Zoom onto a woman with acedia, from Pieter Bruegel’s “The Seven Mortal Sins”
Acedia was considered one of the seven mortal sins (moral crimes that could send you to hell, up there with murder). You don’t care about yourself, anyone or anything.
https://blog.heartsupport.com/you-might-not-actually-be-struggling-with-depression-8ce57ab41f66
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acedia
…Joyless comrade writes me
I got a long and touching letter from a WN in Maryland (with a deeply appreciated donation), which revealed that this comrade suffers acutely from this very acedia, joylessness, including disliking himself and neglecting his health, weight, and appearance.
Tragically, he, as with many other ostracized WNs, is an involuntary celibate (an “incel”). So he has never been married, has no kids, and for relief just masturbates (as he frankly told me), which is the ultimate sad act of joylessness. 🙁
(As I have written, it blows my mind here in Ontonagon how many really attractive women in their thirties or early forties with good personalities have never married, and have no kids or just one – and sometimes an ugly kid by a loser. It is a pretty bad sign when they flirt with me, knowing I am very “taken” and am 25-30 years older than they are, and just turned 65!)
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Margi was saying something to me the other day, and so many women especially have verbalized it to me, women definitely expressing their inner feelings better than men, who tend to brush their needs and emotions aside — and instead pointlessly drink or get angry.
I was discussing with Margi the horrid cases of 1) a muslim (thanks go for this to Soros, the rapefugees-welcome Jew) who shoved a white German mom and her little boy onto the train tracks in Frankfurt (the boy was killed before her eyes, and onlookers shrieked and became severely traumatized)….
….and then two days ago a 17-y-o teen (apparently another muslim), just out of random hatred for whites, threw a 6-y-old white boy (from France) off the tenth floor of the Tate Museum of Modern Art in London.
Your daily horror item: 6-year-old boy (race not stated) thrown off tenth-floor of the Tate Museum of Modern Art in London by 17-year-old (race not stated) https://www.bbc.com/news/uk-england-london-49230308
So Margi said to me: “I don’t want to go on living if it means being under the Jew World Order. It is just one horrible thing after another, and it only gets worse every day……”
I hope you like this meme:
It occurred to me that maybe my book should be entitled simply:
Ending
Hell
And this will require that I bring about what two great national socialists realized along with me:
a spiritual revolution, and completing my life work of creating a new, credible, fact-based, authentic, non-semitic, non-Abrahamic and no-BS Aryan religion, a faith to believe in that turns uns from demoralized animals into the proud masters of our fate, able to face life, death and reality — and win, whatever the cost.
As for Margi, she is having a lot of side effects, esp. nausea and tiredness from the chemo, and so I am doing about everything for her at this point….
…..which of course impedes my progress on my mission. Your donations help me to get outside help. It would be a crime if I were just the caregiver for one white female, however wonderful, when our entire race is in sickening peril and the truth is, only I can now save it.
I feel kinda like Jesus the night before his crucifixion in the Garden of Gethsemane. 😉 Don’cha just love being hated, reviled, tortured and killed by the very people you are trying to save? 😉
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