully told me once,  it is BRUTALLY sent to the  slaughterhouse. The milk comes out its teats so fast due to BGH (which, again, is BANNED in Europe) that their teats become inflamed, so the jews add antibiotics to the cows’ feed. And thus we Americans get both BGH in our milk and beef and also antibiotics, like it or not.

BGH causes human girls to get their periods and breast development as early as eight or nine.

The waitress, made open-minded by the tragedy of her daughter’s bleeding and now brain fog, listened raptly to every word.

Then, as is my wont, I showed her the outrageous back of a one-dollar bill with, on the left, the Freemasonic pyramid, the big, sinister eyeball, the Latin words “Annuit coeptis/Novus Ordo Seclorum” which mean “our plan having succeeded, New World Order,” and the Star of David ABOVE the American eagle.

 

She asked: “I cannot believe I never noticed this before. …………..So what does this mean?”

I said: “It means the jews and Masons secretly run the U.S. government, the media, Big Pharma, medicine, the hospitals, the courts, the cops, the whole shebang. It means we as a country are now the opposite of what George Washingt0n wanted America to be, and we may have to fight for our freedom again.”

I thank God for this helpful encounter, because it showed me that God in His higher wisdom understands that if you give people free will,  which he does because He loves us, you MUST also give them the consequences of their action or inaction.

And the consequences are necessary for people to wake up.

Consequences like the agony of a sweet eleven-year-old white girl of nordic ancestry who bled for over two months after a vaccine and now is “senile” at 11.

God is a tough-love Being, and he knows that there is nothing more wrathful than a mother bear whose cubs are being endangered or harmed. This woman, this waitress, was listening intently to every syllable David and I said.

When I think of the Palestinian girl Layan, or the UP girl of the same age,  I remember what someone said decades ago:

“If we do not stop the jews, the day will come in America when Whites are treated the same as Palestinians.”

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…..Return to an NDE

From

NDE by a dying atheist woman

Excerpt:

She said it was God who was hugging her, and that He was literally there.

At that time she experienced a life review, and it was a “literal reliving of my entire life, from the moment of my birth”, except in the unusual way in which time operated in the heavenly realm.

If I have it right, time there isn’t linear. She tried (in her way) to make the comparison, but I’m not sure it ever really clicked with me.

Here, life is a sequence of events. There, there is no sequence. All occurs, but the “all” is comprehendible there, whereas it would be a mess here, with our small chimp brains.

She said that during the life review, she was held in love by God, which was necessary because of the intensity of the experience. She lived her life again, yes, but she experienced it “from all possible perspectives of everyone I interacted with.”

So when she had hurt a teenage friend’s feelings in ninth grade, she felt her own feelings from the time, but also

felt the pain she’d caused in the other person–“only magnified about a hundred times over.”

It was even more significant than that, because she claimed to be able to comprehend the causal effects of her actions out to many degrees of separation. What she did to one person affected another, which affected three others, which affected ten others, etc.

She described it as being “both the most beautiful and the most horrible experience of my life”.

Small slights to others felt like total heartbreak. Insignificant gestures of kindness to others, even total strangers, caused a euphoria that she would pine for the rest of her mortal life.

At the end of it, she and God spoke.

No, she never told a soul about what. Not even me.

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……..Mexamerica

Joe Biden orders Border Patrol to let illegals in: https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-11122561/Unbelievable-Border-Patrol-agents-OPEN-gates-let-illegal-migrants-southern-border.html

‘Unbelievable’! Border patrol agents OPEN the gates at a crossing point letting in illegal migrants at the southern border moments after Greg Abbott’s Texas National Guard had locked them: More than two million have crossed in 2022 – a 22-year high

  • Footage showed the armed agents unbuckle the barb-wire fence before streams of asylum seekers walk past
  • They then stood around chatting and finally shut the barrier between Mexico and the US after dozens got in
  • Texas Governor Greg Abbott leading the outrage, branding it ‘unbelievable’ and blaming Joe Biden’s policies
  • It comes amid a surging crisis in the US as migrants from across South America seek a better life in the States
  • At least two million migrant encounters have been reported already this fiscal year, setting a new record

This is the moment Border Patrol agents opened the gates at the southern border to let illegal migrants in – just after Texas National Guard officers had locked it.

