An Aussie’s disgust; a comrade without a mate; beginning to love thyself

A German girl spontaneously smiles at “Adolf Hitler” during the filming of the 2015 German quasi-comedy “Look Who’s Back” 

….So lonely

A European comrade wrote me that he has experienced the pain of what is called “unrequited love” (meaning the woman you have fallen for is not interested in you). And while he is a decent person, he says he is “no Brad Pitt” (with movie-star good looks), and he feels very, very alone.

My reply:

Thank you for writing me. I have felt incredibly lonely since my wife died 20 months ago. The proof was my blood pressure exploded. The grief was terrible. And as a WN I needed a loyal friend in a world bursting at the seams with enemies, users, and cowards.

Several things to say:

First, your loneliness is proof you are normal and healthy. Men crave women and vice versa. Look at how our sexual organs are built. They go together!

Even the Bible has God saying in Genesis: “It is not good for the man to be alone.”

And nothing can mature a man or woman like parenthood: the responsibility, the unselfish love, and becoming a role model and family leader. You can be the lowliest janitor but it is you who are the leader as the parent of little children.

Our species, humans, is also especially dimorphic, coming in two varieties.

Women, being usually small (five inches shorter than men, and 50 pounds lighter) and relatively weak, MUST have a strong and protective male around. They are not designed to kill large animals or human foes —  men ARE. Women are designed to have babies, cook, clean, make and repair clothing, decorate the house, wear nice clothes, and be an estrogen-fueled dispenser of love and kindness who can hug, comfort, and console crying kids and also — at times — a depressed, discouraged, or exhausted husband.

 

So the first thing, white brother, is to validate your feelings. Loneliness is actually proof you are okay. 🙂 It is the world that is crazy.

The second thing to say is that our real nature is as immortal souls. We incarnate here dozens of times (and with different mates, parents and kids each time) to achieve goals, which include personal growth, and maybe helping those in need, such as our race — or our specific fatherland.  Germans keep coming back as Germans (though not always!), Frenchmen as Frenchmen, Americans as Americans and Russians as Russians. Our own nation is what we are familiar with, and we may love it, too!

Or we do something bold, or mission-driven, and come back as another white nationality. It feels weird for years, trust me, to do so. 😉

But now to my main point:

It is your mind making you suffer this much.

And believe me, having a woman can lead to all sorts of problems, too, especially if you marry a libtard!

I am going to run a video in German (from Austria) but summarize for you what it is about. This was from the patriotic “Auf1” website.  The female interviewer (a rather attractive, sympathetic older lady) is interviewing a man, a successful lawyer (Roman Schiessler), whos son was a promising young athlete, a swimmer named Stephan. To make a long story short, Stephan was forced to take the Covid vaxx, his mother, who had custody of him — the parents are divorced —   having pushed him to take the jew jab — and not listen to his father.

The clot shot made him very sick with serious cardiac problems.

Stephan’s dream of an athletic career was over. The pain then became terrible.

The pathologist Arne Burkhardt said the boy did not have much longer to live.

So the kid shot himself with a shotgun in the head. (This is not just tragic, but it also makes quite a mess to clean up…. 🙁 )

 

The father says that he sensed that his son was getting very seriously depressed and he found it hard to console him because it was both th end of his dream and he had constant pain. (Severe pain can indeed lead to suicide.)

 

The noble and strong thing is to recognize that WE, all of us, in this and other lives, have produced the world as it is, run by the jews and by their goy minions.

And now we suffer. As we should.  This world did not get f—ked up overnight. We  fucked it up.

Every mystic has said that when you are seeing things the way God does, you see actual connections between people, like filaments.

Do fish think about water? Is it something they think about at all? No, but water connects them. Same with us. We are all literally affecting each other daily, by thought, word, deed, and failure to act.

Think of Donald Trump saying this — that antisemites should be executed. Well, politicos have been selling out to the jews for centuries like this!

