ENGLISH Daring to live and not just exist

Originally Posted by another comrade: John, this is the post that I believe got the SF admin after me: “I started a social group that had the very same name as this thread because I felt that the solution to our problems was to make our cause more inviting to whites by denouncing the radical elements of White Nationalism. You could say that I was under SF PC spell that so many on here believe in. I came to realize shortly after that the only thing that will save our people is a massive militant radicalization of our people. If you don’t believe me, just find the thread about the blacks marching in support of a child rapist and murderer. Politics will never get done what we need to get done, yet we are constantly told that we must change hearts and minds so that we can put a WN in office one day. Under the jewish system that we have, this will never happen. The only way that we will truly put an end to the death and destruction that non whites have inflicted on our people is removal. It does not matter how they are removed but that is what must be done for our children to have a future where they are not targeted and killed for being white. I have two children and when I look at them I realize that I would do anything to preserve their future. I will never let ZOG take my children to fight wars for Israel and I will not put them in public schools where they can be taught nothing but jewish propaganda garbage. White people who are not racially aware will have to make some tough decisions someday and the fate of their family will be decided by the decisions that they make.”

Dear Ryan,

Your avatar is now a giant German Iron Cross.

LOL! Now that should get you a welcome here!

But you have to be steady. Once you cross the Rubicon on Hitler and the Third Reich, there is no going back. I revere that great man, although I also criticize sharply his mistakes in the East.

But HE is the ultimate taboo. He and Jesus are the two historical figures the Jews fear most.

I’ve know men who knew him. I’ve known many men who knew his inner circle. They all said Adolf was a deeply spiritual man, a gentleman, a genius with burning love for his people.

You have to make up your mind and learn more and get deep on this.

Hitler had TWO Iron Crosses, and he earned them.

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A comrade wrote me:

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Hi John, I just wanted to say that I have a great deal of respect for you. Your courage in speaking out, including about personal struggles in your life, and how you’ve prevailed, are an inspiration to others. Thank you.

I answered:

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Thank you very much, comrade. I’ll post what you said, minus your name, of course.

If just 1% of all the white adults in the white world — still 900 million people! — who had veritably terrible childhoods (I estimate about 20% of the white population) are attracted to my leadership for that one reason alone, that I preach that we can be inwardly reborn, and need not be ashamed of being mistreated, then even aside from my pro-white agenda, I will have two million followers just from that alone.

It means to free yourself from baggage.

It means to say it took COURAGE to decide: “Gulp. I don’t want to, but I have to see a shrink.” And then actually GO and get a good counsellor — and go EVERY WEEK, no matter how painful the confrontation with the horror, and with the damage it caused! To see you are NOT going to be “okay” with reading the ninth “self-help” paperback from a Jew bookstore chain!

The coward is the human wreck who thinks a beer bottle, or video game, or flaming online at others in false bravado, will unwreck his own abuse-shattered life.

And some of the borderline psychopaths who flame at me were themselves abused, and they can yet turn their lives around. If any of these flamers want to make contact, privately, my door and heart are willing to open.

BORN psychopaths are incorrigible, but those who have some psychopathic tendencies that result from abuse CAN be turned around and become excellent comrades, friends, husbands, wives, and workers — and outgoing, sunny, happy people.

Here’s proof:

For my entire high school years I was extremely withdrawn. Not one date. No sports. Virtually no friends. Skinny, nervous, insecure. I was a decent-looking kid, but I just reeked of something “wrong” that made people either pity or ignore me. I think I just looked damaged. I was.

I went to the library after school and took out four or five books a day, staying often until closing.

Today, well, I think even my enemies would say I am extroverted, popular except with the enemies any public person makes, self-confident, and a person most folks would gladly have a beer with.

As Jesus said: The TRUTH shall set you free.

It’s because I picked up the phone and made the phone call to the Sexual Abuse Hotline of the United Way of Rhode Island in 2003. I have never had ONE SINGLE nightmare since, in six years. That’s even less than NON-abused people!