Footage showed the armed agents – who work under the direction of the Biden administration – unbuckle the barb-wire fence before several asylum seekers – including men, women and children – walked through.

Agents then stood around chatting and finally shut the barrier between Mexico and the US after dozens had filed past them into the country, as the Texas National Guard watched on helplessly.

Illegal-alien smuggling routes out of Mexico 

 

 

My friend David Scott von Braun (son of Wernher of V2 & NASA fame) grew up mostly in Arlington, Texas, located between Dallas and Ft. Worth.
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He says that while some Mexicans are hardworking and reliable, for example roofers (a job at which they excel, working very fast), as soon as they get power as cops, judges, mayors and city bureaucrats, woe unto the white man who speaks out.
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Arlington’s population has exploded due to migrants. It went from 20K 60 years ago (almost all white, heavily German-American, and pro-Confederate, with a number of Southern notables moving there after Appomattox, such as some of the family of General George Pickett of the famous Charge at Gettysburg) to 400K.
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Jews (very aggressive, and haters of the von Brauns), Hispanics and blacks totally rule the place, which is now only a third white — though the city was named to honor Robert E. Lee’s mansion in Virginia.
“Gringo, time to go back to Europe.”
But Europe is being invaded, too!
And the Americas were  not settled originally by Indians but by Solutrean Whites! THIS IS OUR LAND!

.….The Solutreans — the real “Native Americans” were Ice-Age Whites!

Our ancient white Solutrean ancestors in America and around the world

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…..George Lincoln Rockwell in 1966:

“You’re a slave in your own country, White Man. Each year you get to keep less of the fruits of your labor; each year it gets more difficult to carry the burden the aliens have placed upon you; each year the cheap labor of aliens makes your future less secure; each year you retreat a few steps more into the world of slavery.”

– George Lincoln Rockwell
Des Moines University, Iowa (1966)

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…….spiritual reading for May 16

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Move deliberately through the day today. Like yesterday, it will behoove you to go slowly, not to rush or to try to get much done on the worldly plane. But if you decide to go with consciousness and care, to move into the world with your heart open and a willingness to meet whatever awaits you, you will probably encounter some small but very, very dear treasure.
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Let us clarify: today is a day to go very deep. It is not one suited to going far or fast, but with the right approach, you will be able to reach new and valuable depths. Of understanding, experience, feeling, power and love. Or heights, if you prefer.
We suggest that you do what you can to focus your energies where they will align with this probability. Take things off your schedule and of your mind that will push you in the direction of a fast pace or a busy agenda. Give yourself over to what you actually are doing with all of the you you can muster. Be fully present and don’t censor yourself. At least to yourself. In other words, tell yourself the truth about what is happening.
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Maybe it will be nothing or very little out of the ordinary, but you may find yourself seeing or feeling things that have more intensity, more color, more acuteness than you had thought possible. If that happens, acknowledge it and allow it to deepen. We say this because it is common for you to dismiss the new as merely a novelty of perception. If you go deeper today it is so that you can learn a bit more about the limits (or lack thereof) of your capacities.
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If you are receiving new information about that, please take it seriously. Honor it by seeing its validity. If you should happen to have an ordinary day, that is fine as well. You are in the midst of a slow-moving moment or two, and it is a good time to retool your system and catch a few breaths. Just try to maintain a deliberate, conscious stance and pace.
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It is fine to be in the world today, to interact and act upon it. But keep your expectations low in terms of accomplishment and keep your eyes open for the doorway into something more meaningful.
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Eat well and with care. Pay attention to plants, animals, stones and others who might ordinarily escape your notice. Be quiet unless you have something important to say, and move with reason and economy.
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Prayer is a good tool to use today and everyday. There are many on your earth right now in need of your prayers, and you are in need of the praying. Don’t hesitate to use some of your time in thinking of and holding light for others.
We love you so much and send all our blessing.
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11 Comments

  1. San Francisco, at least the part of it where I live, has been flooded with Mexicans. My apartment building has suddenly become very Mexican. I figure they must be living on taxpayer dollars because they don’t speak English, and I don’t see how without speaking English they could earn enough to pay the high rent of San Francisco.

