Dear Mr. Taylor:
Here is my follow-up blog, and I suggest you read everything, including this email, and maybe discuss it with our mutual friend in Key West:
One of your many non-admirers found and sent me this clip.
Btw, in case you disregard this missive, I am into twofers, just as the Jews are, and already have another good use for this email. So fear not: I am not wasting my time in any case.
At least I will have warned you for the sake of your good AmRen/racial-realism work, though IMO you as a person do not deserve any quarter.
Let me tell you when I finally had “had” it with the effects on my work of your defamation of me, and that of your clique. I do not mind the Jews or other subhumans attacking me, but when a fellow soldier does so, it hurts more, yes, and it is far more damaging to my WORK.
In 2012 I moved to Apollo, Pennsylvania to serve our race by 1) exposing the NUMEC issue and 2) then running for office, whether as sheriff or mayor.
The town and the county (Armstrong) are both 98% white and consist of rightwing, Obama-hating hillbillies of Scotch-Irish ancestry, 50% German-Americans, and a few Slavs and Italians. The county landslided against Obama in 2008 and 2012. This is Appalachia — pickup trucks and shotguns.
Not only do both areas loathe blacks, but there is rage over the epidemic of cancers caused by the Israelis, who using Zalman Shapiro founded and ran the illegal, treasonous, toxic, radioactivity-spewing NUMEC nuclear-fuel plant.
The whole town, and the whole southern edge of the county, are full of rare forms of lethal cancer, including rare brain cancers and thyroid cancer, which has infected some who were born literally after the plant was torn down.
(Here is more info, before I move on with our issues, Mr. Taylor: https://johndenugent.com/english/to-a-skeptic-swedish-weekly-leftists-get-a-taste-at-home-of-their-own-medicine-how-i-could-have-used-numec-to-awaken-america/
and please scroll down 3/4 to “How I could have used NUMEC to awaken America to the Jew menace”
The 2013 race for sheriff, in an open seat, was in my professional judgment the only race any white nationalist could have won in the United States, and then there was the even more winnable race after that for mayor of Apollo, Pennsylvania, a town of just 12 blocks and a mere 1,500 people. (And being gregarious, friendly and a helpful person, I had become known and liked by many in that town.)
Ye because of a vast campaign, both surreptitious and overt, of which you are an integral part, Mr. Taylor, to revile me, and call me (one or all of the following) homosexual, pedophile, child molester, con man, lunatic, fake marine, lazy, parasite, psychopath, these two golden opportunities received only pitiful financial support and in neither case got off the ground.
In fact, when I was trying to run for sheriff, a true activist, Harry Bertram of West Virginia, contacted me and asked why the American Third Position was not supporting me, since “they are looking for good candidates,” I replied: “Call Johnson and ask him. I assume it is because Taylor and Kelso are defaming me.”
He called me back and said: “I just spoke to Johnson in L.A. and he is interested to hear from you.”
So I called this man and we had a good conversation. I told him about my work, my resumé, my decades in the WN cause, my Margaret, and my children and grandchildren.
William Johnson and I actually had a good conversation and he ended by saying:
“I am glad we had this conversation, I am going to talk to the board of the American Freedom Party about you.
Frankly, I had heard you were a pedophile.”
I asked: “Who told you THAT?”
He demurred, and said again: “I will talk to the board and get back to you in a few days.
And that was the last I ever heard…….
I was informed that you had Johnson’s ear, btw.
I had actually proved to my readers by many proofs how well I had done running in the Republican primary for US Congress in the Sixth District of Tennessee in 1990.
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Around July 1989 de Nugent moved to Metairie, Louisiana to study the electoral victory of pro-white State Representative David Duke, staying in Louisiana until the late spring of 1990, and was in a relationship 1989-91 with one of Duke’s former lady friends.
David Duke in the 1990s
In June-August 1990, de Nugent, using the campaign name “Jack Nugent,” ran in the Republican primary for Congress in the Sixth District of Tennessee, south and east of Nashville, on a pro-white platform. He achieved 26.7 percent of the vote, albeit de Nugent suspects that massive electronic vote fraud denied him an outright victory on primary day, August 10, 1990.
A screen shot of the TV results before the fraud was complete; Nugent at 30% in a three-man race (Cochran at 37% and Embry at 33%)
He received extensive local publicity and references to his race were made by Time and the op-ed page of the New York Times.
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WMZ-TV, Nashville, the then largest TV station in Tennessee, seen also in Alabama and Kentucky, broadcast stories constantly about the race. Here anchor Jeff McAtee.