I warned back in 2016 that Trump could become a very dangerous sellout!

The extreme danger of Donald Trump — because the Jews will kill him unless he totally sells out; the pedophile Jew blackmail connection

Whether you are a presidential candidate or you flip hamburgers, everything you do affects others.

When the young West Point cadet Dwight Eisenhower started getting cozy with jewish financier Bernard Baruch, down in Manhattan, this led over the course of time to the murder of NS Germany, to one million German POWs slowly starving to death in the spring and summer of 1945 on the Rhine Meadows, to mass rapes and death, and to the salvation of communism. Eisenhower caused American boys to die due to communism in Korea and Vietnam, and the Cuban Missile Crisis almost exterminated life on this earth!

NOTHING escapes the notice of God.

Why did Russia go to war with Germany in WWI, leading to the overthrow by Reds,  Freemasons, and Jews of all his empire — and the death of himself and his whole family?  Partly because of Nicholas II’s antipathy toward the Germans, despite his own beautiful wife Aleandra being German!

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And it was all because of a Danish princess who hated the Germans and infected Nicholas! It was MADNESS for the tsar to take on Germany and Austria, and double insanity with bolshevik jews (like the Bogrov who murdered his prime minister Stolypin in his presence at the Kiev Opera House!) so eager to see Russia defeated so they could overthrow the tsar and usher in communism!

Maria Feodorovna, the mother of Nicholas, was born as Princess Dagmar, and was the daughter of Danish king Christian IX and Queen Louise. She was very pretty, very popular wiht all, including the Russians, and had she real gifts of being both regal and approachable. Here you see her with her son, the

However, the Danish royal family was anti-German largely over the Second-German-Danish War, where in 1864 both Austria and the kingdom of Prussia (which soon would come to rule all of Germany under Chancellor Otto von Bismarck) jointly invaded 40% of Denmark (the Schleswig-Holstein area) and annexed it to the German Confederation. Actually, Holstein was ethnically all-German and so was the southern half of Schleswig, but this loss reduced Denmark to a minor power. Denmark got back the Danish-speaking northern Schleswig in 1918.)

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In any case, the tsar’s mother, for all her excellent qualities, poisoned her son against Germany — to the point that, though her son, the tsar, was mostly German himself, he refused to speak German even with his beautiful and beloved German wife, Empress Alexandra, and instead he insisted they speak in English! (Alexandra was fluent in English, had lived in England, and was the granddaughter of Britain’s famous Queen Victoria and one of her favorite young grandchildren.) And Maria also disliked his son’s German wife, the Empress (who, in truth, while intelligent and beautiful, was not a tactful, friendly or wise person, as her deep involvement with the mystic Gregory Raputin showed.

Maria, Princess Dagmar, lived to 1928, dying in Denmark. While a fine mother, wife, and Russian empress in her time, her hatred of Germany led to the war that brought down her son’s empire and cost him his life. Maria actually never accepted mentally that Nicholas was really dead since ther was no public burial. (The bones of the murdered imperial family were sawed up by the jews, drenched in acid, and dumped down a mineshaft.)

Nor did she ever consider that her germanophobia over a war in 1864 — where the Germans actually took back mostly ethnically German territory —  had helped cause her son’s downfall and then the unspeakable horrors of Bolshevism.

UNDATED: Tsar Nicholas II with daughters (L-2nd R) Maria Romanov, Anastasia Romanov, Olga Romanov, Tatiana Romanov. The series of the unique pictures were taken by the Tsar Nicholas II himself or people close to the royal family.Nicholas II was an insatiable photographer. He took special care of pictures, filed them with care in numerous albums. He passed down his love for photography to Maria, his third daughter, who is responsible for colouring most of the pictures.

The takeaway from all this is that everything is very literally connected, and incidents today are caused in part by the folly of humans in earlier lives.

By OUR follies in OUR previous lives.