    • Very good point….. Rents in the big cites are sky-high, and especially in decent neighborhoods.

      Margi and I paid $950 back in 2007 for a tiny studio apartment in Alexandria, Virginia, a suburb of Washington DC!

      • A studio apartment in my building goes for $2,200 per month. (I pay half of that because I have rent control and I have been here a long time.)

        In general, $2,000 per month is where rents start in San Francisco, even in a bad neighborhood

          • The Mexicanization of our White country is Jewish.

            The way to attack the Jewish enemy, and Jews are indeed an enemy, is to promote the well-documented reality that Jews commit ritual murder.

            We can rationally assume that Jews commit ritual murder in America today. After all, they own the Press, by which they might be exposed for this ungodly act.

            In ritual murder Jews stab a White male child numerous times with an awl, before finally severing an artery and bleeding the child to death.

            Andrei Yushchinsky of Kiev was pierced by an awl 47 times before he bled to death.

            That was the verdict of a Ukrainian jury.

            I say the way to attack the Jewish enemy is to expose his practice of ritual murder.

          • Thanks very much for this.

            I can absolutely see your point of view as to the best line of attack.

            I remember when in 2006 Blood Passover by JEWISH/ISRAELI professor Ariel Toaff came out.

            The Big Jews were very apprehensive, knowing full well that many, many pogroms for the last two thousand years began with the discovery of a blood-drained child’s corpse, and they moved heaven and earth to get Toaff to recant, which he did, though unconvincingly.

            Toaff was, of course, a tenured, full professor at Bar Ilan University in Tel Aviv, the son of the Grand Rabbi of Rome, Eli Toaff (the one who met with Pope John Paul II in 1987 in his own synagogue) and even Wikipedia said “the recognized world authority on Italian jewry in the the Middle Ages.”

            My personal speculation, a bold one based in part on Israeli newspapers discussing the Toaff book and with unnamed friends of the family in Israel speculating as to why Toaff wrote it, is that Ariel Toaff HATED his father Eli, who may have sexually molested his son. In other words, he may have committed incest on him, causing the son to revile the father — the highest jewish religious leader in all of Italy — and thus the religion of Judaism as a whole.

            I also think that incest may have been the real crime lurking in the mysterious, ominous, twisted Bible story of Ham and his drunken father, Noah (of Flood fame), a CRIME resulting in Noah’s curse on Ham and on his descendants, from whom, the jews claimed, the negroes descend.

            https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Curse_of_Ham

            Between 2006-2009 Margi and I were active participants in a free-speech website, Liberty Forum, that had been founded by a libertarian who called himself online “John Deere.” (The jews, I think, bought it in 2009, and then shut it down.) I published there the Toaff revelations about Italian jews ritually murdering Christian boys.

            The jews on the forum showed signs of real panic.

            After all, it was not some “Nazi” who had written the book Blood Passover. It was one of their own, and THE acknowledged authority on Italian medieval jewry, and the son of the Grand Rabbi of Rome!

            At its core, this ritual-murder thing is about depraved adults killing a poor, weak, helpless little child, and the question is then what kind of person or religion could do that?

            At its core, this is about the primal instinct in all normal people (of whom there are less and less!!!), yes, this is about our fundamental genetic programmming as a species to adore, cherish and protect our kids, who obviously are THE NEXT GENERATION of our species.

            Our DNA makes us love kids, and feel terrible and even frantic when they suffer!

            *** Poet Ben Jonson (1572 – 1637) grieves in 1603 over his little son, who died at age seven, and tries to find a way to cope with his bereavement

            (Having read this back in high school in the 1960s, and now after losing my beloved wife, Margaret, in 2022, I can feel doubly for Jonson. My heart muscle literally ached when she died — as I watched in the ER — and I developed dangerous hypertension. tbis was not “chest pain” across my rib cage at all, but the literal heart itself palpably hurting.)

            https://poemanalysis.com/ben-jonson/on-my-first-son/

            On my First Son
            BY BEN JONSON

            Farewell, thou child of my right hand, and joy;
            My sin was too much hope of thee, lov’d boy.

            Seven years tho’ wert lent to me, and I thee pay,
            Exacted by thy fate, on the just day.

            O, could I lose all father now! For why
            Will man lament the state he should envy?