I will never forget that soothing lady voice, and behind it was a trained person who knew how to say just enough to get the ball rolling and make sure you knew she was there to LISTEN, to let you just TALK, and get-it-out, and ACCEPT what you were saying. (Or in my case let me scream I kept apologizing but she said “It’s okay, it’s okay.” (What a job! You have to have a calling for that.)

I felt ………….so much sudden relief ………… from the nausea of my non-life, my bitter and gloomy biological existence. I felt there was hope.

Once I saw a trailer for the movie “Alien” — where this nasty little alien-critter rips right out of some human’s chest and lunges at Sigourney Weaver.

And this is how a person writhes inside who is burying serious abuse by adults on him as a child.

YouTube – Alien – Extended Chestburster

It HAS to come OUT!

I KNOW that my path is correct.

But I am so happy if as I intend my story deeply helps others; that really makes my day that you have told me that!

Thanks, comrade!

John de Nugent

And when we’re healed, WE’re gonna have fun!

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Burzum88

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Originally Posted by John de Nugent Although I am NOT a regular Christian — while revering Christ and His real teachings as I perceive them without the filter of Saul, a known Sanhedrin agent who dragged Christians off in chains and I think then went deep undercover as a very sudden convert and then commandeered the burgeoning infant Christianity to rejudaize this coming world religion that Bishop Marcion wanted to totally break away from judaism — I suppose I have a naturally Christian temperament.

It is interesting because, in Hitler’s Table Talk, while the credibility of that book is suspect, Hitler draws similar conclusions. He says that he believes Jesus was a brave white man, probably of Celtic descent, who stood up to Jewry, and it was Saul who injected “the spirit of Bolshevism” into the doctrine, corrupting Christ’s actual message. I need to do more research on this Saul fellow, as well as the effects he had on Christianity. They say that he is, besides Christ, the most influential person in Christianity.

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Flash

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Interestingly enough this sounds very similiar to Gnostic belief. They have told me modern Christianity should rightfully be renamed “Paulism.” And I tend to agree with them.

Personally, I believe Christ was here to preach Paganistic messages– not destroy them. He was preaching enlightenment like many other wise Aryans in the past have done (just look at Zoroaster). Somewhere along the line His divine message was corrupted, probably since the early christians were responsible for looking at His Sacred message through a literalist point of view. And the fact 30+ gospels were left out of the New Testament probably had something to do with it as well.

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Comrades were discussing Jesus, and his possible half-Aryan genes through the father, supposedly the Roman officer and centurion, Pantera. One opined:

“Why should Aryans learn from even a half-Jew?”

I replied:

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First, even the Talmud concedes that 1) Jesus definitely existed and performed miracles, and it also concedes that 2) Jesus’ mother Mary was of the royal blood from King David.

Now here is what my inner voice tells me.

The Jews have been for millennia demonstrably the most powerful and dangerous threat to freedom, morals and dignity on earth.

Jesus came into this life to alert us specifically to the psychopathic menace of Jewish supremacism, and to condemn it from within. To denounce materialism, the Jewish hatred of the goyeem and religious cruelty and fanaticism. To preach love and kindness in a world where gladiators were forced to kill each other for entertainment. To seek reconciliation, not vengeance.

It was best for His mission that He grew up and operated in that very culture. Everyone else just ignored or avoided the Jews whenever possible. But by being born among Jews — that is, among the part-Jewish Galileans!– and having a Jewish mother, this probable half-Aryan-by-the-father was able to karmically seek out the direct confrontation with this wicked nation that He knew would threaten the white race in waves of peril for thousands of years, and in fact endanger all nations on earth with economic slavery and cultural degradation.

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But it is to me the height of psychopathy to offer any teaching about things that are mysterious, such as the life of Jesus.

When I read certain things that Jesus said, I feel a great Aryan spirit trapped in an alien culture, a man who knew that He was doomed to fail to change them. A man who confronted in pharisaic judaism the ultimate in psychopathology. When He said to his enemies: “You are from your father, the Devil” that was a declaration of war with men He could not reason with — and a people WE cannot reason with.

