This Axis photo celebrates the brave men and women of three very different nations — germanic, mediterranean and east asian — who valiantly fought the nightmarish Jew World Order, and who are via reincarnation again with us.
I am so touched when non-white individuals contact me in a spirit of profound racial humility — and a recognition of my mission and of that of our whole Aryan race.
I have always had friends of other races, as well as anti-jewish jews, and gays who fight bravely for our race (I have known some very distinguished, very famous WNs who discreetly were this way) and are not loud about their orientation.
We all have our cross to bear! The goal now has to be to unite and win!
*** At the Mayo Clinic for post-radiation checkup
I am feeling great — look at my calf muscles from lawn-mowing 🙂 Margi and I here very determined to get her healthy and active again!
in the chapel
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They understand about race, the jews, and about Adolf Hitler! And if from a Hindu or Buddhist culture, they also accept reincarnation.
In the case below, and this person has been writing and donating to me for years, maybe he was white and chose to become East Asian in order to be a bridge from that race over to ours and to the new, inclusive national socialism that is coming, where all races unite against both the external and the internal jew.
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Dear Mr. de Nugent,
This letter is very long, but I would like to tell you some big secrets and some of my personal details which may nevertheless be relevant to what your mission is about, so please pardon the length, and take as much time as you can to read it. I would be very happy if you read this and understand where I come from.
I am your non-white []ese supporter Sam, who used to talk to you on Facebook until it deleted your accounts, and now still comments on your personal site. I must say that I have the most unusual, but positive reasons to admire your works, not just from the point of view of “saving the white race” but also helping everyone on Earth. However, in order for you to understand my reasons, let me tell you a bit about my background.
In short, I believe, I have some good karma with you. I have been withholding the idea of writing you about who I am and my karmic circumstances, but now, I feel like I should do it. You are about to “go public” once again, so I thought it would be good of me to let you know that you are not alone in what you are doing.
My background in short
I lived my childhood in a country that is run by a Communist Party. When I was younger, I was a []ese patriot, and since it’s the Communist Party that “liberated” our country []and “their lackeys” I was educated / indoctrinated by school and society to be a Communist. A nationalist Communist for sure, but still one. When I moved to another country, I learned about the bad things the Communists did in []. So I was not a Communist, but by then, I was a liberal progressive who supported Obama. I have always believed in supporting everyone and giving all a chance to succeed in life, even by now. It was later however that I realized the Left has drifted far from this creed and towards more destructive ends.
I was opened to the dark side of the Left through reading websites on the “Manosphere”, a generically right-leaning group of people who criticize feminism and other things in society. Their websites are definitely not-PC, but I do not have a filter, like other leftists. In fact, I have always been attracted to taboo topics about society (I’m a Scorpion Sun sign, for all that is worth). This is a trait I carry over from my past life.
So, once I became slightly red-pilled from Manosphere websites, my next phase was right-wing monarchist, which was around the time I became a Traditional Catholic.
Reading about the “true history” of the Catholic Church and its relationship with Jewish people, I realized that anti-Semitism isn’t a product of “those evil Not-sees” that our system instills in us. So I understood the “Jewish Question”.
About a year after I learned about this JQ, I joined some right-wing online group for nationalists from all around the world. It was 2016, and the entire world was focused on the US Presidential Election.
I thought Donald Trump was “a bad guy” at first, until I, motivated by my communication with right-wing people around the world, decided to learn about the immigration problem in the USA. It was that time when I fully “converted” to the Alt-Right movement and became a Trump supporter. I don’t associate myself with the Alt-Right these days, but it’s only because I prefer not to give myself any labels.
Anyway, I believed I befriended you on Facebook in 2017, and then I got into reading your site.
It is far better than any white nationalist sites I have seen, because it goes into topics like extra-terrestrials, reincarnation, spirituality and the Deep State, which I have not seen other sites doing.
And most importantly, I have had a personal experience from way before 2017, which really endears me to your mission.
But before I let you know who I was in one of my most recent lifetimes, I need to tell you more about myself. []
My background: the long story
Early life
Before telling you who I was, I need to first give you my life story, so you can really confirm for yourself the authenticity of my accounts.
For as long as I can remember, I am a complete stranger to [my Asian country] at a soul level. I can never really relate to the mindset of the people there, even among the youth; though I can kind of understand it. It is just that the way they react to things, and the topics of interest for people in [my Asian country] are totally different to those in the West. However, I can relate and understand very well the mindset and spirit of the Westerners, be them white, black or whatever else. I think it is not an accident, but something determined by karma.
My mother introduced me to some Disney animation movies, and also read some fairy tales which are popular in Western countries to me at bedtimes. I grew up liking Snow White, Aladdin and the Genie, the Jungle Book, Sleeping Beauty, Cinderella and the Little Mermaid. Some other non-animation Western stuff which I enjoy are Star Wars, Jurassic Park, the 007 and the Mummies series.
My family is affluent (by []ese standards) and a little bit Westernized and open minded (but otherwise very East Asian in mindset, something which will cause problems in my life later on).
I was exposed to very “Western” food from a young age, which I often enjoy even now: spaghetti, pizza, cereals, milk and cheese. I am a nerd for history, and when I was shown some books about world history at a young age, I immediately became interested in the subject – civilizations around the world, Western, Chinese, Mesopotamia, Meso-American, whatever else.