            To have so soon ‘scap’d world’s and flesh’s rage,
            And if no other misery, yet age?

            Rest in soft peace, and, ask’d, say, “Here doth lie
            Ben Jonson his best piece of poetry.”

            For whose sake henceforth all his vows be such,
            As what he loves may never like too much.
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            ***

            But to this crime of jewish ritual murder I would also add jews sexually molesting kids, and this includes f–king their own children!

            Hervé Ryssen of France, a brilliant author, Sorbonne graduate, and friend whom both Margi and I cherished, has detailed, especially in his Psychoanalysis of Judaism, how often jews commit incest on their own kids. This includes jewish fathers impregnating their own jewish daughters, and jewish mothers seducing and getting pregnant by their own jewish sons. (Elie the Wiesel of Holofraud infamy wrote a novel clearly laying this crime out, with a jewish mother confessing it to her rabbi, and implying it was just cutesy and naughty.)

            This molestation of kids too is an enormous crime against children. And incest in the worst form of sexual molestation. Parents are supposed to LOVE their kids, not rape them!

            The victims of incest are psychologically harmed for life and often commit suicide.

            And any kids born of this crime are often incredibly ugly, which is why many jews are indeed incredibly unattractive.

            INCEST.

            In this regard, there used to be a Wikipedia article on the “Zim-Zim” — long since deleted. This was the term a Chinese roving ambassador in the 700s AD used in a report transmitted along the Silk Road back to his master, the emperor of China, discussing his findings about the various kingdoms, states, peoples, and empires in the Middle East, China being, back then just as now, interested in trade with them.

            The Chinese ambassador wrote that the “Zim-Zim” were a wealthy nation of traders and middle-men scattered around the Middle East, but other peoples found them appalling because they had sex with their own children.

            Ancient Roman authors, in harmony with this, said centuries before that the Jews did things “too shameful to mention.” Since the pagan Romans and Greeks were no prudes themselves, with all kinds of phallic imagery, and their gods and heroes committing the crime of rape, and homosexuality among even masculine men being condoned as long as the alpha male was the “top,” this mention clearly refers to some special crime that even the Greeks and Romans found to beyond the pale.

            So, yes, there must be a focus on jewish crimes against kids.

            To the extent that Whites are not in a state of total neurochemical and psychological numbness, and one should never, ever discount in this regard the massive docilizing effect of chemtrails, which criss-cross our skies on every single low-wind day, the torture or rape and the murder of our kids (and even of THE JEWS’ OWN kids!!!) is an ideal way of creating a healthy hatred for the death cult of Talmudic Judaism…. and a desire to extinguish this dangerous religion, which is like the Thuggee cult in India before British rule… a cult of ritual murder.

    • “They said they were happy to stay.

      Sultan Muhammad, from Afghanistan, said he came to Ireland five months ago and had been staying in Citywest in Dublin.”

      Stock tip:

      Invest in companies that make rope.

  2. Britain’s scum politicians need to be shot. It’s the only way to stop them.

    You don’t honestly think voting will stop them.

    https://www-dailymail-co-uk.cdn.ampproject.org/v/s/www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-11919153/amp/Villagers-fury-decision-turn-RAF-Scampton-asylum-seeker-accommodation.html

    The RAF bomber base at Scampton is where, in 1943, 617 squadron attacked the 3 Ruhr dams, in an inspirational attack showing British ingenuity and courage.

    The raid suffered nearly 50% casualties. The bombers flew too low for most of the crews to bail out in an emergency.

    The British people who know their history see this event as sacred.

    Now the politicians want to house 1,500 gimmegrants in the former RAF Bomber base.

    The glorious dead must be spinning in their graves at the thought of Abdul, Mohammed, Iqbal, Umbogo, and Fukyu being fêted at the British taxpayers’ expense.

    Benefits denied to the bomber boys’ descendants. It’s ethnic cleansing by the elite Jews like Soros or Barbara Lerner Spectre. Sorry, lads, but you bombed the wrong people.

    People in Britain won’t forget this. We have to pay hommage to Britain’s Holocaust memorial whilst our own dead are erased from history due to gimmegrants.

    RAF Bomber Command casualties were roughly 55,600 killed in 5 years.

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