Mel Gibson’s The Passion of the Christ was profoundly moving to me. After my book comes out, you may want to see it if you have not already.

The scene where Jesus on the cross suddenly issues this genuine, human scream of angst:

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“Eli, Eli lama [ = why?] sabakhthani?” [ = “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”]

was a gut-wrenching movement of truth.

No matter who may have been avatars in the past, great beings who incarnate among us to teach, still they live in very real human bodies, with real human parents, and siblings, and they grow up in ordinary cultures. They feel nails in the hands, and salty sweat burning their eyes. They see grief in their mother’s gaze if they are being executed. They have tear ducts and hormones, and they need sleep and friendship as we do.

They ARE humans. It would be meaningless if they just came down with “superpowers.” How could we befriend a god — and how would they know our real lot in life — if everything was easy for them, if they felt no REAL pain, no true DOUBT, no abysmal and shaking FEAR?

….THAT hesitation between duty and fear that is part and parcel of being human.

Doubt and self-doubt, fear and panic — and OVERCOMING them — that is the human drama.

The CHOICE to do what is right. Especially when the others are “going with the flow” and YOU are the oddball.

And living heroically also in the days and hours from life unto death, passing the final trial, the last moment of truth in the episode called a human earthly life.

To win, there must be the real peril of failing.

That is why a football game is exciting; there has to be a loser, and as ABC Sports would say, the “thrill of victory and the agony of defeat.” That is why life is exciting and meaningful: and even for an avatar, to be truly a man is to truly be in danger in body and soul.

The Catholic Church was adamant about Jesus being “truly God and truly man,” and not a whispy materializing spirit. And that is certainly correct, of Jesus and of other great beings who have dwelled among us and had extraordinary genius and heart.

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Thus we get this article from the major Tel Aviv newspaper Ha’aretz on the impressions that Rochus Misch, Hitler’s bodyguard, had of the leader of the Third Reich.

By the way, it seems the Western controlled media is conniving to hide the guttural sound of Hebrewin words such as Ha’aretz. A language expert told me that all the Hebrew words translated as “Ha‘”-something are REALLY pronounced with that guttural, throat-clearing, phlegm-rasping sound we associate with that other semitic language, Arabic, namely “kkkhhh-”.

So, here now is the article from Kkkhhha’Aretz :

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Hitler’s bodyguard: The Fuehrer was a good boss

How clever of this scowling SS man with his tiny pistol to force entire crowds to act ecstatic. Note the dread dictator is crouching behind thick bullet-proof-glass inside a steel-panzered limo. Like Bush, Adolf Hitler clearly needed dozens of bodyguards to protect him from angry mobs. Errr, NOT .

By Ofer Aderet, Kkkhhh’Aaretz Correspondent

[source: http://www.haaretz.com/hasen…s/1000937.html]

Adolf Hitler gave Rochus Misch only a momentary glance [JdN: I doubt this very much, based on what I have read of Hitler first meeting his secretary Traudl Junge] when he was first introduced to the young man who was to go on to become the Fuhrer’s head bodyguard.

Misch, now 91 and the only living member of the group that was in Hitler’s bunker when the Fuhrer committed suicide, reveals his own impressions of the Nazi leader in his book The Last Witness, published earlier this month in Germany.

Adolf in happy times.

The pivotal period of Misch’s military career began in 1940, when he joined Hitler’s inner circle, and ended with Hitler’s suicide in his Berlin bunker in 1945. For five years, Misch worked as a courier, bodyguard and telephone operator in the Fuhrer’s office.

Gadzooks! Hitler hired a bodyguard who didn’t have blond hair and blue eyes! I thought all SS had to look like Brad Pitt! Hmmmmm. What else are we being lied to about? Henrik Holappa told me that Finnish teachers were spreading stories that Hitler intended after the war to gas everyone with dark hair! (No wonder, I joked, that Hitler committed suicide! Henrik guffawed: “Yes, he had to set the example by executing himself!” So many Jewish lies: where does one begin?)