Let me tell you, it’s extremely rare for []ese kids to ever be interested in those world-history thingies, and while they like Western food, they will probably not have the ability like me to be able to eat a Western diet for months and not craving []ese food.
You give me barbecue, spaghetti, pizza, baked potato, tacos, fried chicken and whatever else your average white American like to eat, and I will be able to eat it for years.
Am I interested in the history of my own country, and of East Asia? Yes I do, but I just never feel like I have lived there before. I think I was []ese for a couple of lifetimes, but never []ese. And I find the topics of interest and worldview of most East Asians to be very restrictive to me. Must be the karma?
Europe and fantasy novels
One of my earliest memories was watching Disney animation movies of European fairy tales, and those which were written by white men. My mother introduced the movies to me, and I also read them in books. Snow White, The Little Mermaid, Aladdin and the Genie, The Jungle Book, The Sleeping Princess, The 101 Dalmatians, Peter Pan, Red Riding Hood and One Thousand Arabian Nights. I still remember some of them very vividly, so much that I experience “visions” of those stories, or of events and things similar to them. A world of green forests and high mountain peaks. Snowy winters and wooden cabins, which are totally unfamiliar sights in a East Asian land like []. And people in medieval costumes – the setting of most fairy tales anyway – who are totally white.
Chivalric, knightly princes and beautiful princesses, who were trapped by a wicked witch or scheming old man, guarded by monsters which the prince must slay. Of course, sometimes I also think of good witches, who hold powerful spells and can aid or harm other characters. I didn’t even know at that age that those images are, in fact, inspired by a part of European history called the medieval ages. I only know that I saw knights, princes, ladies, witches, dragons, forests, kings and queens and castles in my visions from an early age. Those pictures are undoubtedly very European, very white; yet I cared about them a lot, and not much about my East Asian background, at least until I went to school and learned that I am []ese. How strange, for a person that incarnates as an Asian, indeed …
In case you are wondering, no, I do not want to become “white” in this lifetime. In fact, I already know why I reincarnated as a non-white, the reason of which I will explain later in this letter. Nevertheless, my interest or maybe obsession with whites is a rather integral part of my life, and it shows in little things from a young age.
I only started to recount them when I got older and knew more about reincarnation, however.
Anyway, I remember the first time I saw a history book. I was given one about world history at the age of seven. What a great book! I no longer have it, but I still somewhat remember, with a little vivid details, what was in the book.
I saw ancient artefacts, buildings and people from places far and away from [my country]. Being able to immerse myself in far away places and times is one of my pastimes, and I have a natural interest in the cultures and history of different parts of the world. Of course, I have a stronger interest in Europe and America, as well as some ancient Middle Eastern civilizations. In case you wonder, my “favorite” places in European history are Ancient Greece, Ancient Rome, Medieval France, Medieval England and Early Modern France (I also have somewhat milder interests in Medieval Germany, Medieval Spain, Renaissance Italy, Early Modern Netherlands). Now I also have some interests in America, but that will come later. It was my interest in Europe that developed first, particularly for the Medieval and “neoclassical” Early Modern periods.
I am, in particular, obsessed with the idea of being a knight. Why? Because I love the idea of being a brave man who fights monsters and wicked men, and wins the love of a beautiful lady. The knight might become a king one day, like in the fairy tales. Is there nothing better than such a heroic life? And that is what I aspire to be. But not just any kind of hero from around the world, but the European knight. Alternatively, the knight could enlist in a just cause, to defend the weak or to fight against the wicked.
Most importantly, I never saw myself as a mere outsider looking at those visions. I always thought of myself as the knight himself. It was me who interacted with ladies, princesses, kings, wizards, witches and peasants. I identified so deeply with the Europe Middle Ages that, at the age of 11, when I saw an European castle for the first time on []ese TV, I felt a strange sense of … oh, how familiar this scene is!
And I really couldn’t tell why, but I always felt like I had been there, among those castles and green meadows of Europe, riding horses and watching peasants farming in the afternoon. Or it was me who was in a jousting tournament, and I would be fighting the other knight myself with the big tournament lances, to the cheers of ladies and gentlemen in the audience. I also have another vision of a night-time battle, with men armed with pikes and swords shouting and fighting underneath a castle, and the distant sight of trebuchets and catapults. I must have been there.
Same feeling of “being there” when I first read and saw pictures of Early Modern Europe. Men with wigs and dressed in those weird costumes, sipping tea in nice porcelain cups and discussing state matters and philosophical ideas with other gentlemen and ladies.
I was very fond of the European tricorn hat, and I felt like I had worn many of them at some point … in my life. This same feeling of having been there also happened when I first saw a picture of an imagined masked ball in the 17th century. And I do not just imagine myself as any nobleman in Europe. No, I thought of myself as a king, always having been a king during those memories. “My word is command” is still something that makes me feel joyful at a deep level of the soul, if only I could live in such a world like that! Maybe, I had indeed been a king, in Medieval Europe, and then Early Modern Europe.