…and by the follies we let others commit, and we say and do nothing!

But God — via 1) the interlife and 2) via reincarnation — gives us more chances.

In the interlife you can go over your life with a fine-toothed comb and be deeply affected by both your good deeds and also the mistakes.

So your heart has changed when you reincarnate. You do not have to reincarnate as the same person!

UNLESS you refuse obstinately to watch your life-review video with a guardian angel and then take its lessons deeply to heart!

As  I just blogged, two very prominent Russian leaders today look EXACTLY like Russian leaders of the past, the fmr president and PM Dmitry Medvedev, who resembles this tragic Tsar Nicholas II who was murdered….also in height, btw, both short…..

…and Lebousov, the new Russian defense minister, who is the spitting image of the great Russian general Suvorov and has a very similar expression and personality.

‘Making mistakes is acceptable; lying is not’ – new Russian defense minister in quotes; the reincarnation of Suvorov

So there is this searing issue of loneliness and being rejected.  As Eckhart Tolle says, we must first face reality, and perhaps change it if we can, or live with the pain.

Just saying “I accept that I am lonely” is empowering. It is a manly thing to face reality. And if you do not look like a movie star, well, you have faced this fact with courage.

The good part of average looks is that you will not become stuck up, arrogant, and full of yourself….. You will make your way in life by your deeds, not looks.

And you will neither look like Brad Pitt nor go full-on satanic like Brad Pitt with his two movies gloating about murdering German POWs!

And as for Brad, now his ex-wife, Angelina Jolie, is ripping him to shreds with accusations of cruelty and his kids post online how they hate his guts.

Good looks,  wealth, power — all that can go to a man’s head.

Most of all, now, learn to truly love yourself.

Think of your courage in helping our white cause and your generosity.  Remember all your good deeds. 🙂

Say, “I love you!” Mean it! Be tender, kind,  forgiving and encouraging with yourself. Congratulate yourself for every good thing you do, and even for small things like getting exercise, cleaning up your apartment, or refusing to eat tempting junk food.

Finally, as Nisargadatta says, this body and incarnation are not you, but an experience your brave and good soul is having. Personality? A bundle of memories, fears and  desires …but not you. This life is one of many, and you will have many more.

And if we sacrifice enough now, our next earthly life will be splendid.But it begins with accepting that everything is connected, and we all have contributed to the insane world that now revolts and appalls us. Now is a time for heroes, and heroism today begins inside, with appreciating, forgiving, understanding, and loving yourself.

 

…..Australia from heaven to hell

Australia used to be a freem, fun, and pretty happy place, but it has become a totaliotrian lnighmre, and in fact openly opposes me specifically.

Down in Australia, the banks and Western Union both ban donations — to me

An Australian comrade near Melbourne read my blog on the Blacks and wrote this comment:

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To think Americans fought a huge war for four years over useless negros!

They should have sent them back to Africa, then ended slavery instead of letting jews use them as a weapon against our people.

I saw an old video with a white trucker not taking shit from a negro running his mouth off and provoking him.

There’s plenty of white guys who can hold their own in a fight with a negro, especially tough white men from rural areas and small towns.

Not all white men are cucked and pathetic, and nearly everyone knows the media are lying scum.

The media here in Australia have become such a fucking joke that nearly everyone hates them.

There are only a few low-IQ retards that listen to the mainstream media. And they’re a small minority.

Most people agree now that multiculturalism is a failure. Most white Australians are not happy with this country and the evil, traitorous politicians that are destroying it.

I’ve spoken to many people who’ve had enough of this sick LGBTQ stuff being pushed onto them and young children.

In some schools they’re making LGBTQ indoctrination mandatory so they can teach young children how to have anal sex and to shove butt plugs and dildos and fingers up their ass. Sorry —  I know I’ve been pretty explicit in my wording, but how else should I word things when these sickoes want to indoctrinate children with this evil perversion?

