I was there when this photo was taken in 2008 of Don Black and his openly race-traitorous son Derek. I can say only this one thing in his ”defense”; I would probably be disillusioned too if I were the son of the evil Don Black (who has viciously defamed me and many other people for years).
Private opinion (or free expression among a community of the like-minded) comes with ease. However, when faced with social judgement, human programming revs up. Surrounded by brainwashed hostiles, Mister Derek cowed to their influence.
Practice astral-energetic protection [visualization-affirmation] to immunize yourself against any intruding influences from the golem slave-humans.