In fact, my knightly and medieval obsessions were the reasons I decided to join the Catholic Church for a while. I read about the Crusades at 11, and immediately, and for many years, I constantly fantasized about fighting Muslims and infidels. I really do not know why, as a []ese boy, I felt a deep sense of sadness whenever I read about the fall of Middle Eastern Christian cities and fortresses to the Muslims in the medieval era. Why, I am a []ese who doesn’t have anyone practicing Catholicism in my family!
And yet I kept having thoughts about me, as a Crusader, fighting against the Muslims. I joined the Catholic Church in 2014 partly because I wanted to become a modern Crusader, not because I like the dogma and creeds of Catholicism. Speaking of which, I must also have been involved with the Catholic Church or Christianity in general for one or two lifetimes. I do have vivid visions of medieval European cathedrals and monasteries. I could picture myself as a priest preaching in a church, or a monk in a monastery, walking around with other monks, singing songs of praise to God, and copying old books.
I do feel strongly about Jesus, though I prefer not to talk about this part of my life in this particular letter, because it would be too distracting when the main topic is about who I was recently. If you decide that my letter is worth replying, I will write you about my experiences with Christianity in a future letter.
You probably think that, a person who is so obsessed with Medieval Europe and the image of knights like me must be very interested in the myth of Arthur and his knights. And you are right. In fact, the first time I heard about “Arthur” as a child, I felt a strange sense of déjà vu. Like, I “was there”, I have been there.
Not only do I (still) identify strongly with the image of the knight, but I also often feel a strange sense of pride whenever reading or listening about the stories of good knights as champions of the defenceless. And by knight, I mean the European knight, not the Japanese samurai or any other warrior caste around the world with similar functions. All the while I was living as a []ese boy.
With regards to Arthur again. I hear the name “Camelot”, and I also felt as if I was there. A wonderful court, full of brave knights willing to do good deeds for the good of people, and demure ladies; and wizards and sorceresses.
One thing that I am sure is an outgrowth of my obsession with knights’ tales is my interest in fantasy novels. Many fantasy novels in European-like settings also feature brave warriors or knights, with female companions, and the witch and wizard archetypes. Obviously, I really enjoy The Lord of the Rings, both the movie and the novels.
The knightly ethos exuded by the character Aragorn, and the warriors of Gondor; coupled with an obviously Europe-like setting; not to mention the advanced humanoid Elves and the wizard Gandalf. I am certain that Gandalf is based off Merlin and Aragorn based on King Arthur.
Believe it or not, I feel the medieval world (be it fantasy or historical) amazingly attractive, to the point that it deeply resonates with me on a soul level. You might think that it could just be due to my early exposure to European fairy tales. Well, now that I am an adult, I still feel those things resonating with me, at a deep level. I don’t know any other []ese, who is totally interested in European stuff and caring nothing about the[]ese culture. I don’t like []ese pop culture, or normal culture; I identify nothing with this sub-tropical land, and its people – they are fine, but they are only concerned with their own little country; they don’t care about the world at large; the landscape of [] – jungles and rice fields, well, those things are what the []ese feel attracted to; but not really the wide and vast pine and oak forests of the North, and especially snowy winters and snow covered mountain peaks. That Middle Earth landscape of Europe and North America really attracts me, but not the []ese landscape. I feel nothing for it, from my soul, my mind or my body.
If I have lived in East Asia for many lifetimes, I surely would have felt a great sense of belonging to a landscape like this one. The truth is I don’t. It feels utterly alien to me.
This … this is what makes me feel at home. In [], there is no snow in winter at all.
Speaking of images, I’d say that I would like to finish this section about Europe with a little series of images, comparing the images which I identify with (Europe) and those which I don’t identify with [my country] in order that you understand better about what I constantly have in mind. Not that I want to become white, in fact, my study of East Asian genetics help me cover possible heritage in other parts of East Asia, which I identify with more than in []. But regardless, the “East Asian” is just the role I have to play in this lifetime. My soul, which for many ages, have been European, remains little changed, which probably helps explain why I am obsessed with certain things over others.
And most importantly, I had these visions in my mind before I was even consciously aware of how all of these are part of the European racial heritage.
These are the images I identify with on a soul level.
And these, are the ones I do not identify with on a soul level, no matter what happened during my childhood. They always give me a feeling of foreigness, which would be the same if you, Mr. de Nugent, looks at a collage of life in Africa.
Please be patient while I talk about my early background, as I feel that it is very, very relevant to the revelation of who I was in one of my most recent past lives. Europe is not the only place I feel connected with on a soul level. There’s another very special place too. In fact, it was where my most recent and famous life lived.
America
I also feel a connection to America, right from the first day / time in which I could remember stumbling upon some pictures.
The first impressions I have of America were the same thing as everybody else: it is the richest, most powerful and most glamorous country in the world, Americans are very open-minded, and you can do anything you want there. I was thrilled when my mother introduced me to breakfast cereal, which she called “breakfast for American children”. How haunting, breakfast for American children! I also soon developed a liking, as if by intuition, for signature American food like hamburgers, pizza (well, it’s popularized by Americans), pasta (also popularized by Americans), French fries, Coca Cola, and so on. And I remember being excited about seeing a hamburger for the first time in my life. Almost as if I have seen it before …
But most importantly … Let me tell you how I learned English: totally by intuition. I don’t know why, but words just came to my mind, and they totally “made sense”. Other students in []ese schools struggled to remember the new words and the grammar rules; for me though, I just needed to learn a few times, and then it “clicked”. To be fair, I also went to English language schools beside normal schools, and the ones I went to, have Western, Anglosphere (white) teachers in them. And you know what? I naturally developed a liking for the American accent.