They have forced primary school students to march with the trans flag and gay pride flag in Victoria.

And they have drag-queen “story hour” in the Victorian parliament for 5- and 6-year-old children. I’m not making this up. You can look it up if you want.

Normal Australian people have had enough of this shit. These sickos need to be thrown in jail at the very least.

We need a movement and a revolution to rise up and get these sickoes out of power.

They’re pushing this LGBTQ and marxism in our military now. I don’t call it woke; I call it mental illness or cultural marxism.

A lot of white people my age and older have had enough of this insanity, and i’ve spoken to white Australian men in their 40 and 50’s who are sick of being demonised for being a straight white male.

Third-World savages from Nigeria and Somalia get treated better by our government then the white Australian people who built this country.

The politicians deserve the rope for their treason and betrayal.

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I replied:

Thanks for this.

Oz, the US, Canada, NZ, and the whole West are undergoing the same exact treatment. Every offshoot of the British Empire, including Eire and especially the UK itself, is full of jewish and Freemasonic maggots.

Well, Frank Rosenfeld warned us fully about who his bosses are in 1935 with his Freemasonic and Jewish dollar bill design.

In Latin, encircling the pyramid with the watching eyeball: “Our plan having come to fruition, New World Order”

And the Judeo-Ukrainian money since the 2014 CIA putsch is the same thing:

A Torah found underneath a Damascus synagogue and confiscated in Turkey from smugglers is FULL of satanic and freemasonic symbolism, especially pyramids and watching eyes:

Finally, the lettering around the pyramid forms both a Star of David and also the word “Asmon”, the name of a head demon, a demon of lust.

This Wikipedia article is about this demonic entity, and “Asmodeus” means “Asmon the demon.”

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asmodeus

Asmodeus (/ˌæzməˈdiːəs/; Ancient Greek: Ἀσμοδαῖος, Asmodaios) or Ashmedai (/ˈæʃmɪˌdaɪ/; Hebrew: אַשְמְדּאָי‎, ʾAšmədʾāy), also Asmodevs, Ashema Deva or Amias (see below for other variations), is a prince of demons,^[1] or in Judeo-Islamic lore the king of the earthly spirits (shedim/jinn),^[2][3] mostly known from the deuterocanonical Book of Tobit, in which he is the primary antagonist.^[4] 

In Peter Binsfeld‘s classification of demons, Asmodeus represents lust. The demon is also mentioned in some Talmudic legends; for instance, in the story of the construction of the Temple of Solomon.

 

As Adolf Hitler, I told the world a thousand times in the clearest possible terms — from 1919 to 1945 — what a nightmarish world the jews were preparing for us, a world of enslavement, humiliation, torture and mass murder.

 

And from 1933 on I have been a household word in not only all western countries, but literally around the whole world. EVERY literate adult on earth has heard of Adolf Hitler and that he was the enemy of the jews.

But I did not start this exposé of jewry! Not at all. The world-famous founder of Protestantism, Martin Luther, to provide just one exmaple, gave us the truth four centuries ago in his 1544 work The Jews and Their Lies.

And an equally renowned man, car maker Henry Ford, exposed the jews in 1920!

And I gave my life from 1914 to 1945 for my country to save it from the fangs of judaism.

BUT, since earthlings are capable of denying any reality, THE NEW WORLD ORDER OF TEARS IS NOW HERE.

I repeat: the egoic mind in earthlings is capable of denying any and all realities, even or especially warnings about life-and-death dangers.

Earthlings unlike all the residents of much higher planets, habitually lie to themselves. They lie to others. They lie about others. And so this planet is full of liars, and they (not the jews) have made Earth into a mentally ill world. The jews came here because this planet is easy pickings!

To be delusional and to commit self-harm is legally to be crazy. And doctors routinely commit patients against their will to the psych ward — with permission from a judge — who speak and act delusionally, and show themselves capable of harming themselves and others.