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De Nugent wrote a Texas friend named Ray:
As for the sheriff race today, well, let me tell you, Ray, about the kind of man I was in 1990. When I ran for Congress in 1990, in Tennessee, I was a “damn yankee” (northerner) and from microscopic Rhode Island! “” who had barely set foot in that southern state and yet wanted to be their congressman. Absurd to even dream that way!
Rhode Island (“RI”) in the upper-right of this map is a tiny state, 35 miles east-to-west and 60 miles north-to-south, no bigger than Armstrong County in Pennsylvania where I am running for sheriff today.” Tennessee (“TN”) in blue, lower-right-middle, is a true Southern tobacco and cotton state that was home to President and war hero Andrew Jackson, to Confederate cavalry hero Nathan Bedford Forrest, to Memphis barbecue and to Elvis Presley. It was a segregated southern state, and Martin Luther King was assassinated here in 1968.
Statue of Nathan Bedford Forest, a brilliant and fierce Confederate cavalry general, in Memphis, Tennessee, with myself and Margi in November 2008
BUT in Tennessee just 50 signatures were enough to put me on the ballot, and the district was 92% white, and, most of all, Southerners have been overtly racial in their identity since the six-state Confederacy broke away from the US in 1861.
In 1990, however, it was exactly like a Protestant Orangeman from Ulster waving a Union Jack wanting to become the prime minster of Catholic Ireland! He would be seen as an invader and traitor on your soil! And me not even a former Klansman and thus at least a southerner ” but instead a “Nazi” and thus a kind of “Germanized” American ” mentally a foreigner as well as a “damn-yankee”! 
And yet off I drove from New Orleans, alone, alone, alone, in a decrepit, unreliable 1980 Oldsmobile diesel car, and drove up from Louisiana (where I had learned all I could about pro-white candidacy from David Duke), I arrived in Nashville, got the papers to file for US Congress, and then went to the supermarket near my motel in Murfreesboro to get 50 signatures in the boiling summer sun of Tennessee, all alone.
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Why all alone? Why? There was NO “movement” at all in Tennessee, no Klan, no National Alliance, no Nazis, nobody. Zero activism.
And yet I ended up as I did, either winning the Republican primary (we cannot know due to the vote fraud), or I came very close, in a state I was NOT FROM, a damn yankee northerner in a southern state, with the wrong accent, and no local support. What does a nerd like [a critic of mine, and a mathematician] know about running for office, the money needed, the organization, the willingness to be ridiculed, defamed and threatened with beatings and death?
John de Nugent Presidential Video 1A” (9:58 to 19:02 )
Did [my critic] ever have a millionaire approach his manager with a $10,000 under-the-table money offer in the last, desperate week of a campaign so as to set him up for arrest by the Tennessee Bureau of Investigation?
John de Nugent Discusses Reincarnation Part 2 of 2” (10:11 to especially the “quarter” experience” and then to the very end)
I am that same man today as I was then, Ray — but stronger, wiser, sadder, better prepared, and more full of hate to the death for the psychopathic Jew genociders.
There is just one way I am getting my feet wet this time ¦. in having adequate time, unlike Tennessee. I got to Murfreesboro, Tennessee in June 1990 and the election was in August, less than three months.” But November is still a good ways off [written in April 2013] and I can actually plan this thing out.
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Now I am going to address another issue, and again, it is unimportant to me, Mr. Taylor, whether you are still reading. Others will read.
MANCHURIAN CANDIDATES.
I can only recommend that intellgent WNs actually watch the 2004 film “Manchurian Candidate” with Denzel Washington in the starring role.
We all know theoretically that though Lenin may have been the first to speak of “controlled opposition,” the thing itself has been around for centuries, if not millennia.
The controlled opposition leader may be collaborating only under duress; that is, the dissident leader may be forced to do as the enemy regime orders — or risk ruin, prison or death, including ruin, prison and death for his loved ones, and that may sway him far, far, far more than his own fate.
We know for example that the Allies at Nuremberg in 1945-46 threatened German generals to turn their wives and children over to the Red Army.
The Bolsheviks in 1917-21 rounded up Russian Army officer wives and children to enforce obedience in officers.
The British in the Second Anglo-Boer, under Lord Kitchener, starved at least 10,000 Boer civilians to death in camps to make their men, the Bitter-Enders, finally come out of the bush and surrender.
Of course, none of these men consciously, or at least willingly, “sold out.”
The Manchurian Candidate concept is, however, far superior.