Sure, this accent is taught around the world, but I just like the sound of it so much. The “R” sound at the end of words is particularly attractive to me, and the way Americans say “long” as “laang” and “basket” as “besket” too, though it wouldn’t be until later that I picked this feature up. I might have lived in New Zealand and Australia, but I still wish I could speak with an American accent the whole time. I might even try to attach a recording of mine speaking with an American accent to this email. You say, Mr. de Nugent, that you feel German so intuitive to your soul that you could speak German, with an Austrian accent?
***JdN: Me speaking with my perfect Austrian accent. When I start speaking German, I think in German for days, and then often cannot find the right word any more in English. 🙂
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I could do that with English too, with an American accent. Well, not of a particular region, but the Standard American accent of course.
Of course, I also have a feel for American history, albeit from a liberal angle. Now it has changed to a much more conservative angle, but liberal is where I started. I remember myself feeling a lot for African Americans who went through slavery and then struggles to become equal to other Americans. To be frank, I was fascinated with African American and Native American cultures to quite a degree, though of course European American culture (and history) got / gets me most interested.
And you won’t like this too much, but I have never felt too antagonistic towards Martin Luther King. I even like his quote “I have a dream”, and for a long time I quite identified with it. As I said, I used to believe in the liberal American mythology: it’s the country of uniqueness, and America is the place where you are meant to liberate yourself from all past constraints and all stereotypes, and where everyone, no matter how poor or humble their background – including from non-American countries – can “make it” into the American Dream.
So here, you have me. When I was in [], I developed a liking for hip hop music. It seemed pretty “rebellious” in the ’07-’08 years in an East Asian country to like hip hop, and being rebellious is good for any teenager, especially me. When I started high school in New Zealand, I actually thought I would become a rapper. I listened to rap music every day, and even performed in front of my school. It was hip hop music that exposed me to black people, and I dreamed of having the same “bling lifestyle” of money, flashy cars and clothes, and hot women when I grew up. You can probably picture me in my late teens now. I didn’t have the opportunity to spend much money on things I like, but back then, I aspired to be an American, my life would be that of a famous rapper, with designer brand clothes and cars, apartments in Hollywood and New York, dining on hamburgers, KFC, hot dogs, French fries and other typical “American food” (and other types of “Western” and international food). I would be famous and rich, and people will adore me. Yes, I dreamed of living in America one day.
Mind you, I had this weird experience of “I have been there” when I read about Martin Luther King. I admired him for his struggle to “liberate” African Americans and his message of everyone living together in peace and equality. Well, I am now no longer an Obama leftist, but I have never felt a sense of deep hatred for MLK, black people, Hispanic people, or other groups of people that the White Nationalist / IQ worshipper people usually hate. I really don’t dislike any group of people at heart, though I am aware of their dark sides (except perhaps Muslims; I don’t think I will ever be able to befriend 99% of them, I can’t stand their arrogance about their own religion). Especially for MLK, I felt a sense of “having been there” with this guy. I really, really feel like I have met this guy before, and I like him a lot.
How is it that a []ese boy could develop a liking for American things? I don’t know, but those things just ring deeply with me. They fit my soul far better than any []ese culture. I dreamed out of going to the Great Plains and living as a cowboy too, I dreamed of visiting the Rockies, Mount Rushmore, and to explore the historical sites of America. Sure, I felt a sense of liking towards black and Hispanic people, but I also felt a connection to white people. It’s subtler, but stronger. I could not help but feel a misty feeling, of sadness, yet also some kind of grandeur, when I read about the stories of the Founding Fathers, even if now I think they were very wrong in most things. Inside my head, there was Hip Hop Sam who liked hip hop music, and there was “Murica” Sam who likes burgers, hot dogs and BBQ, who wanted to live on a ranch in the Wild West and owned a gun and do crazy things. The phrase “America f*ck yeah” just felt really cool to me, even if it’s vulgar. And then there was Liberal Sam, who dreamed of bringing justice and freedom to everyone in America regardless of colour. No, I really did dream of that. Being a champion of justice and freedom, just like MLK and the Founding Fathers. I didn’t even see how King and Barack Obama were so disconnected from the Founding Fathers, but I didn’t care back then, I really liked Obama because I liked MLK. Well, I don’t like Obama and MLK anymore, but I can’t say I hate them.
Contradictory? I didn’t think so. I am just giving you an account what my feelings were like. I identified with multiracial, liberal America. White, black, Hispanic, Asian, biracial, it doesn’t matter. I dreamed of being rich and famous, and yet being a liberal at the same time. I believed MLK and Obama were the true heirs of the American Revolution, not those “bigoted”, inbred and puritan Conservatives who only care about profit and religion. I used to think the Tea Party people and Ron Paul were reactionaries. Those country hicks, what the hell do they know about the world? Yet, something in me had never prevented myself from acknowledging that the races are different, genders are different, and religions are not equal. I don’t know how I could still be a liberal back then. But whatever, that’s just who I was. And I felt American without having never lived in America.
