I thank an Italian comrade for this beautiful image. We all respond to the evocation of the birth of something truly new, promising hope, love, protection and light.
December 25
Life in [physical] form is a bit like lace: exquisite, delicately wrought, elusive, sometimes ephemeral, fragile. The structure is so easily rent, and is itself constructed of and around untold numbers of open spaces.
Splendid in lace, the countess Miranda, 23, in 1571, Florence, Italy, with hair like Margi’s 🙂
This is the beauty of what you are living. It is not of whole cloth, nor should you strive to make it so. The light that shines through the intricate spaces is so much more precious for the shadows it creates.
Your days and nights are dappled, bright and open, shaded by the poignancy of limitation, loss and longing.
What is real? What is illusion? Does it matter?
What matters, we tell you, is to live it all with everything you have, to weave yourself through that which opens and that which will not be swayed, to become woof to a warp that is ever in movement. Find the openings and dance in them; don’t hold back. Seize the fretwork and build something upon it where you can, but don’t invest more than everything in that moment.
Some of you are far more reluctant to step into the ecstasy your odyssey offers than you are to dwell on the relating of sorrow and grief. This may seem odd, but the joy which counters the separation inherent in form promises too much and some of you cannot bear the disappointment that seems inevitably to follow from allowing it full flower.
Others of you step away from pain instinctively, as if it were alien to your being, something that threatens your very life. This is not so, for it too is a part of the breathtakingly gorgeous tapestry you have chosen to inhabit and contribute to.
Be willing to be pierced, to live asymmetrically, to follow the extraordinary and incomprehensibly complex whorls that are ever around you and before you. Be a weaver and fear not the end of the thread, for like the spider, you will draw from within yourself that which is needed to dip and leap your way through the next stanza, ever-new, without precedent, and always perfect.
We send you all our love and many, many blessings. (E. West)
The Underground Man – Fyodor Dostoevsky’s Warning to The World
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Russian novelist Fyodor Dostoevsky wrote Notes from Underground in 1864, which is considered to be one of the first existentialist works, emphasising the importance of freedom, responsibility and individuality. It is an extraordinary piece of literature, social critique and satire of the Russian nihilist movement as well as a novel with deep psychological insights on the nature of man.
*** Meaning of nihilism
Wiki:
Nihilism
Nihilism (/ˈnaɪ(h)ɪlɪzəm, ˈniː-/; from Latin nihil ‘nothing’) is a philosophy, or family of views within philosophy, that rejects general or fundamental aspects of human existence,[1][2] such as objective truth, knowledge, morality, values or meaning.[3][4] Different nihilist positions hold variously that human values are baseless, that life is meaningless, that knowledge is impossible, or that some set of entities do not exist or are meaningless or pointless.[5][6]
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In popular use, the term commonly refers to forms of existential nihilism, according to which life is without intrinsic value, meaning, or purpose.[18] Other prominent positions within nihilism include the rejection of all normative and ethical views (§ Moral nihilism), the rejection of all social and political institutions (§ Political nihilism), the stance that no knowledge can or does exist (§ Epistemological nihilism), and a number of metaphysical positions, which assert that non-abstract objects do not exist (§ Metaphysical nihilism), that composite objects do not exist (§ Mereological nihilism), or even that life itself does not exist.
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Dostoevsky’s most sustained and spirited attack on the Russian nihilist movement is voiced by one of the darkest, least sympathetic of all his characters – the nameless narrator and protagonist known as the Underground Man, revealing the hopeless dilemmas in which he lands as a result of believing in nothing.
Notes from Underground attempts to warn people of several ideas that were gaining ground in the 1860s including: moral and political nihilism, rational egoism, determinism, utilitarianism, utopianism, atheism and the raw and violent hatred that, with jewish banker money, would become bolshevism.
Dostoyevsky, because he was extremely opposed to nihilism, sought instead a new rebirth of faith in God, the good, and the feeling of “we,” not “me.”
A nihilist student, by Ilya Repin
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……News
Well, it came as it must.
When I announced I would start my religion today, the jews immediately sounded the five-bell alarm and went into high gear with many kinds of harassment, while my readers actually cut back on their support. LOL!
So I learned my lesson. Pretend to just want to blog on forever. 😉
My videographer suddenly refused to answer any emails. I guess he got a visit, just as did four different landlords I had in 2014, who then all pitched me and Margi onto the street.
I spent months cleaning this cottage up, which had been a disgusting pigsty. Suddenly the landlady said we had thirty days to leave, though she was paying a mortgage on it and needed our rent money desperately. Six months later it was still empty. I guess “somebody” made the mortgage payments for her, since she agreed to throw us out.
With respect to major donors, there was both vandalism and the literal blocking of money.
A major donor sent me these photos: Someone fired a laser device of some sort through the window glass of two different vehicles he owns and parks outside.
The same donor tried to send me $200 via a gift card service and it literally refused to go through.
