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I saw this image on the VK page of a Tatar or Uzbek named Ilgiz, here seated on the left of this family snapshot with his girlfriend.

This is how spiritual growth is. Something, perhaps shocking, that makes you see the truth, pushes you to take the first step up,

But then it is many little steps after that. Yet every day you get more and more serene.

And you feel inner peace, no matter what this horrible world does to you — because you are now your own best friend, you enjoy yourself, and you see and savor everything else that is beautiful. 😊

Is Ilgiz one of the glamorous people? Jet set? Went to Harvard? No.

But hardship and challenge can force a person to start growing.

I would rather talk any day with an Ilgiz than with a white ands nordic man like Brad Pitt (a Norman name, btw, though he is also part-Swedish), whose good looks corrupted him, puffed up his ego, and so he sold his soul to the jews for money and fame.

In the movie “Fury” he is a WWII tank commander, nicknamed “Wardaddy,” and he orders another American soldier to murder a German prisoner.

In “Inglourious Basterds” (by Quentin Tarantino) he and a jew (played by Eli Roth) also murder German prisoners.

The director of “Inglorious Basterds,” Quentin Tarantin, on board Jeffey Epstein’s “Lolita Express” with a female child (…just look at the size of her little leg. What is this girl: six? seven?):

When you die, and you will, would you rather stand before God as Ilgiz or as Brad? 😉

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As Eckhart Tolle says, the egoic mind causes suffering. But this very suffering can free you from the egoic mind! It starts with wanting to get to the bottom of one big question — why is this beautiful world such a hell?!
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…..The quality of mercy

With regard to “trannies,” I wrote:

I think more and more it is a chemical issue. I know two people who are trans or were, both hardcore conservative WNs.

The Pill is ultimately putting female hormones in our drinking water, as is some food packaging. And I do not know how it is nowadays in England, but in America I see and hear outright effeminacy in young white males and especially in their voices, a soft and unmasculine sound like a girl.

Gay and straight WNs write me homosexuality is hormonal or genetic

Some of these trans people are very sincere and courageous. That US Army Private Manning, who now identifies as Chelsea Manning, did seven years in prison for leaking secret Army files to Julian Assange and WikiLeaks, among them the Army helicopter’s own video of it massacring totally innocent Iraqi civilians.

The pilot gets permission to “engage” (what a euphemism….) though only one of the men has an AK-47, and it is just for their own protection in a war zone, with all of Baghdad full of Wild West mayhem due to the US invasion and the rise of multiple militias, Sunni and Shiite.
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As well, there are professional kidnappers, who always flourish during periods of anarchy. The kidnappers grab you and hold you for ransom, maybe cutting off one of your fingers or part of an ear to send to your family to enforce their demand for money. Now you know why men carried rifles on the streets of Baghdad!
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The military-industrial complex was furious over this footage of an “engagement” that was leaked by the courageous Chelsea, which caused huge damage around the world to the hypocritical Jewnited Snakes regime.
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Upon “her” release, Chelsea again spoke out, refused to testify against some other whistle blower, and got sent right back to prison!
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So compare this “tranny” with ten thousand straight, hetero pussies who never rebel while their race and nation are being slowly destroyed, never speak up, never stick their neck out, never fight, never even donate five cents, or do a damn thing.
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Manning jailed AGAIN by Deep State thugs

However, as Margi points out, while there are trans people who genuinely feel odd in their gender, there are also reprehensible and ruthless men who only say they are women because they want a perfect opportunity to rape women, or they are second-rate male athletes who want to win races by despicably competing with females!

Regarding a very prominent WN who was once a leftist, a whoremonger and anti-white, and perhaps has some East Asian blood in him to boot, a man who now is seemingly on our side…..a gifted comrade brought out some damaging info about his pre-WN past.

I responded:

And suppose he has sincerely changed? Then you are besmirching a very good man. 🙁

We had many former communists who joined us. Especially after we invaded the Soviet Union, our soldiers saw the dire poverty of the Soviet masses, how they lived and were housed. This cured many of a leftist background.

People can change. Christianity, in fact, spread and flourished because people feel deep guilt about the bad things they have thought, said and done, and also the good deeds they failed to do. A god of forgiveness was what they were seeking.

Mary Magdalen, said in some traditions to have been the adulteress whose stoning Jesus prevented. “Whoever has committed no sins should cast the first stone!” The crowd dispersed. Jesus said to the woman: “Has no one condemned you? Then neither do I. Go — but sin no more.”

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The Basilica of Mary Magdalen, erected in 1295 in the city of St. Maximin-la-Sainte-Baume in Provence, France. I lived near there in 2004-05 and visited this beautiful church.

Jesus was not against all punishment, in fact, not at all. But he was talking about the eagerness to condemn others so as to feel superior, and the lack of awareness of one’s own flaws. Then it is only the egoic mind at work, ego-tripping, wanting to stone someone else, not really any thirst for righteousness and defense of the law.

In fact, using karma, God punishes people all the time.

Matthew 6:14:

“For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you don’t forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.”