(Actually, I did visit America for ten days in 2013. My father thought I was crazy for wanting to live specifically in America, and not New Zealand or Australia. He believes they are all good Western countries anyway. But I don’t care.
I had this feeling of coming home during this trip and wanting to stay there forever. I visited Philadelphia, New York, D.C., Las Vegas and Los Angeles. Everywhere I went, I just felt a sense of familiarity, as if I have been there. The landscape were different fifty years ago in America, yes, but it doesn’t matter, I still feel like it was my country.
Living in New Zealand and Australia
I cannot exaggerate much when I say that, I learned English by intuition, and I have an intuition feel for “the Western soul”. My intuition did help me greatly with living and socializing in a Western environment – compared to other East Asian immigrants. It didn’t fix my early life traumas, but it did help me integrate well.
So, when I was 16, I moved to New Zealand.
If I were to follow what other international students from East Asia usually do, I would only hang out with[]ese, and then some other Asians and some white friends (very casually, not deeply – in most cases). I would be craving []ese food quite often. I would listen to []ese pop songs, and then Korean pop music (very popular in East Asia). I would go to bubble tea shops very often. And I would not immerse myself in Western culture, because I wouldn’t feel a liking for it. It’s just the way most humans live, right?
Well, I didn’t do any of those things, to be honest. My first day of school, after the initial shyness, I immediately talked to the other kids in class, I mean, New Zealand kids: white, brown, yellow etc., the ones who were born and raised Kiwi. I distinctly remembered the first lunch at school, I went to the green spaces with white and brown kids, having lunch and watching others play rugby. No “fresh off the boat” kid would do this immediately, they are too busy worrying about even just speaking English. As if I didn’t have any sense of inhibition back then.
From then on, I mostly sat with Kiwis during lunch time, and picked up “social English” from them. Most overseas students never pick up social English because they only hang with each other, but I do. And you don’t just pick up accent and words, you pick up ways of expressing things, and the topics of interest, and the way of thinking. That I did. I had been exposed to Western music and movies before I moved to New Zealand, and from then on I was interested in them only, and by Western I mean modern music. I had not developed interest in classical and folk music yet. And yes, this is how I became fluent in English. I did have a natural ability for social science and language subjects anyway, but with English, everything feels intuitive, like I have it built inside my brain.
Most importantly, my soul, my mind and my spirit have always felt uncomfortable with [my country] and had a preference for the Western ways of doing things, even the modern Western ways. This is also not because I am more modernized in mindset than most []ese. Modern West is not the same as modern East, despite superficial similarities.
As I have said before, I became immersed in modern Western youth culture, and even tried to become a rapper for a while. Of course, due to my interests in history and mythology, as well as problems coming from early life traumas, I did not and have never become a popular kid. But it doesn’t matter – social skills and other skills to survive in this non-enlightened world can be learned, and I am trying to do it now.
I will close the early part of my life with an intriguing detail that has a lot to do with who I was in my most recent famous lifetime. I also have weird feelings about the word “Ireland” too. I have never been to that place, but I have experienced very nice vision of that island as a green and blue place, full of meadows and coastlines. I just feel a special sense of liking for Ireland, and I want to visit that place one day. Hey, I will give you a déjà vu experience I have with another word, “Irish-American”. I read once on a newspaper about the Irish people in America, and their struggle to make their own place in a society that looked down on them. I could not help but feel a strange feeling of sadness and pride upon reading that story. From migrants with little when they arrived at the Ellis Island, to becoming a quintessential part of American identity now.
Most strangely, I felt that feeling of sorrow and pride when I read this play for English literature in high school. It’s called “Translations”, and written by Brian Friel. It was about the struggle of a group of 19th century Irish villagers to retain their language, against the British colonial authority who wanted to impose English. The play had a character who wanted to move to America, and immediately when I saw this detail, I thought “Oh, Irish-Americans! Those special people!”. Again, this weird sense of pride and sorrow, and a feeling of déjà vu.
Maybe, all of these “Irish experiences” happened to me because I was an Irish-American?
And last but not least, I do have a penchant for unusual and strange topics. Conspiracy theories don’t scare me. Ideas like some races have lower IQ than others, though offensive to society, doesn’t do the same to me. The world is being ruled by lizards? No, I don’t feel so mortified that I shut my brain off and deny it. It is this very drive to look at “edgy” things that contributes to me becoming “redpilled”.
[He then speculates on whether he was a well-known American of Irish heritage.]
My comments on your writing, and on Hitler
I am perhaps still the same as me before, in my total lack of self-inhibition for forbidden topics and fringe ideas. And perhaps due to my good karma, I did not resist myself that much when I came upon red pilled information. The more I know about Hitler, the more I admire him, though of course I do not like it when he let too many Slavs and even Jews to be killed. But whatever.
Hitler wearing a kimono
I can say that, after having talked to you for quite a while, that I felt totally satisfied with the idea that Hitler was not actually a hateful person.
My first thought upon contacting you: “Gee, so this is the Big Bad Nazi, the godfather of White Nationalism. I wonder how he would think of a yellow kid.” It is your sincerity and politeness that convinced me that Hitler has never been a very hateful person. Misguided at times, maybe, but overall very enlightened.
