Huge spike in views; phone being loudly wiretapped; Deep State prepares to install Kommunist Kamala in the Oval Office; happy birthday, Rocky

In memory of “Tag” Feeley, whom I loved, and all the white teenage girls who die tragically in our hellish world. (See Rockwell segment further below.)

…..Phone crackling

A friend who knows all about the US-KGB, aka FBI, came over the other night and borrowed the landline phone. He kept hearing crackling noises.

He said. “John, I know that sound — and they’re tapping you. I’m just not sure why — in this day and age –they’re doing it with audible sounds like that, like back in the Forties…..”

I said to him:

“Well, it was seven weeks after Obama was inaugurated in 2009 that Holappa was arrested, and broken in 87 days in solitary, and turned against me. And now Biden has been in for 44 days. His first ten appointments were all jews, btw.

Worse, there is no question that Biden’s senility is going to lead soon to his destitution from office.

(Excellent video by the Duran fellows: https://theduran.com/biden-white-house-power-vacuum-leadership-vacuum/)

Then we get Kamala Harris, who is NOT senile, and she will try to crush everything from white nationalists to Trump supporters.

So they are tapping the phone for easy pickings. They actually think I am going to plan or discuss something illegal on the phone! LOL!”

Views of the site soared, and some of that is FBI, and various jews and Israelis:

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I might suggest you support the one American whom the jews obviously fear, having knocked over even Trump with his very unrequited love……and after he won in a historic landslide!

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….Comrade and generous donor, working from home and feeling stifled by the Covidiotic lockdown, writes me

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You asked me, John, how life is going for me, and you said…

“The excitement will soon begin.”

I suppose I should be patient then because this every-day working from home certainly isn’t very exciting! It has had its excruciating moments for sure, as it is difficult and unnatural for me. Partly because it imparts a feeling of involuntary captivity. At least when I was driving to an office I felt more freedom, being allowed out in the “wild” on occasion. At home my focus is all over the place.

It is difficult and weakening having a complete lack of “in-the-flesh” physical presence with the J O B.

Especially when it is not tempered with the self-discipline necessary to prevent oneself from turning into a fat, weak, pathetic and unhealthy human being! Simply eating healthy has been a bigger challenge since this Covid-19 lockdown insanity began. I feel like a zoo animal sometimes!

Thanks in part to your writings I’ve been sometimes overcoming this entropic descent as of late…but again and again it tries to drag me down. Natural living [going out to work] is not natural to me anymore, so it takes daily discipline and study to get my mind right or else I start to falter.

So it is an ebb and flow of weakness and strength, but I just can’t bear seeing myself waste away as begins to happen in the too frequent times of weakness. That is why your work of awakening the higher man, the warrior inside us, is so important. So many forces in this world are trying to turn good men into weak pansies, but I cannot allow it, at least for myself!

The other day I was wishing there was an SS-type organization I could join. That was highly respectable, as it was in Germany before the “Allies” conquered them and punished those super elite Waffen-SS warrior soldiers more than anyone else. (As you know, their little blood-type [A,B,O] tattoos were the death sentence for many of them after the war.) I hope “we” Americans were humane to their families and children at least…. unlike the English to the Boers families.

Of course I certainly wouldn’t even be admitted to the SS as a 40-something man who has done sedentary desk work for most of the last 10 years. But if they had a 40-something SS-type group, I would join and gladly submit to some grueling physical training and deprivations to whip my 40-year old body into the best shape it can be in. Ideological training as well would be necessary to carry on the higher task of being a stronger, more noble and more respectable man.

I want this partly in the hopes to reverse some of the physical damage of 10 years of analytical desk work which has “forced” me into taking too many stimulants to “help” focus and push through all the requirements of that mental work (coffee/caffeine, then, when that stopped working, ritalin, and when that stopped working, Adderall). The doctor prescribed the latter two because of the struggle I was having with sustaining performance at the money-maker J O B. While they helped me excel at and make  those boring, rote tasks more interesting, I could tell later on that were harming my mind and body. And the law of diminishing returns set in.