We all reincarnate. But not all use their interlife to grow and change. Most return to commit the same mistakes again!
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For me, the interlife 1945-54 was a time of reviewing my mistakes in the East. The Russians wanted to be liberated, not enslaved to a new master! As I loved the Germans, I should have also loved the Russians! (We did embrace the Russians, but only in 1944, when it was way too late. 🙁 )

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Look at the situation now. It is Russia alone among major white countries (Hungary is tiny) that is standing up to the Jewnited Snakes! It has pushed them into the arms of Red China, instead of its natural place with the White West, just as I pushed the Russian people for lack of a better alternative into the arms of a psychopathic non-Russian, the Georgian Stalin, who had spent 20 years gulag-ing and murdering them!
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So I am eager to begin a religion which will reveal the heavenly father, and one of His prophets, the true Jesus, the Aryan, not a megalomaniac, a blasphemer, or a Jew inside, no, but one of us Aryans on a special mission, a religious genius with the deepest of insights into why life on earth is mostly hell.

I have always loved this photo of a WN named Mike whom I know out in California, together with his daughter. 🙂 Handsome man and pretty daughter. He passed his good genes on. What is God? God IS our father, of all of us, our heavenly father.
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Btw, it is so easy to donate in the US via Amazon gift cards. Just pay the amount at the cash register and send me the number.

…..Recent donations

— 20 October 2021 $200 via US Postal Service money order from K in Massachusetts plus the cost of $8.70 in priority-mail postage

— 18 October 2021 300 euros from M in France

— 10 October 2021 300 euros from M in France

— 6 October 2021 $50 cash from P in Florida

— 2 October 2021 300 euros from M in France

— 2 October 2021 $50 via PayPal from V in Denmark

— 1 October 2021 $200 loan from P in Florida

— 25 September 2021 300 Euros via Paypal from M in France

— 18 September 2021 300 Euros via Paypal from M in France

— 14 September 2021 $50 via Amazon gift card from T in Florida

— 11 September 2021 300 euros (same in US dollars) from M in France

— 9 September 2021 $300 via Amazon gift card from J in Nevada

— 5 September 2021 300 euros (same in US dollars) from M in France

— 31 August 2021 500 euros via PayPal from C in Germany

— 25 August 2021 300 euros via PayPal from L in the French part of Belgium, Wallonnie (whence Léon Degrelle)

— 22 August 2021 $41 dollars via PayPal from V in Odense, Denmark

— 20 August 2021 $200 in cash from local supporter

This is a new trend — locals supporting me.

As of yesterday, it was another slogan:

“AH was right.”

All I can say is the Afghan combat veterans here in Onto are shocked by the Afghan debacle.

— 19 August 2021 300 euros and card from M in France

— 14 August 2021 Australian $400 ( = US$ 300) from P in Australia and letter re mRNA Covid vaccines

It being a windy day, I placed paperweights on the contents. I always keep them near in case wind comes up.

— 11 August 2021 300 Euros from M in Belgium

–10 August 2021 $500 cash from G in Michigan

— 4 August 2021 500 Euros (same in US dollars) from L in Québec, Canada

— 28 July 2021 400 euros via PayPal from M in France

— 28 July 2021 $200 with letter from M in Texas

This Texan, who previously sent me a great holster,

…donated, as he had promised, two hundred dollars ($100 cash and $100 via USPS money order) — and he wrote me a beautiful letter.

— 25 July 2021 $500 in cash from S in Edmonton, Alberta, Canada

— 22 July 2021 400 euros, photos and note from M in France

— 21 July 2021 300 euros via PayPal from M in France

— 20 July 2021 400 Euros via PP from C in Germany

— 16 July 2021 400 euros, photos and card from M in France

–15 July 2021 400 euros via Moneygram from C in Germany

–15 July 2021 $25 via Amazon gift card from S in unknown location

— 14 July 2021 $400 via Amazon gift card from J in Nevada

–13 July 2021 two superb historical books from J in New Mexico, Stalin’s War of Extermination by Joachim Hoffmann, and Chief Culprit, by the Soviet jew and military historian Suvorov, proving that Stalin was just about to massively surprise-attack Germany, in August 1941 (despite the Berlin-Moscow Non-Aggression Pact of 1939) when Hitler Germany instead, with full justification, surprise-attacked HIM.

–13 July 2021 book from Stan Hess in Idaho Defensive Racism by the late WN lawyer Edgar Steele, who was later tragically framed for attempted murder on the word of honor of a convicted felon who had stolen thousands in silver coins FROM HIM! Then the FBI created a deep-fake audio — using tech from the Media Lab at MIT — of Steele supposedly discussing ON THE PHONE having his own wife bumped off, which his wife Cindy never believed for a second. Steele was then railroaded into prison, given “diesel-therapy” (moved around constantly from prison to prison (in a diesel-powered bus, hence “diesel therapy”) with his mail never forwarded, so he had almost no communications with his friends, supporters and family for months). He then died in prison due to the feds withholding his medications and probably despair as well. This book is superb. You can see from it why the jew-feds hated and feared him.