A WWII German postcard supporting marriage, manly men, feminine women, and romantic love

“So often I have had to think of you.”

I recently had some frank and useful correspondence with a FORMER homosexual and White nationalist. He has been beating this tendency in himself which started when — as a young child, and small to boot for his age — he grew up in a dysfunctional non-family and was molested by bullies in a very rough neighborhood of a nasty American city.

I will call this comrade Roger, and I salute his courage. We all have issues to work on but this seems like quite a difficult one. 😉 The fact that he has tackled this daunting personal issue head-on makes me really admire him. Others merely hide their homosexuality and continue to live that way “in the closet,” and this includes WNs too! I know several who have never been seen by me or anyone in the company of a woman, not in all the decades I have know them…. and yet “otherwise” they are really excellent comrades. To my utter shock, I also found out that an outstanding Marine I knew and a very macho guy was also “that way.” And the percentage of active homosexuals seems to be definitely increasing……

So this is an important topic: Can homosexuality be cured? THIS COMRADE SAYS YES.

I wrote “Roger”:

According to this http://theaquilareport.com/identical-twins-studies-prove-homosexuality-is-not-genetic/  homosexuality is not genetic.

You told me that you were really abused as a child and teen, and grew up with no good role models….. 

So what are you doing now against this — watching, ahem, heterosexual things online 😉 that heighten your interest in women? No problem if you are, because to achieve this goal, “any port in a storm,” as we say in the Navy and Marines.

I do know this, that alcohol increases my libido. It would be great if you have found practical ways to rewire your brain and hormones to have healthy attractions, strengthen them, resuscitate the original wholesome orientation and feel in the same measure a loathing and aversion for the other.

Our women are wonderful , after all…..

Here is a strange conversation first that I had with a gay artist:

I talked once to this “gay” guy, and he said to me:

“I like women, I have dated women, I love my mother and my sisters… and I like men as friends…. but honestly, I do like the shape of men more. I like their V-shape more… more than the hourglass shape.”

 

Bobby and John Kennedy preferred the hourglass 😉

I thought about that…. Half the planet does like men, and these strange creatures are called women. 😉

There is nothing kinky there! 😉

It is just out-of-joint for a guy, it is counter to what our race needs, which is a lot more good babies, and as things get dangerous for us, we will need masculine men to be warriors and feminine women to be mothers…..and not hen-peck men who understand that while peace is peachy ;-), war and conflict are sometimes forced on us and absolutely necessary!

From the Spartan movie “300”….. and here you can see that Leonidas became TWICE AS STRONG from the way his wife, Queen Gorgo, let him go, fully supporting him and his mission….. as a result of which the Spartans did SAVE THE WHOLE WHITE RACE.

As the hero dies, having saved Europe from the hordes of Asia, he thinks of her:

Here now is another example, but the very opposite, a bitter modern battle of the sexes. It is degenerate, very funny, but pretty darn sad….. a lot of hate and incomprehension here.

Anyway,  I admire you for your endeavors to take control of your life in this area!

Roger:

You are invited to seek whatever understanding I can offer.  In a nutshell, here’s how the sexual thing works.

For me, and I imagine for most guys in my neighborhood, we simply didn’t pursue women as a normal social endeavor. Conditions were such that it was just too complicated, and/or we thought we were unsuitable. Look at all the stimuli a defecting KGB guy says they introduced into America, and there’s your list right there: Create a war between the sexes, among other things, starting with the mothers and sisters being taught to be unpleasant (angry “bitches”).

As for males doing it with other males,  this was a) demonstrated to me in the neighborhood, and b) later legitimized by society as being all enlightened, or I would never have taken it up.

I can assure you, John, that if the young see actual crime, or actual promiscuity, or real drugs being used, or homosexual acts, and these things are portrayed as normal, for many that is what they’ll think.  That’s why instead they should be seeing SQUARE DANCING –  Bow to your partner, and DOE-SEE-DOE.

John, let me tell you the truth.

Homosexual behavior is just mutual masturbation.

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Most of the gays at least used to know that. And a very large number, especially older ones, stop short of that very counter-intuitive and disgusting thing they do in prisons.

When I first brought up the topic to you some months ago, I asked what it might seem like to think you liked vanilla ice cream all your life, and then decided after trying it that you really liked strawberry ice cream much better!

The point, in my case, is that you only THINK you have to have something until you are really exposed to something else that is better.

Now, if what you’re used to is something that triggers your pleasure centers, and you have come to think it’s natural to do that, then your BRAIN has got one bitch of a HABIT. And if you think it’s an inborn thing, or your “nature” and society now claims it is a permanent part of your personality, then you are not even going to know how or why to change.

Ultimately, it was my own sense of logic — what happens to the human race if everyone becomes “gay”?= — and others’ clear expressions of moral dissatisfaction with anyone doing it, that led me to understand it’s literally a perversion.  But someone has to open his yap and say NO!!!

And it’s a fetish. Among other definitions, a fetish is a thing that controls you.

I was also used to smoking cigarettes. When I stopped, I used to reach for them. I only recently gave up all thoughts of them because they make me want to upchuck now.

Buth, honestly, forgetting about this game with other men WAS VERY DIFFICULT. That is why it is very important for me to point out that one must know it is only a mental habit.

And it does not lead to children or grandchildren. No one –even gays — want anyone else learning it. Even gays want other people to marry, have babies and keep humanity going.

So we need wholesome things  like SQUARE DANCING where men and women stay fit, have fun, and get to meet each other and hold each other around the waist in an organized and approved social setting.  We just need NORMAL activities with the opposite sex, starting as kids!