Then the company texted me that it was blocking a fraudulent $1,499 purchase.
Then a foreign comrade (whose donations fill up my donations page) sent me two large certified checks from the largest bank in his modern Western country, with one trillion dollars in assets. But all American banks refused to cash them.
He then went to his bank to cancel those two checks, intending to instead wire me the money, but his bank refused to do the wire.
So he went to Western Union to send me the funds, but they refused to send them. A lady on the phone explained that I was “a scam” and they were only protecting him.
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I had a problem a bit like this with Western Union in 2012, when I attempted to run for president. They would not give me the money a Canadian had sent.
I was “a scam.”
And also my then bank, Woodforest, suddenly cancelled my account.
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Why all this?
It is not only that the jews fear my religion, since their religion, judaism, and its “values” and fighting spirit are what fuel jewry.
As my old enemy, but an impressive fellow, President Charles de Gaulle of France, said with great exasperation in 1967 after Israel had attacked all its neighbors, the jews are “un peuple d’élite, sûrs d’eux et dominateurs.”
This means “an elite people, sure of themselves and domineering.”
What makes them this way? Judaism.
It likewise alarms the jews that practical, basic steps have been taken, such as recruiting a local person and Navy veteran with many skills who for modest payment (having two kids) does all sorts of things for me….
And now there is a place where people can stay who wish to either visit me or stay and help me.
This very nice, five-bedroom, historic stucco house (on the right in an odd, pinkish-beige color that will be changed) was bought for cash.
It belonged to an excellent, arch-conservative Republican congressman, John Bennett, who twice voted against negro civil rights bills, though he did cave in under threats or pressure from Lyndon Johnson and FBI tyrant J. Edgar Hoover, very reluctantly, in 1964 and voted for the bill that year, then died.
It is located just 1.5 blocks south of Margi’s house and is also connected by an alley. I have been supervising its cleanup and renovation.
Well, I have come to realize that the best thing is to keep my plans secret.
….since the jews react with harmful action, and my readers with inaction. 😉
And I have had to face the disagreeable fact that I cannot keep on blogging, not even the spiritual reading. It takes too much time, even when I get up at 4 a.m.! My time and my resources are being used up:
— caring for Margi,
— chasing desperately after money to keep the site going,
— researching the vital virus issue (are viruses even real, and is the entire vaccine concept valid at all?),
— and making important contacts with enemies of the pedophilic US Deep State,
I wish to stay in touch with my readers, but I cannot finish this masterpiece if I blog on.
And if it is not a masterpiece, one that can exert power without me, THEN THE JEWS WILL JUST UP AND KILL ME TO END THE PROBLEM FOR GOOD.
This was a 25-page masterpiece that launched the whole American Revolution, and it was actually written by an Englishman fresh off the boat!
I will do a few more articles today, however.
I need more donations than ever before,
….and also a high-caliber, educated person to come and help me with many things, among them being an armed bodyguard, understanding computers, and doing videos in-house.
Btw, the local slanderer in Ontonagon was just caught not only in another DUI (drunk driving, her eighth arrest, called OWI — “Operating While Intoxicated” — in Michigan) but also, as a barmaid, in changing the amount of the tip which customers left her, such as writing a $6 tip in on a $3 drink after they left.
She has done it at least five times, a fellow employee said. 😉
THIS is the kind of person who spreads the Holappa-Porter drivel.
What shocks me about her legal status is that in Michigan, unless you actually hurt or kill someone while driving drunk, you almost never do jail time. You just fork over the fine money in the thousands of dollars.
But maybe this person has a secret donor paying the fines, as my landlady in 2014 did to pay her mortgage on that cottage.
I am in danger.
….New way to donate
If in the US, you can use Cash App:
Simply link it to your debit or credit card!
To send a payment:
— Open the Cash App
— Enter the amount
— Tap “Pay”
— Enter an email address (john_denugent.com), phone number (if I gave it to you personally), or “$Cashtag” ($JohndeNugent)
— Enter what the payment is for (education)
It works in seconds, and you get an email confirmation!
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If in Canada or overseas, set up a TransferWise account! Same basic idea.
.. Note on composing comments under my articles:
I am tired of editing misspelled words and uncapitalized names and proper nouns (the names of persons, cities, rivers and countries). I do know they no longer teach cursive. The way people type today is literally how Deep South negroes and the mentally retarded spelled fifty years ago. 😉
Whites are a detail race, a race of careful craftsmen.
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1. If you recommend a book, then send a link.
2. If in your mind you are „too busy“ to check your comment for flaws before hitting the „send“/“publish“ button, then please abstain. I cannot keep on editing your sloppy typing; I cannot approve comments that were dashed off by someone on a caffeine buzz who needed urgently to go wee-wee instead. 😉
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That sloppiness and lack of diligence I see in so-called Millennials actually is a kind of subtle disrespect both for you yourself and for all my readers. Be Aryan: strong, accurate, and conscientious!