“In the inner circle, Hitler was a good boss,” he recalled in the book. “In the living quarters and the work room Hitler was a very relaxed man. He had a deep and quiet voice. There was no need to be scared if you made a mistake.”

Today Misch still receives letters at his home in Berlin. Many people contact him with requests for an autograph or for details of his connection to Hitler. In the last few years Misch has turned into somewhat of a celebrity, particularly in the wake of the popularity of the movie “The Downfall” (2004), which depicted Hitler’s last days in the bunker [Jdn: depicting AH, of course, as a screaming maniac who could never, with such a supposedly hysterical personality, have risen to or kept power.]

A year after that movie the Israeli director Yael Katz Benshalom produced a documentary on Misch, also called “The Last Witness”.

The Leader’s 1939 Mercedes-Benz 770 (a mere 12-cylinder jobbie ) was nice to drive on the no-speed limit-autobahns that Hitler created. To drive on one even today — at 130 mph — as I have, and see the white lines go by flash-flash-flash, almost in a blur, makes driving on an American interstate at 55 mph like a kindergarten choo-choo.

This beauty is now in a Toronto, Canada museum.

Incidentally, the U.K. newspaper The Guardian published an article three years ago on another witness from the bunker days they had managed to track down – nurse Erne Flegel – who had moved to northern Germany and agreed to tell her testimony for the first time.

In his book, Misch described Hitler’s everyday life as quite banal. The reader will discover, for example, that Hitler spent his nights clutching a hot water bottle, and will learn about the mosquitoes that disturbed the Fuhrer’s relaxation time in the military headquarters. Hitler particularly enjoyed the parties thrown by his wife, Eva Braun.

Eva Braun Hitler. Gee, where’s her evil blond hair?

“She was a nice woman and very sporty,” Misch wrote of Braun, describing her dancing ability.

In contrast to what one might assume, Misch insisted that the leader’s headquarters were not run like a war room.

The appearance today of the massive Wolf’s Lair in Rastenburg, East Prussia, now in Poland

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“Nobody saluted their higher-ranking colleagues within the building. Hitler was the only one who used the military salute,” Misch wrote. “The young people called him Mein Fuhrer, the older called him Herr Hitler, or Boss [ = in German, Chef].”

The war crimes that occurred under Hitler’s leadership, including the Holocaust, go almost unmentioned in the book. [Jdn:Why mention what never happened, hmmm?]

“At no time did they speak about the camps and what happened there. I was at Hitler’s side and he never visited the camps,” Misch wrote. [JdN: Nor did Roosevelt visit any Japanese-American internment camp.] He also mentioned that one of Hitler’s favorite songs was composed by a Jew, and revealed that his personal cook was not a “real Aryan.” [JdN: So AH was gassing six million Jews and letting one of them prepare his meals…..]

Misch has a strong recollection of the final days. On April 30 1945, shortly after 3 P.M., Hitler left his final followers and entered the private room with Eva Braun.

Hitler in the end had Parkinson’s and also the after-effects from the July 20, 1944 assassination bomb. He was also terribly depressed by the slaughter and, as an artist, by the ghastly ruins and the waste and misery of war. I read a book saying that his chief of staff Martin Bormann would try to find routes from the Tegelhof airport to the Chancellery in downtown Berlin that avoided the ruins as much as possible. Hitler otherwise would become grievously sad, and then less quick to make needed military decisions.

“He didn’t want us to disturb him anymore,” remembered Misch, who understood at the time what was about to happen. “Thirty, maybe 45 minutes later, we heard the shots, and later they ordered me to open the door. And there I saw – and I could never forget it – Eva Braun on the couch and her head resting on Hitler.”

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PS Many found my major article “The ‘Free-Death’ of Adolf Hitler” very interesting. It was published in 2007 in The Barnes Review in Washington. It caused one revisionist, he wrote me himself, to cry, but that is because he is, and told me so, an atheist. Hitler refused a Jew kangaroo trial, shot a hole in his head, left his body and moved on to his next karmic assignment.

https://johndenugent.com/free_death.pdf