But why exactly do I sympathize with the Axis? On one side, you have Europeans who fought to not only maintain the best aspects of their culture and spirit, but also to give it a rebirth. The SS wanted to restore or re-create a new Aryan race of high culture, morality and spirit; who were not egalitarian nannies or greedy capitalists, nor crazed anarchists who wanted to abolish “authority”.
On the other side, spiritual capitalists and spiritually mediocre people of the British Empire and America, with no aspirations above money, capital and colonies. As well as, horrid hellspawns who wanted to make you feel ashamed of your people’s pasts and imprison and kill you, if you didn’t join their insane “socialist” hell.
And hell yes, there was, and still is a cabal behind those forces. On one hand they seduce you with money and greed, and carnal pleasure. On another hand, they will give you totalitarianism and force you to change your gender to some non-male, non-female, non-racial being whose purpose is to serve the cabal. Jews are involved in it, but they are likely not the only ones. I also know how the reptilians and Nordic aliens have been involved in this war since ancient days, thanks to your articles.
Another sign that confirms to me that I was European for many lifetimes, is how familiar I am with people who are now part of the broader Dissident Rightist sphere. By being familiar, I mean that I feel completely at ease among them. I have never felt threatened by these “white supremacists”, on the contrary, I was able to relate to them on a rather deep level. I have even built some decent relations with some of them, though only online for now. We share many interests in European and American history, the forces behind the civilizations of Europe from Greece to Britain (actually, from Egypt and Sumeria to Britain is more correct), how Europeans can reclaim their civilization, and what it means to be an “Aryan”. Too many overlaps in interests, and in areas that are not “normal” even for an Asian right winger, for me to simply be a “completely 100% Asian soul.”
In other words, I must have lived as an European for many lifetimes to be able to relate to these right wingers of Europe and America at a deep level.
Anyway, I think I have said enough about me in, in the past tense. For now at least. Let me tell you what plan I have for the future.
Future plans
In this current lifetime, I am a non-liberal, though I am not totally against free speech. But my reincarnation as an East Asian man, I believe, has the most important impact on my mission this lifetime.
Do we need to remove the Cabal? The same people who have been poisoning this world.
But is this enough? In my opinion, it is a resounding NO.
Because the majority of souls who incarnate in this world are not good enough (this is something I learned from you). Many white nationalists and anti-Semites seem to think that if all Jewish people disappear, you can simply make life much better. There is right now a portion of far rightists who think that Jewish power is linked to capitalism, so if you destroy “Jewish power”, Zionism and Capitalism, all problems are solved. NOT!
People can be greedy and psychopathic even under Communism, and a Gentile Communist is as much a degenerate as a Jewish Communist. Some of these anti-capitalist “WNs” (honestly, they need to read Goebbels’s “Nazi-Sozi Question” to see how sympathy for even the conservative Soviet Union from 1950-1980 is not ok) are deluded enough that they believe if the magical Jews disappear, no one will be around to spread anti-White, pro-immigration propaganda, and thus immigrants will go home.
As an immigrant myself, this is hilariously and ominously ridiculous.
Many immigrants come here for the economic benefits of a Western society, and the fact is that White men run better, higher-trust and lower-corruption societies than their own, and so they might just fight to the death before they are willing to “go home.”
The problem is more multi-faceted than the JQ. It is spiritual and ideological, and it’s also cultural; and it has to do with racial relations. For the sake of brevity, I will only focus on the racial relations angle in this single letter. It is after all, the biggest reason why I didn’t reincarnate as white.
Why do non-white people immigrate? Like I said, because white (and some East Asian) societies are better run than the rest of the world. Most of the people who immigrate are souls who are eager to reap material benefits and the social prestige of living in a Western country. Some genuinely seek to get out of poverty and social discrimination from their home countries. Other are political and war refugees. A small minorities were “white” souls in their previous lives who have specific karma to reincarnate as non-white now.
Whichever the reason, immigrants of all races, when they are not in denial, will subconsciously or consciously recognize that white Western European societies are the best in the world, and not just because of economics, but also because white people are more empathetic and altruistic to non-whites. This is something you almost will never see in other groups. The only other group I could think of with similar behaviour is the Japanese, but they are not deeply altruistic and empathetic in my opinion, which only changed in the 1960’s.
Regardless, immigrants do not simply come because they are “brainwashed” by “Jewish propaganda.” They come because of their own economic and social motives, and sometimes religious (Islamists, for example).
Due to the fact many immigrants are either born and raised in Western countries, or because they have assimilated well in Western countries, as well as the fact many whites are brainwashed and/or immature younger souls, the majority of people will not like the idea of “sending everyone home” (not to mention how the less altruistic, more race-centric people at their home countries will react).
I know, a lot of people will oppose it with their minds and bodies. Underneath every leftist’s crazy appearance, is a grain (or a sea) of altruism and care for other people. For that I very muchamuch white leftists, but, I am totally aware that our multicultural society won’t be sustainable. Still, I can already think of the alternative that hopefully will satisfy everyone – whites, immigrants, and “home country” citizens.