If only there was an SS-type ideological “brigade” for men in their 40s here in America! A compulsory one- or two-month-long boot camp for all 40-45 y/o “non-essential worker” men would be proper — for these “over-the-hills”(only the ones who never served in the military due to a personal choice made possible by America’s absurd abolishment of mandatory military service) to restore discipline, strength and self respect. To create camaraderie and to put them through the strengthening challenges they should have faced, had there been a draft still, and to ready them for the challenges and tests of the future.

As I think of what these candidates would look like, I realize how silly this idea may be! What a variety of old and out of shapers we would see! Pot bellies and weak weirdos galore!

But people have gotten too soft these days,so it is time to toughen them up! Something large and organized like this would be nice. It would take smart administration to decide the non-essential workers (for sure I am one!), but most would have their salaries and jobs protected while they are away. Then, perhaps, after this “boot camp,” those who prefer to return to their non-essential job can do so, and be kept in reserve.

The ones who choose to stay and serve can be put to work improving America, perhaps, by reducing crime and degeneracy through various assignments/programs and through their shining example of transformation and strength in action. The result would be a tougher, prouder and more capable America!

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If someone like that existed now, even on a strictly voluntary level, I would gladly go if I could get the leave. I’d even strongly consider leaving my []k job/salary behind if it could even pay something small like 25-30k, which would be just enough to take care of my wife and child, albeit at a much less liberal level. I’d be away becoming a stronger, more honorable man, forced back to a healthier, more natural state of being, a non-degenerate state of being. This is really what I want more than anything.

But nothing respectable like this exists in the current US of A. Joining anything noble in this current American landscape would immediately get myself and my family all kinds of unsavory, slanderous labels, especially if it stepped on the toes of the jews and/or blacks at all. And anything truly noble must step on their toes some, am I right? It would be the breakup of my family unless it was a state-sponsored organization that had popular prestige, which I definitely don’t see existing at the moment.

Today it is the same as it was back in Hitler’s time that without the seizure of State power (as in the United States) by a real Hitlerian-type revolutionary, the Marines would be the closest one can currently get to the Waffen-SS, but they are not in the hands of a noble power as was Hitler’s Germany. (Once again…so tragic they were defeated!)

At many levels the Marines may have leaders of a truly noble warrior spirit but at the highest level no. I think the highest levels have too much J-team influence. My chance to join them has long passed anyways, at any rate.

I hate wasting away as a wage slave where I sit on my ass at home getting fat and lazy, trying to make this 100% virtual crap work. Being submissive to my employer while trying to show my salary is worth it when they always have the temptation to find someone cheaper who can do my job close enough to me to be worth the savings. Besides, I’m not even too good at it anymore, much because I no longer enjoy it. The latter perhaps because I’m no longer good at it? Mostly I’m just hanging around for the paycheck, and that is unfulfilling and painful.

Sometimes it feels like an insult to God and Nature to nurse this along like this. I’d rather do something dangerous and brave in which my child and family can see that I’m rising up beyond the degenerative materialism into the higher spiritual world of lofty idealism. Or simply something more respectable. It just doesn’t feel too respectable doing half- assed salary work from home anymore

At the same time I’m a little sick of hiding behind the scenes while I try to protect my nice little suburban life which in itself has so many degenerative potentialities and threatening forces at play. Although by nature it seems I am a behind-the-scenes kind of guy, I feel I am more of a Hans Junge

Traudl Junge, Hitler’s secretary, with her SS husband (She said in her book and movie that Hitler was super-nice as a boss, but AFTER the war she found out how he was secretly Dr. Evil 😉 )

Hans Junge fell in Normandy in 1944

…or like Otto Günsche

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Again, with my age, that ship has sailed, but I feel their same noble, warrior spirit, rather than wanting to be forever a forgotten, nobody type.

It is a bit funny that I am basically saying that I want to leave my good-paying career at age 4[] to become a low-paid type of soldier/adventurer. Basically, I crave some form of genuine service with more value and respect than my current high paying, capitalistic nonsense job.

Mid-life crisis perhaps? Could be, since I am about at the literal halfway point of the average “old age/natural causes” life span of my family.

But iron is forged in the fire, and there doesn’t seem to be much forging available in my current, miserable occupation. It’s not a goal for me to live for a long time. My goal is to just live right.