By this undebatable definition of having delusions and harming themselves (or others) — with no sane control of their mental faculties, earthlings are legally insane.

But in the end, of course, it is reality that will prevail over their delusions — delusions which the jews cook up and the earthlings gobble down.

Btw, the “warn-the-victim” stricture in black magic is not even risky for the satanist who wants to murder someone. The satanist understands full well that his victim will remain stuck in total denial even after receiving explicit warnings about the awful fate which the jew has in store for him or her.

And in my almost 70 years of life in this incarnation I have seen how the egoic mind in white earthlings is in effect the ally of the jews.

I remember so well my very first date with my dear Margi, my late wife, in April 2005. Though it was a date, I actually could not afford to take her out, so I invited her over to my studio apartment (at $950 a month!) for spaghetti with my own tomato sauce to which I added some hot sauce and also yoghurt.

(Do try it. Margi loved it. 🙂 After a week, she moved in with me, not for me but for the spaghetti. 🙂 )

 

I was so touched by something she said on the bus taking us back to Alexandria, Virginia from our work at the Barnes Review magazine in Washington DC.

Margi said, frustrated but still idealistic:

“We have GOT to find a way to get through to people.”

She understood from dealing with her own family that the facts just bounce off people.

Margi was, especially for a female, truly a woman of few words. And her father, Albert, the poet, and her mother, Hazel, the Shakespeare play producer, had both taught her to say more with less.

And so all she said, looking out the window of the bus with her blue eyes, and then staring directly at me, was this:

“We have GOT to find a way to get through to people!!”

And that means understanding that it is not us but our listeners who have a serious problem. The issue is not how we present the facts, but a moral deviance.  A moral change in earthlings, a karmic revolution, is the only thing that will suffice!

Earthlings need first to again love themselves, and then each other. Then they will protect themselves, even very energetically. The jews were expelled by 109 countries! The Romans crushed them three times, 1) burning their temple under Titus, forcing jewish slaves to build (yes) the Colosseum in Rome!… 2) massacring jews in the Kitos rebellion under Trajan, and 3) eradicating the whole city of Jerusalem under Hadrian.

Jerusalem under siege by Roman general Titus

 

Titus, son of Emperor Vespasian, conquers the Judean countryside and then conquers the capital, becoming emperor himself when his father dies.

The Arch of Titus to this day revels in the Roman conquest of the jews.

Inside the central arch, Romans carry off the menorah.

Jews were numerous throughout the Roman Empire and were feared. Thus, many half-measures were taken, such as Claudius expelling them as tumultuantes (as tumult-causers and troublemakers) from the city of Rome.  Titus did not persecute all the jews, just those in Palestine who had revolted.  Tens of thousands were executed and others enslaved.  The Colosseum was  built largely with jewish slave labor.

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And now the whole world is turning against the jews over Gaza and Ukraine!

There are now three paths before us, and hypnotherapists know to expect some of their patients to not only delve into their previous lives (without being asked to), but also many go into their future lives:

Under hypnosis, patients often discuss past and future lives (and return as average people, not Napoleon, sultry Cleopatra, or Jesus 😉 ); three ominous futures, one bright, for our race

 

1) a beautiful and loving world, not based on money, but on spiritual growth,  a serene folk community where nations become like a big family, and where everyone cares about his brother and sister. As Solzhenitsyn said, the world will not change until everyone cares about everyone and everything — and those who are incapable of changing, loveless beings who wish to continue as parasites, are gone.

2) an ecologically polluted and nearly dead world where a few million survivors live in underground cites, on the surface under protective domes, or the rich elites live in a rotating space station above the surface.

3) a postnuclear and apocalyptic world of caves, furs, spears, violence, and, yes, cannibalism.

But let us never whine. In hundreds of previous lives, we laughed off those who warned us about the jews. We scorned those who preached truth, bravery, and love, and thus we brought all this on ourselves.