You might disagree a bit with me, but I believe our ideas are very much in common. I think that North America and Australasia can be divided into white / non-white countries. Australia in particular can spare just a little land and let all the immigrants and some white leftists live there.
This place can either be under the Australian Commonwealth or independent from it, though with a lot of Australian influence in economics and culture. Immigrants to New Zealand can then be sent to live there.
What about North America? I think you can divide it into different states: New Europe, New Asia, New Africa and New Hispania, with Natives being given full independence and statehood. There can also be a bit of lands, maybe around New York City, where all the mixed race and most left leaning people live. And then, neutral zones where everyone come together to work and trade can be built between the borders of these new states. In fact, I wrote an article talking about this recently, but of course, adjusted for a more normie audience.
Here is where my karma comes in. I must return to America one day, as my guidance, which I have prayed about continuously, told me.
My karma is with America. I believe that, judging by my political views then and now, that I intended to use the Civil Rights movement as a tool to gradually give black and Hispanic people their own states within America, where they could run their own affairs (with plenty of white help). I was also going to expose the New World Order to everyone. Unfortunately, [in my last life] I was assassinated.
But how could a hero’s soul (like you, Mussolini, Napoleon and others) just leave this world and “chill out”, and then return at a time of peace? Not my charge, anyway. I believe I come back in this time of trouble, as a non-white East Asian, for at least two reasons: to help wake white people up to the threat — because white leftists, and even white conservatives, will not feel “racist” if a non-white speaks out for them…. but also to convince other non-whites to move away from the faux “white supremacy” threat, and to get these disparate fighting forces (far right, conservatives, any sane liberals and leftists) to fight against the New World Order threat – to retake America from them, and then to oversee the reorganization of North America so everyone gets a fair share.
Beyond this, I also believe in “saving white people”. Yes, white people.
I don’t know if this will sound right … but
maybe because of my previous lives, I have always felt for white people, for no reason.
I love them, I do not want them to become extinct or suffer (though, according to my own visions, eventually the good side will have victory). The memories of my previous lives, the interests I have shared with them, and many other memories in this life … it’s too much for me if whites die out.
Even if dividing the lands between races will no doubt leave whites with many losses, I think it’s still important to get this done. Whites are increasingly a minority, and their birth rate is lower than those of other races. White blood is precious, and must be saved in North America so Europe could be liberated (and it will be). Moreover, I suppose those “black” and “Hispanic” states will be in some state of chaos at some stages in history, and perhaps only whites could help keep them under control.
All the idea about black / Hispanic states under white supervision – well, I can say that I am neither for nor against it. I haven’t seen enough of the future to know it. I don’t think most black and Hispanic people will accept this idea, but then again, looking at Latin American and African countries and how they are run, I will not be surprised if they ask for more than a little help from the outside world at some point in time.
Anyway, I think I will end my letter in here. At some point in time, I will try to go to America and find a way to obtain citizenship. I will do the same thing that my alleged previous lifetime has done: posing as a moderate, liberal democrat; but with the goal to bring in a kind of law and order eventually. The Left must be put under controls, and the powers behind the scenes brought to full justice.
There are other tasks which I am also to do in this lifetime, but they are outside of the scope of this letter.
I am writing you at this time with the hope of letting you know that there are people who want to help you or have similar goals to you. Perhaps we can work together to bring down the beasts. I will be the person who could coordinate those with different interests for at least a while, and they will hopefully put aside differences to fight the common enemies. Which is what I want, and I hope you also want this.
P/S: I also believe, John, that you were Julius Caesar in a previous lifetime.
All the best,
Sam
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……Recent donations
–29 June 2020 US$60 via PayPal from D in Australia
–29 June 2020 60 euros via PayPal from C in Germany
–26 June 2020 $88 from G in Cicero, Illinois via Amazon gift card
And this Irish-American sent this along, too 😉
–26 June 2020 $335 from ten people for Margi’s MEDICAL FUNDRAISER ON HER NON-POLITICAL FB PAGE
–22 June 2020 Gift card from Amazon for $25 from G in Georgia
He sent this email as well [edited]
Hi John,
Brilliant blog work lately. I especially enjoyed and felt personal value in the “Reader asks my view of freedom and stories of ancient gods” entry.
[….] I’ll close with a sincere thank you for your light and love that you share with the world against all odds. My best wishes are with you.
–20 June 2020 three bottles of Liquid Oxygen from G in Cicero, Illinois for Margi
–10 June 2020 $25 Amazon gift card from L in New Jersey
–8 June 2020 50 euros in cash and a letter from M in France
–6 June 2020 40 Euros from C in Germany with letter
–5 June 2020 $88 by check from J in Nevada
— 5 June 2020 50 Euros and note
–4 June 2020 beautiful, antique silver coin from the Third Reich, in 1935, memorializing two-time Reich Präsident Paul von Hindenburg (1847-1934), the chief German commander in World War One, victor over the Russians at the Battle of Tannenberg, and the head of state who appointed Adolf Hitler as chancellor in 1933 — plus a Euro donation — plus a great novel on the postwar Fourth Reich in the Antarctic by German author Michael Winkler, all from C in Germany!