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…..Recent donations
— 25 December 2021 $200 via Cash App from K in Massachusetts
— 25 December 2021 300 euros from M in France
— 23 December 2021 $100 gift card from Amazon from J in Nevada
— 16 December 2021 300 euros from M in France
A Paris pastry shop
— 14 December 2021 $95 via PayPal from V in Denmark
The royal Frederiksborg Castle, north of Copenhagen, from an era when Norway and Denmark were under one king
The royal chapel, beautiful but empty, as with most Christian churches in western, central and northern Europe. This is an incredible waste of space, money and beauty at a time when Whites desperately need spiritual guidance but do not find it in the churches or their semitic stories. Christianity has been dead in most of Europe for generations — just as I foresaw and said would eventually happen in Table Talk at Führer Headquarters.
— 13 December 2021 300 euros from M in France
An actually very nice rap song by white Bretons about maintaining their celtic heritage…. The tribe of Dana in Celtic legends was an extraterrestrial people with extraordinary technology that was linked to the Celtic peoples:
— 10 December 2021 $5 in cash from M in Florida
— 5 December 2021 $90 donation via PayPal from H in California, a previous donor
— 4 December 2021 another 300 euros (same in US dollars) from the heroic M in France, a working man, btw, not some millionaire!!!!!
Menhirs, prehistoric sacred boulders in celtic Carnac, Brittany, France
— 3 December 2021 500 euros (same in US dollars) via PP from S in Germany
Castle Eutin, Schleswig-Holstein in northern Germany; I was here with the Marines in 1979 with a NATO “Reforger” exercise nd went through the town of Angeln, whence the “Anglos” in Anglo-Saxons. The last Reich president, Admiral Karl Dönitz, ran the last German government from here in May 1945.
— 30 November 2021 US$100 via PayPal from V in Denmark
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“Ramund” (hin unge) is a Danish folksong from around the 1600s. I am playing a nyckelharpa, an ancient Swedish instrument. It started to storm as I played. “Ramund” has around 20 verses, and there are different versions written down. It is mainly about Ramund, a man who goes to battle with the Jætter / trolls and then sails to the emperor to take his daughter to marry and then decapitates the emperor.
— 27 November 2021 $400 Australian ( = US$285), photocopied information on Australian WWII PM John Curtin (very pro-white and apprehensive about China) and letter from P in Australia
— 27 November 2021 $70 Australian ( = US$51), Christmas card and letter from P in Australia
— 27 November 2021 300 euros ( = same in US dollars) from M in France
— 26 November 2021 $100 via Amazon gift card from G in Chicago
John Kennedy and Jackie in Chicago
— 25 November 2021 85 euros via PayPal from M in Texas
— 20 November 2021 300 euros (same in US dollars) from M in France
— 12 November 2021 another 300 euros (same in US dollars) from the heroic M in France, a working man, btw, not some millionaire!!!!!
— 10 November 2021 250 euros via PP from C in Germany
— 8 November 2021 $40 cash from S in Ontonagon, Michigan
— 6 November 2021 300 euros via PayPal from M in France
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AN OLD SYMBOL OF FRANCE IS THE WILD BOAR
— 2 November 2021 $10 in cash from S in Ontonagon, Michigan
— 31 October 2021 300 euros via PayPal from M in France
— 30 October 2021 $50 via PayPal from V in Denmark
Him in a previous life, also good at getting donations
— 27 October 2021 $400 cash from fmr Marine Corps officer P in Florida, a donor and friend for twelve years
— 25 October 2021 600 euros from C in Germany
— 24 October 2021 300 euros from M in France
— 22 October 2021 $200 loan to keep the site going forgiven by P in Florida
Ho conservato dei soldi per te…
Non sono soldi che ho tolto alla famiglia..sono regali che non voglio spendere per cose futili.
Non so ancora quando riuscirò a spedirli 🙁
Non posso nascondere la mia preoccupazione.
Si,nascondo a tutti che sono preoccupata per te anche quando gli altri sono estremamente felici e si divertono durante queste feste.
O si preoccupano di cose che non hanno senso.
Arriverà il giorno in cui dovranno rendere conto alla Verità e al Mondo intero!
Quel giorno io sarò davvero Serena 🙂
Lo so 🙂 🙂
Transl:
I saved some money for you …
It’s not money I took from my family… it’s gifts I don’t want to spend on trivial things.
I still don’t know when I will be able to send them
I can’t hide my concern.
Yes, I hide from everyone that I am worried about you even when others are extremely happy and have fun during these holidays.
Or they worry about things that don’t make sense.
The day will come when they will have to give an account to the Truth and to the whole World!
That day I know I will really be serene.
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Erano dei nell’Antico Egitto. 🙂
Si,erano i custodi delle Regine,delle principesse dell’Antico Egitto 🙂
I gatti neri particolarmente..
Perché associati alle Dea Iside,alla Luna,alla notte 🙂 al mondo femminile.