And it is far above the mere MK-ULTRA technique.
In the latter, the victim knows he or she was tortured and can relate the details.
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I can only say to my hard-hearted foes, in whom a pathological hatred or an envy of a fellow soldier in mid-combat against the common foe, knows no bounds of decency:
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You should talk with your Key West friend about this problem. Lawyers often have practical counsel.
Cordially,
JOHN DE NUGENT
No issue is more visceral than sex. Humans are the only species always in heat. Think about it. Humans ARE the only species always in heat.
The rape of women and children (as well as white male prisoners!) is the one issue we all, even the
truth-ophobic liberals, can agree is loathsomely despicable.
And the regimes that rule us are in cahoots with the rapists and the molesters. We live in fact under a pedophilocracy.
The latest Jeffrey Epstein stories bear this out: Bill Clinton Alan Dershowitz, Prince Andrew, Kevin Spacey ¦.
The real issue for me, as a victim of pedophiles as a child, is and always has been psychopaths ¦.. However, I believe that Whites have the lowest percentage of psychopaths. Yet all races are ruled by their homegrown psychopathocracy, as my essay has discussed extensively:
https://johndenugent.com/psychopaths-in-power/
As I said today to a comrade wondering how we can finally shake our people awake:
“The one thing I have seen grown men in the bars of small-town Pennsylvania or Michigan foam at the mouth about is pedophiles who go out and harm the souls and bodies of little kids ¦.
When Jerry Sandusky was arrested and then went on trial, I saw men acting with the kind of body language that said they wanted to kill him.
And that is what I am looking for, Joe, that kind of energy!”
And this I say in response to the powerful new video “Why Are You Telling Me This?” This well-known Brit voice (actually a South African) is asking “When will we stop whining and take ˜direct action?'”
And I answer: When we have THE chakra-wrenching, brain-exploding trigger issue.
This is a very good video, http://youtu.be/oFFCaKtDzuA and I agree with it, though becoming informed and un-brainwashed has not been a waste of time. But now we all definitely are informed ENOUGH.
One can debate 9/11, Holo and many other things, but no on one except a sicko is in favor of impunity for our ruling pedophiles.
it is also the best way to get rid of the Jews, because they are the world leaders in incest and pedophilia, as I have often blogged, replete with reams of facts.
Half of Jewish families commit incest! This is not speculation ¦. A chines roving ambassador in tzhe 700s reported this back to China, that the wickedest people in the Middle East, the “Zim Zim,” as he called them, were a nation of hated nomads and dishonest traders who even, unlike other nations, practiced sex upon their own children.
I have blogged extensively on how my friend Hervé Ryssen , graduate of the Sorbonne in Paris, has written ten books on the Jews, and in his key book, “Psychanalyse du Judaisme”, he lays out the full, horrible facts as to how prevalent, how COMMONPLACE, the sicko crimes of incest (parents with their own kids) and molestation are in Jewish families, with references to top Jewish novelists and authors such as Elie Wiesel .
The latest horror is two blond little children in England, a brother and sister, reporting, in a series of videos, of their father and teachers being involved at a posh upper-class British school with all kinds of illegal, criminal, perverse kinds of sex and things I will not even mention ¦.. except that it includes the murder and skinning of of babies.
The most unbelievable videos I have ever, ever, EVER seen: two blond, upper-class English kids describe ritual pedophilia and murder:https://drive.google.com/folderview?id=0Byzy22cCtwpdOEM2bG00eXE2eTg&usp=sharing
Here is a key one:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LtncDnCRPYo&feature=youtu.be
I was an abuse victim as a child at this age, and it does not seem like a hoax to me ” or if it is, it is very elaborate ¦. The fact the kids are very blond, blue-eyed and nordic would be typical of high-level abuse, as part of the war on not just goyim in general but blond Aryans in particular.
This 1981 documentary is about sexual abuse of children, mostly poor white kids, by the US money “elite”, esp, in Houston -Texas, home of the Bush family ¦ ¦ ¦ ¦ ¦ ¦ : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_6FKEwjPmHQ
Specifically, at 57:40 Dr Philpott says:
“Overwhelmingly, the kids who hit the streets are white. ¦The men want white kids. They don’t want chicano kids, they don’t want black kids, They want white kids, fair kids, nordic-looking kids ¦. the ideal type.”
Myself at age 10, around he time I ran away FROM abuse, which then stopped instantly because my family was well known.
In the documentary above, the key person being interviewed, Dr Tom Philpott (a compassionate, nice-looking guy with dark hair, black shirt, and short sideburns) “committed suicide” in 1991 ¦.