–2 June 2020 US$65 via PP from D in Australia
–1 June 2020 $50 Amazon gift card from L in Tennessee
–1 June 2020 Urantia book from K in Massachusetts
This is a pretty amazing-seeming book, supposedly channeled from Nordics, and saying Jesus was, not “God,” but one of them — and a governor of the spiritual development in this part of the galaxy. His teachings were massively distorted EVEN IN HIS LIFETIME, BY HIS JEWISH DISCIPLES, AND ESPECIALLY AFTER HIS DEATH.
All this is exactly what I have felt intuitively for decades. I am also certain that “Odin” was from the same people — he had to keep eating apples from the goddess Idunn to stay immortal, btw,…. like the Greek gods needing their “ambrosia” and “nectar”…..
and also the bearded blond man Quetzalcoatl and the Viracocha who founded civilizations in Central and South America.
Earth keeps getting “missionaries” from higher Aryan worlds — noble souls who are appalled at the needless suffering here and either come here via some spacecraft as adults, or decide to incarnate here as earthlings, and then are called “starseeds.”
Humans learn and grow a lot more from being taught by a fellow earthling who undergoes all our travails with us, like the guy on the right (who should have kept that mustache, not adopted the Charlie Chaplin one 😉 )
One someone is perceived as a god, he is then worshipped and then begged to do stuff for us which we can and should do for ourselves.
Jesus being made into a god showed exactly this problem:
“Jesus, save us” or “Jesus, take us away to heaven” (while the jews are allowed to do as they want to this wretched planet).
Here is the pdf of this massive, 2,000-page book:
#file:///C:/Users/angel/Documents/The-Urantia-Book-1955-Guardian-Plates-600dpi_text.pdf
–30 May 2020 $88 check via automatic bank draft from G in Cicero, Illinois
There are those very dark-blue eyes you only see on certain Germans, such as AH. A website claimed this was the color of the Hyperboreans during a lost Golden Age, back when the North Pole and most of earth supposedly was a warm and beautiful place.
–29 May 2020 five wonderful books, a surprise gift from an unknown donor. All deal with Mein Kampf, a book I have in fact perused in the past. 😉 I have no idea whom to thank for this, but thank you!
I added my optional vaccination device to this photo for the sake of my dear Antifa friends. Just in case their deep commitment as good Americans to the First Amendment may start to waver, my Second Amendment device helpfully kicks in to remind them. 😉 Seventeen rounds are missing, part of my weekly close-range target practice on head-shaped targets. Hit the body (a large target), then two to the head.
You want me to have a mandatory vaccine? Mine contains lead adjuvants, and might have side effects.
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Sorry to be so mean to our dear friends.
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–28 May 2020 $25 Amazon gift card from S in Montana
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–27 May 2020 50 Australian dollars from P and a letter; check for US$50 from K in California and a letter
–21 May 2020 $25 Amazon gift card from L in Kentucky
–21 May 2020 $88 from a former Rockwell party activist in Cicero, Illinois
–21 May 2020 50 euros in cash and a letter from M in France
Very good how he always wraps it in aluminum foil to “foil” dishonest clerks.
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This French comrade made a good point in his letter, which was composed both in French and in English, and no one “gets” his point more than I do.
“Il faut travailler à longue échéance, même s’il y a urgence d’agir. Il est important de sensibiliser, de conscientiser et d’amener le plus de gens possible à changer leurs valeurs et leurs comportements.”
in English:
“You have to work for the long term, even if there is an urgent need for immediate action. It is important to raise sensitivity and awareness in as many people as possible in order to change their values and their behaviors.”
And that only an Aryan, spiritual, religious community can do, where we join together with others who want to better themselves and the world.
–$5 in cash and card with a beautiful fleur-de-lys pattern from C in Mississippi
–17 May 2020 $50 Amazon gift card from Z in Virginia
–15 and 8 May 2020 checks for $88 from J in Nevada
Dear John de Nugent,
Additionally, as an illustration: You once commented on a YouTube video about a Vietnamese child who has spoken only English since childhood.
The mother despaired of this and learned English in evening classes or distance learning so that she could talk to her boy.
Ah yes, excellent comment!!!
A black Washington Post editor named Karen Attiah calls for revenge on white women:
https://www.rt.com/usa/493276-washington-post-editor-white-women-tweet
Karen Attiah:
https://www.bizpacreview.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/SG-Karen-Attiah.png
If Jews win, all races lose. At one point in my life, muslim co-workers were the only ones I could talk to about this.
British comrades have had the same experience. Pakis know all about the Jews.
I think the only serious donation the Rockwell-founded NSWPP EVER got…. was $25,000 (like $40K today) for comrade Harold Mantius to write a short work, a compendium, on what the great men of history said about (LOL — against!) the Jews. That donation came from King Faisal of Saudi Arabia.
The Blacks would really be up the creek if Whitey died out.
The Mexicans here have no use for them, and the Chinese, Koreans and Vietnamese in the US (all work and education fanatics) view them with contempt and hate. They are doomed if the Cracker is gone.
The Blacks see the ominous look in their eyes. That first spontaneous glare don’t lie.
He shared a beer in 1980. I quit 25 years ago.
Well, by 1995 it was clear that a pseudo-Hitler religion had no legs to stand on. Margi and I both appreciated Koehl’s efforts, but the clock cannot be turned back.
Upward and onward!