But that latter thought, that the practice of homo sex is aberrant, is another thing the gays are missing, being ignorant of families as I was until I worked for some solid Italians. I loved the owner’s sister, who did the bookkeeping. How could I do anything that would interfere with her family? Young men in [the artsy section of his city] do not know one another’s mothers. We all grew up with dysfunction!

As for now, what I have done for months now and occasionally have to do again, is prevent any habitual thought from entering my mind, a “triumph of the will.”  I just pushed homo thoughts away. I self-censored. I have had almost no sexual experiences with others but was addicted to porn. (One thing that led me to cure myself was that the porn producers have taken to seducing young straight men, which made me angry. When they went from staging it to these “reality shows” I saw the young being preyed upon as I was, and refused to entertain the notion.) So I had to cure myself of wanting to look, which for a while came back like the cigarette-nicotine urge, but then I just stopped. Now the illusion is gone and I know those people are all being abused.

The cure (deprivation of the stimulus over time) works because the disease (“dis” — lack of — “ease”) is merely the physical expectation of the stimulus, and the hormones, and all the associated and seeming pleasures. The drug is endorphins. And forgetting your humdrum life, and maybe your loneliness. (Though I hardly noticed the latter, being used to it, and always busy reading or tinkering anyway.) People who drink or who exercise, come to expect the physical experiences in much the same way. It’s a habit.

Some Indian philosophers point out that eating, or even life at all, is a habit in our universe! Whether happy and fulfilled or not, living is our HABIT! 😉

Well, all this positive thinking and triumph-of-the-will stuff  won’t do it all on its own. I got down to needing to, ahem, keep my prostate healthy, maybe two or three times a week.  And then the good news is my old compulsion went away, and it’s not from age.)

Now I tried just not having any mental imagery, but that didn’t work all that well. And I like girls, sooooo I just picked up where I left off in my youth, thinking about girls as I did it.  It works fine. I was always hot for women and simply forgot about it, how hot they are.

Recently I have looked at heterosexual porn a few times, though it is immoral, and Jew-dominated, and found myself only interested in the women, and indifferent to the men. Once I realized that I like women’s bosoms, I knew I was out of the woods and would not change back to a state of ignorance. I had merely forgotten how nice our women are. But it came back!

So, John,  homo urges are a habitual thought that can be changed.

So “Can a man change and then start breeding?” Yes, he can. And I know others who WERE gay and have done so. I have made this change to honor what I was given in life, manhood and fatherhood.

And  how can one wish for something that causes our extinction? Any homo playmates one may have are as genetically doomed as oneself. So homosexuality ignores and denies the process that brought us all into the world. If you want that, you want something bad for everyone.

That’s what the Jews et alia are concealing. They say it’s a matter of choice. It’s a matter of ignoring our desire to live on through our offspring, which every creature in the whole frigging forest is born to do.

There are plenty of horny women, and gay guys should take the right steps, make them happy and our race as well. If you can beat cigarettes, you can beat the gay thing — hard but worth it.

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I replied:

Dear Roger:

I want to thank you for your email below on the homosexual issue. Very interesting, and would you be agreeable to my publishing parts of it — in of course very edited form and shielding your identity? (The part about homo activity being merely mutual masturbation somehow intuitively made a lot of sense to me.)

Also, I am very concerned about the level of hormones and chemical additives in our food and water, chemtrails, cell phones, HAARP, and you name it, and the effect on babies in the womb. I suspect these are somehow scrambling fetuses and “orientations.”

I remember when actor John Travolta and his wife Kelly Preston nearly lost their baby girl … They had had a rug sent out for dry cleaning, with chemicals being used on it, of course, and when the rug was delivered back to the Travolta home and laid down, the little baby went crawling on it — and nearly died!

The couple and their daughter today.

But think about it: residue of toxic fumes still coming off that rug right after the dry-cleaning treatment…. a baby crawling with her little nose just three inches above that carpet…. breathing all that into those sensitive, still-forming little lungs and brain.

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Today, fetuses are bombarded with a witches’ brew of toxins. This might also be a factor in the spread of homosexuality. That is, it could increase tendencies that already are there and make them much more powerful. Then add to the tendencies the new jew-promoted, pro-gay environment and voilà, you have “opportunity.”

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As far as I am concerned, reincarnation means that gender is not absolute anyway. ALL old souls have been both male and female, and part of gaining experience and wisdom in both yin and yang roles.

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A soul that has been male for ten lives and then wants to be female may find it a bit of a challenge. I have met women who 1) were very small-breasted, and wide-shouldered, 2) wanted sex, sex, sex (twice a day!) 3) did not want foreplay, candles, music, etc., just “do it” 😉 4) and afterward, like a man, rolled over and almost snored. Did not want to be hugged. Right to sleep, and no pillow talk.

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Does this mean condoning homosexuality? Not at all! We accept our dharma before each life to fulfill a certain role. Our race needs manly men and feminine women. We need moms and dads, we need both soldiers who kill and those beings that decorate us a home with flowers and singing, and soften the rough edges of life with love.

Jimmy Stewart and Donna Reed in “It’s a Wonderful Life”

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Most of all, we need babies to be born and raised well by archetypal males and females. So I salute you, for reflecting deeply on important issues in your life and doing various practical and helpful things about it.

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You had, like me, a far from ideal childhood, but you have some glorious karma for overcoming that— and as you lay there dying in the emergency room that one time, as you related once to me, you did not give up on yourself!!!

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It is not just who you are today but where you have come from and what you have surmounted. 🙂
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Your friend,
John de Nugent

 

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