Note how the Univ. Texas eulogy of Dr. Philpott notes absolutely nothing about “Boys For Sale”:http://www.utexas.edu/faculty/council/2000-2001/memorials/AMR/Philpott/philpott.html
IN MEMORIAM
THOMAS L. PHILPOTT
Thomas Lee Philpott “associate professor of history, fiery Catholic moralist and polemical leftist, and charismatic and much-honored teacher “ended his life on October 9, 1991, in Austin, Texas, after a yearlong illness. He was 49.
Professor Philpott was born on January 21, 1942, in Chicago, Illinois, and attended St. Leo High School there. He received a bachelor’s degree in European history from Loyola University in 1963 and master’s and doctoral degrees in American history from the University of Chicago in 1963 and 1973.
Professor Philpott’s principal research interest was urban history. He knew the neighborhoods of his native Chicago well, first as a newsboy, then as a bus driver. When he joined the UT Austin faculty as an instructor in 1969, he wrote this on his biographical data sheet: “Bus driver, Chicago Transit Authority, summers of 1963 and 1964, experience that was vivid and informative to the student of the city.”
During his years in graduate school he was a Woodrow Wilson Fellow, National Institute of Mental Health Fellow, and Ford Foundation Fellow. His revised PhD dissertation was published in 1978 by Oxford University Press as The Slum and the Ghetto: Neighborhood Deterioration and Middle-Class Reform, Chicago, 1880-1930.
Colleagues said that from the time he joined the faculty, he “immediately established a reputation he never lost as a dynamic, controversial teacher, whose determination to inject himself and his commitments into the shape and substance of his courses won him a yearly following of “often adoring “undergraduate students.” Between 1974 and 1980 he received the Amoco Foundation Outstanding Teaching Award, College of Social and Behavioral Science Golden Apple Teaching Excellence Award, and Presidential Teaching Excellence Award.
He consistently championed civil rights and spoke against situations and conditions as diverse as the firing of a university president, the arrest of student protesters, pederasty [OH, WOW ” ONE WORD!], and mindless patriotism.
When he realized in the spring of 1991 that he might never teach again, Professor Philpott, who had served in the U.S. Army, wrote his students a letter that said in part, referring to the Gulf War, “I pray that you students, joined eventually and finally by the faculty, will stop this war, make peace, and become the beloved community.”
<signed>
John R. Durbin, Secretary
The General Faculty
Biographical sketch prepared by Nancy Richey and posted on the Faculty Council web site on December 4, 2000. Additional biographical sources can be found in the UT Office of Public Affairs, Office of the Executive Vice President and Provost, and Barker Texas History Center; Standish Meacham and Brian Levack, “Tom Philpott Remembered,” Texas Observer, December 13, 1991, pp. 21 ”22, and in the same issue, Scott Henson, “Thomas the Believer,” pp. 22-23.
Please see also my massive essay on Jerry Sandusky and the huge Jew connection at the foster-kids foundation “Second Mile” and at Penn State University, where the Jew president also organized in 2000 a “Cu “fest” with orgy tents right in public, on campus, to the bafflement and horror of the campus police.
At this link ” https://johndenugent.com/racist-israel-seeks-to-genocide-whites-in-a-global-holocaust/ ” please scroll down 1/5th to “Sandusky ” the tip of a pedophile iceberg” and read the ten paragraphs there.
Then skip down to about 4/5th to “IX. More on Sandusky and his protectors” and read to the end of the subheading, where “X” begins.
What we have here is a rape-ocracy manned by Jews and their goy lackies.
It is extremely serious, because blackmail is used to control government officials, such as police chiefs, politicians, generals, colonels, admirals and captain.
So even if one of them in a high position of authority wants to break free, repents, and desires to expose the horrors he has seen or done, the Jews have as thick pedophile dirt file, with photos, videos and affidavits, on them and can or do take them down!
And no one wants to get sent to state prison as a convicted pedophile!
The next segment of this article dismays me very much as a proud former US Marine 1977-80, and as the son of a Marine NCO and the officer who fought in Borneo, the Philippines, Tinian, Saipan and Iwo Jima and later in the Korean War. I and millions of others have joined the US Marine Corps, since the days of 1775 and Tun’s Tavern in old Philadelphia, to honorably serve our beloved country with our honor and our lives.