In fact, this planet’s inhabitants are basically shunned. Aliens use earth for resources while mostly avoiding us. The Nordics have given up on us — they did so in the 1950s already — and the Greys just grab us the way a farm wife grabs a chicken by the neck, whipping it right off its feet. She cuts its head off, and it runs around in circles. Then she guts and cleans it for a chicken stew.

This is how aliens see us. As freaks….

But if we seriously want to change, THEN and only then will Option 1, a beautiful world, be our fate, in this life or, more likely, in our next one.

We must be willing and eager to fight.

And to recognize that the real enemy is not the jew, but ourselves.

Do we become furious at milk that has spoiled because we left it out overnight?

Or do we hate a wound that we never washed and sterilized, which then became infected?

Do we hate a mouse or a cockroach that is eating food we never put away?

Are we angry at God forheart pain when we know we are fifty pounds overweight and are drinking like a fish and smoking like a chimney?

No.

Then we must fix ourselves, and the jew roach and rat will flee our no longer welcoming house.

A German girl, not an actress, watches with admiration Adolf Hitler as he interacts with people of all races — one of many spontaneous scenes of love for Hitler that which scared the leftist producers of the 2015 German quasi-comedy “Look Who’s Back”

Over and over, to the shock of the film crew, German men (not actors!!!) from the general public who met “Hitler” very spontaneously felt a need to bow to him….

Of course, this can also be a reincarnational thing. In their last life, many of the German men of today (and also many Americans and other Whites as well in France, Australia, Canada, etc.!!!!!) were literally alive in Germany during the Third Reich, and Adolf Hitler was not only revered but was the German head of state and also commander-in-chief of the Wehrmacht.

 

.https://johndenugent.com/images/ah-sierra-eagleson-viva-la-vida-when-i-ruled-the-world.mp4

Most of these scenes with the public were spontaneous and not using actors. (Note that ALL the muslims gave Hitler a thumbs up or even a sieg-heil.)

This Jan 7, 2019 video  on YouTube has gotten 2,412,672 views. 

The song is “Viva la Vida” (“Long live life”),  Sung in 2008 by Sierra Eagleson for the band Coverplay (a beloved British dream-pop band formed in 1997):

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own.

I used to roll the dice,
Feel the fear in my enemies’ eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
“Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!”

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me.
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand.

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field.
For some reason I can not explain
Once you know there was never,
Never an honest word [and why we lost,  except for Antarctica]
That was when I ruled the world.

It was the wicked and wild wind [of the Treaty of Versailles, the Weimar Republic, the Great Depression and the rise of communism in both Russia and in Germany[
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People could not believe what I’d become.
Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate.
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I cannot explain
I know Saint Peter won’t call my name [because he never understood Jesus at all]
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I cannot explain
I know Saint Peter won’t call my name
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world

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…..News

I am close to buying a specific house for just $10,000 which needs only paint and a small amount of roofing but is livable right now.

It used to belong to a doctor and his family. I have gotten in some VERY generous donations, but over a third of that money went to huge and extremely overdue bills for rent (and yes, I got actual eviction papers until I paid the rent), plus paying the webmaster many overdue months, and the website monitor/staff writer, and to buy guns again for my protection. A man like me MUST be armed on the street and at home. Look at what the jews are doing to unarmed Gazans!

I also have a WN Michigan couple that came for a week, and LOVED the house and the western UP. They saw some of our great waterfalls and Lake Superior, the beaches, and the Lake of the Clouds, and they are ready to move in and assist me. (The wife was VERY famous in the media and amongst WNs in the 2010’s.)

625 Old Rockland Road, Ontonagon

You can contact me at john_denugent@yahoo.com or avatardah@protonmail.com to help. I cannot start my movement without a roof over my head and a lease. I cannot change the world and save any of you while I myself am homeless. You might remember this screenshot from my April 20 2015 Epstein-VIP pedophile video:

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Your move. 🙂