Let’s see where this goes.

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My response:

I am certain many readers can identify with your burning desire for great challenge as a man and for meaningful service to the whole.

This opportunity will come as we grow, and then be universal after we begin to rule and rebuild America.

Since December 2018 I have been reading books and booklets in German, French and English from the library of the late, great publisher Willis Carto (https://johndenugent.com/in-memoriam-willis-allison-carto/), sent by his widow Elizabeth.

It is just incredible how we created dynamic organizations of every kind, even well before we came to power in January 1933.  Having read the volumes covering 1918 through 1935, what leaps out is we wanted unity and action every second, no moping and despair.

And this is what we need again, but better. It won’t come from Germany;  it has to come from here. And we Americans owe it to the world, having crushed a beautiful and happy Germany that had been the hope of the whole planet.

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….Today in 1918 a noble man came into our physical universe

Indeed, happy birthday, great hero.

The horoscope of GeorgeLincoln Rockwell, like that of any other man, reveals his reincarnation. A baby comes into this world with a fully formed personality. The brain may be small and underdeveloped (a Harvard study said the brain is not fully developed until age 30), but each kid enters our dimension, our density, into the frequency of this univere, with all kinds of pre-existing, fully-formed personality and character traits.

Whoever has had several children knows they each kicked differently in their mother’s womb, nursed differently at the breast, cried in varying amounts and over different things, and just had their very own nature from the beginning. This came from earlier lives and, with the better ones, from growth in their interlives. “How can I learn from this mistake?”

https://www.astrotheme.com/astrology/George_Lincoln_Rockwell

Rocky, like me, had a strong Capricorn: duty. If there is a job to be done, well, someone better roll up his sleeves and do it! And as a military man he knew that inaction, when under attack, can lead to your death.

How much easier our liberation would have been in 1965, as Rocky knew when he ran for governor of Virginia , when this was an 89% white country, every physically fit man served in the military, and the cops and establishment all closet racialists.

Rocky’s father was born in Providence, Rhode Island, which was founded by my ancestor in 1636. My dad knew his brother, who lived in West Barrington, a few miles away. The show-biz father and the brother were both nauseating suck-ups to the jews.

My dad was a good judge of people, rarely hired a bad employee (of whom he had 70), and he knew of my NS “proclivities.” (Heh-heh, that is the understatement, LOL, of the year. 😉 )

He saw how I would study German, and study Latin, and read Gibbon’s The Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire. (I knew every emperor by name and date of rule, and every Roman province).

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And I would, in pencil 😉 , move armies about on a big map of the world I had drawn in India ink with my fountain pen. (There were no ballpoint pens before the 1950s — Sorry, Anne Frank. 😉

Dad saw me reading forever in my room, not going out and playing football, or chasing the girls. Ominous! 😉

But I had a huge crush on “Tag” Feeley, a glorious, shapely, natural blonde Irish-American girl, beautiful but not stuck-up! Wow.

Her father was a lawyer, John Feeley. Tragically, she was crippled in a horrible car wreck — on the Wampanoag Trail [highway]between Barrington and Providence. It was caused by another teen –by the boy who was driving. He ended up in a wheelchair. Tag died after lingering for a year.  Herbie C. got glass splinters in an eye.

That girl was truly a “ten,” and IMO would have had just incredible children with the right man, and, I bet, been a great mom, too. Sweet, feminine, graceful and kind.

I was actually happy just to admire girls like that who were pretty and also nice. They were used to me not pursuing them, but were not hurt by it, which relieved me. One cute girl, a brunette, and very studious, an all-A’s student, said to me with a smile and a shrug: “John, you’re just a genius.” LOL. So I had been classified. 😉 The word was out there: “John is okay; he is just in his own world. Leave him be.”

And why would I chase chicks — when, duhhh, the world needs to be saved? 😉

This teen model, a Miss McCabe, found on Google Images, resembles Tag a bit. But OMG, we cannot afford to lose girls like this. You know, 250 years from now, her descendants, had she had any, would be lighting up any room, true earth angels.