The Kay Griggs interviews (her husband was chief of staff of the Marine Corps, a Colonel Griggs, and when drunk he began confessing what is really going on), show that orgies involving mid-level military officers, drugs, minors, pedophilia and homosexuality are the norm now that any rising officer must participate in to enter the upper ranks of the U.S. Marine Corps and the U.S. Army, and doubtless the Navy and Air Force as well. And select Marines are used as hitmen to rub out anyone the terror regime wants eliminated!
Entire Kay Griggs: ” “They get rid of the good guys [in the U.S. military]. The Marine Corps are the assassins for the Mob. The military is run by the Mob. The military IS the Mob.” “He told me what they did. They nurture “they cultivate “the sons of prominent families. They’re called “rising stars.” They rope them in.Then they “turn” them.”
The only thing I can object to in these interviews is that Kay Griggs, to save her life, and this is sort of Alex Jonesy, but pre-Alex Jones, keeps saying “German Nazis brought over these techniques.” What she is referring to is German Jews who came to the U.S. in the 1930s, Frankfurt School and others. But this woman, for understandable reasons, most of the time is afraid to use the word “Jew.” (Very rarely, I hear from her the words “Rothschild” or “Zionist”, again, was with Alex Jones.) German, yes they were, but German Jews, or descendants of German Jews in America, such as Sidney Weinberg, MD, who started the MK-ULTRA program!
For exhaustive info on Kay Griggs: http://educate-yourself.org/cn/lurkingevilwithin25jul05.shtml
Here are the four key videos, where Kay is interviewed by Pastor Rick Strawcutter of Michigan:
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2) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-SEA9W6pmA
3) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n9G4Qv3kgRQ
4) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A159Q9K8MlM
¦..MK-ULTRA (Mind, “K” for kosher, Control, and Ultra- for ultra-severe methods)
The abuse of women and children has also beeen since the 1950s a scientific rape-torture-traumatization government program designed to create split personalities called MK-ULTRA. I am now 100% certain, having known and observed David Duke for 25 years, that both Duke and I, sons of high-ranking military officers with high government connections, were forced into it as small children, and that Duke is STILL in this program. I escaped it by running away from home in 1964, and my parents at age ten. Then, mysteriously, our house was set on fire. https://johndenugent.com/english/english-strong-endorsement-for-my-leading-us-away-from-the-failed-white-nationalism-david-duke-and-mk-ultra-brad-griffin-and-his-judeophilia/
Excerpt:
I knew that my father had high hopes for me ¦. and once found by accident in the coat closet, in a manila envelope, a confidential report about my IQ as measured by the Stanford-Binet-Wechsler test. It urged I be given a top education in view of the score and to avoid the boredom that would come from being around regular children.
Was my father then approached by some member of the military or CIA with the proposal that they take me away weekends for some “special, elite program”? I have no idea. I only know that I began having memories of my childhood after age ten, after I ran away from home. I ran eight miles without stopping, crossing from Rumford in East Providence, Rhode island through the city of Providence to North Providence, running along the highway 146. I was not fleeing my parents but something else, and having made my point, I stopped running and asked a nice lady to call home for me. I had made my point, I was taken out of the elite prep school, and we moved to another town. It was time for a change of scenery, and I think whatever was happening ended.
I ran for miles without stopping (being then, as now, in exceptional physical shape; I set a track record at my private school, Moses _Brown), from Rumford, Rhode Island (on the right) through downtown Providence to North Providence.
The house I ran from, 17 Huntington Drive, Rumford , Rhode Island. Shortly after, it was gutted by a mysterious fire.
I ran past my father’s skyscraper on the right, where he eventually leased the entire floor and had 70 employees.
I ran past the Rhode Island State House.
¦and up Route 146 toward North Providence ¦ turning left onto Mineral Spring Avenue, the route to my trusted grandparents’ house.
I only remember this, as stated above: my mother gave me once a blue pill and the whole world began swirling around my head. I ran outside and collapsed in the grass. then I saw that vicious old man with his boots, crushing those baby birds into mush before my eyes. And that is a classic MK-ULTRA technique.
The point is to engender such terror that the child’s personality splits, and then train him for some task his conscious mind is unaware of.
Was mine to be a puppet US senator, or a puppet president of the United States, under the control of MK-ULTRA? If so, they failed. I rebelled and left the program. Coming from a famous family, they decided perhaps that they could not just kill me.