Tag was truly my “earth angel,” but I am here to help all the humans living in this unnecessary and tragic hell.

Screenshot from a documentary on Slavic country girls lured by jews for jobs as “maids” or “nannies” in a “rich household.” Then they are jumped, raped in every orifice with every object — degraded for days until they are “broken.” Then they are forced to be prostitutes in Tel Aviv, capital of IsraHell. The jew pimps take their passports, and the jewish cops, “in on it,” themselve use these Aryan girls. The windows of the bordellos are barred so they cannot commit suicide by jumping.

Maybe Tag was just “too good for this world.”

In my last life, as a teen, I also adored a girl from afar, a Stefanie.

So, anyway…. 😉

…when Rocky was assassinated (Aug. 25, 1967), my father told me, rather purposefully, kind-of weaving it into the conversation 😉 — and with sincere good intentions, in his own way:

“Well, John, that Nazi leader George Lincoln Rockwell, was killed today. He was shot by one of his own followers — one of his own men.

His brother said to me he brought such disgrace on his family. He was never raised this way, to hate the jews, and to follow a man like Adolf Hitler, who was so against everything that America stands for.”

Yeah… I saved Germany from everything “America” under the jews now stands for: drugs, joblessness, pedophilia, China taking over, jews running rampant, negroes raping white women…

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With my father, who meant well, I chose to just listen.

Sometimes he would sigh and say, “John, you have that look in your eye. I know I do not have an IQ like yours, but I do know something about the world.”

“I know, dad” I said, respectfully and sincerely.

One, I respected my dad — as a Marine hero, successful businessman, close friend of the very admired governor, John Chafee (a politician known for his honesty), and as just a real man — whom visibly other men and women respected.

Adults, men and women, would say to me: “Oh, John, I love your dad.”

Reagan did too, and twice asked him to serve, either on the National Security Council or as US Ambassador to Hungary (where, quietly. important East-West meetings took place off-the-record) 

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Two, my father felt he was imparting something important to his son — in the way a father tries to guide his son he entertains high hopes for.

He would say, seeing me heading for the thorny side of life,

“John, you have good looks, broad shoulders, you come from a good family [and that included well-connected], and a supreme, supreme intelligence. You cannot throw your life away. You have to use the gifts God gave you. And you must grasp what is real and not go for something that is pie-in-the-sky” [meaning national socialism being established on American soil].

Two, it was pointless to disagree. He was a WWII generation guy, and Hitler had been “The Enemy.”

Three, just as during my soldier years in WWI, I was carefully taking in reactions. Shut up and observe. My dad was a typical person and conservative patriot of his generation. You have to understand where people are at, mentally, and why, before you can think of changing them. We must study carefully the person or group we want to convert.

And, of course, my father loved me, albeit in his Great-Depression-Generation way, not overly touchy-feely. Dads were just more distant back then, and their role was as disciplinarians.

The moms were the huggers and forgivers. 😉

This was the final episode of “Leave It To Beaver” in 1963, a nice family comedy from when white families were intact, the economy was great, and traditional roles were not even questioned:

Leave It To Beaver – S06E39 – Family Scrapbook from Joey Haim on Vimeo.

And, of course, there was some truth is much of what Dad said.

But I was most aggravated by him saying, and putting weight on the fact that, “one of his own followers shot him.”

Not only did Rocky’s brother emphasize this to my dad, but the newspapers had this as their mantra –over and over in the editorials. The jewspapers all had their marching orders: drum it into every white brain that he was shot by his own follower.

Well, my father was an elder at that time in the Barrington [Rhode Island] Presbyterian Church (as he would be one later in the Vero Beach, Florida Presby. Church…..and I thought to myself:

“I know another man who was betrayed by one of His own followers, Dad, and it does not bother you. You claim to worship Him as our Lord and Savior!”

Hail Rockwell. PRESENT!

Oh, and, btw, my rich, white, Republican Barrington, Rhode Island now is arresting white seniors for having an argument with muslims, and BLM is in there harassing the guy and supporting the muslim. We reap what we sow, cowardly rich whites!

Rhode Island Man Faces Hate Crime Charge After Fight With Middle Eastern Neighbors