I know it involved horrific sexual abuse, because I passed out four times when certain images surprised me, such as (twice) diagrams of male anatomy at Georgetown University, an infomercial on late-night tv on the healthy prostate, and finally during a routine medical exam to show I had no STDs (sexually transmitted diseases). The doctor touched me in a private area to get a swab sample and I passed out totally and instantly while standing, not even collapsing slowly. “Out like a light before I hit the floor,” as they say. I “came to” five minutes later as EMTs broke open the third packet of smelling salts. I will never forget the look on their faces, that of a pleasant fellow with dark sideburns and an attractive bottle blonde who looked quite concerned. I doubt they had ever been called to a doctor’s office for a patient fainting during a routine physical. I remember also that, as with my nightmares, I was literally bathed in sweat.
In 2002 I saw two movies dealing with adults who had been abused as kids, and both changed my life, the Robin Williams indie movie “One Hour Photo”
¦.and ” ˜Antwone Fisher” with Denzel Washington.
After each movie, I had an eerie feeling, as if something was moving down in the basement of my mind. Something wanted OUT.
But it was still in that lock box and it still is in there today. I can only say that I know generically what it must be. The clincher was when I read a Boston Globe newspaper article about a kid who hanged himself after being molested by the infamous Catholic priest John Geoghan, who had molested 130 boys in Boston.
This brave and noble prisoner, Joseph Druce, strangled him to death ” for ruining the lives of 130 trusting Christian children ” at the maximum-security prison in Shirley, Massachusetts in 2003. He should get a medal. I have corresponded with Druce, who was molested himself as a kid.
After reading the Globe article about the kid who had hanged himself (the Catholic church was attacking him and his family with vicious rumors and detectives going around, spreading around that the boy and his family were gold-diggers), I suddenly felt a gigantic urge to go for a walk on Winthrop Beach. (Photo: Boston in the background)
I am usually a very cheery guy and I shake off my problems, plus the Marines inculcate “you can handle anything.” So I walked along in the sunny, salty air, the breeze in my face, admiring the beauty of a sparkling Massachusetts Bay.
And with a big smile on my face ” with God as my witness ” I began to sob.
My second personality was saying “Enough! No happy talk! Now you listen to ME!” Never before had I seen this other part of me, but others had seen it when I got angry and my eyes got huge and wild like a hunted beast that turns and charges the hunter. I can only say to anyone who was in my boat, so to speak: “Get help.” Why did I wait 49 years? My nightmares ended instantly at least, though I still do not know what happened or who did it. Because my first therapist told me mine was the worst case she had ever seen ” she did a relaxation hypnosis technique that totally failed to calm me as she tried to revisit any of the incidents, and I began screaming to blow the roof off the house ” I assume it was a highly professional, expert CIA program of the most extreme abuse. Did I see children murdered? Was I forced to kill a kitten or puppy, or even a baby? Lord God Almighty, I hope not. But this is what these fiends in our government do ” force children into evil, making them complicit. It is no different from guys in Iraq or Afghanistan who have ended up killing women and children. I had the same PTSD as men who have come back from combat.
The fact that I can recall nothing indicates I was not supposed to ever know. But what I do know certainly suffices, knowing that it was twisted and wrong, and I am proud I broke free. Maybe an angel was watching over me so I would never find out. The next form of therapy I took, cognitive behavioral therapy, does not wallow anyway in what happened back then, focussing only on the here and now.
And now on to David Duke.
In my close dealings with him 1989-90 and 2006-09, I sometimes found him strangely listless and “not all there.” The brain was working, but he seemed soulless. In the summer of 2006, I discussed him with a mutual friend name Bob Hoy, who had known Duke for 25 years and had actually gotten him to enter politics in 1988. Hoy listened pensively to my story of my own repressed memories, then said suddenly:
“Let me tell you a strange story.” It was related to his then mail-order bride business connecting American bachelors and single Russian girls. Hoy was in Moscow and so was Duke, on the prowl as usual for women. “Anyway, I went over to his hotel room to meet with him one morning, and ¦ this is gonna sound strange ¦ he had no idea who he was, or who I was, or that we were in Moscow.”
“Was he drinking?”
“Oh no! Duke is not much of a drinker and it was early morning anyway. No, he was just spaced out, like in another mode or being another person, bewildered, not aware of who he was, or me, or Moscow.”
I have concluded after 36 years in the WN cause that the rape of women and children is THE ONE “red-meat” issue that can unite more people in a holy rage than anything else!
Please contact me if you are interested, and especially if you were a victim as I was. (I did not get counseling until I was 49, it was that painful to recall.)
In fact, more than half the white women I have dated (over 25) and two of my three wives have told me they once were raped!
We live in rape world!
THIS is the issue!