Margi out of the hospital; the Esther Whitmer lockdown crime; selfless service

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….Good news

After a very dangerous bout with pneumonia, Margi is back home and doing much better! 🙂

…but soooo angry about the Gretchen (((Esther))) Whitmer lockdown

It got very scary, and in large part it was due to the excessive lockdown which the jewish witch governoress, Gretchen Esther Whitmer, has decreed.

Margi got the great news on March 3rd at the Mayo Clinic in Minnesota about her huge throat tumor (photo — on right) being gone (left).

But one of her doctors warned that the harsh after-effects of the maximal chemo and radiation she had gotten would linger for a good year.

Well, sure enough, two days after we got home, Margi began having problems with her throat.

It seemed to be candida, because she had a white-coated tongue. Then it — or something else — spread down to her esophagus, which is even more serious.

Then the Coronavirus hysteria began — and the jewess who rules Michigan instituted a very harsh lockdown.

What this meant in Margi’s case was that only she, as the patient, could go into the hospital or doctor’s office. 

So her partner, I (also her cancer caretaker), was not allowed to accompany her. I sat there in the car and fretted in the frigging parking lot!

Her doctor continued assuming the problem was this candida…… and I was not there, by the decree of (((Esther Whitmer))) — not being the patient — to go in there with her and ask the hard questions.

Me demanding answers from the US Army Corps of Engineers in 2012

If I or a loved one is in terrible pain (Margi’s was 7 out of 10) and getting worse by the day, I do not leave a doctor’s office, no matter how much of a hurry he is in, without getting real answers. 

But Margi is way too nice to begin with, and on top of it, she was doped up with morphine for her pain.

So she went along with the doctor’s advice — and that meant doubling down on these candida treatments.

But the problem, which was more and more grave, was really pseudomonas aeruginosa, which can be FATAL.

At midnight, from Tuesday the 19th to Wednesday the 20th, Margi felt terrible throat pain, began coughing like crazy, was wobbly on her feet and so feeble she could hardly walk.

She said “John, I think we have to go to the ER [emergency room].”

So off we went. I had worked 18 hours on Tuesday, but ahead of me were five more hours in the ER, from midnight to five a.m.

The ER doctor, a pleasant Irish-American, listened to her chest-breathing with a stethoscope, and frowned.

He ordered tests, and then told me Margi had severe pneumonia. 

Then the tests came back. She also had this pseudomonas.

She had had it all along!!!!

HAD I BEEN THERE IN THE DOCTOR’S OFFICE all those times, I WOULD HAVE BEEN ASKING THE HARD QUESTION WHY THE CANDIDA TREATMENTS WERE STILL NOT WORKING.

Margi almost died because of this insane lockdown — where loved ones cannot go in to see the doctor with their loved one.

Nor can we Michigan residents even visit our loved one in the ER or intensive care to cheer them up!

I was banned all day yesterday and today — until I picked her up at 3 pm.

In the third interview that David Icke did with Brian Rose, which was three hours long but excellent…..

https://londonreal.tv/1000000-fighting-for-freedom/

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…..Icke got really livid reporting on a lockdown case from England where Icke says,

the parents were informed their very sick child was dying

but they were not allowed, due to Covid-19, to visit their child as she died!

The child died alone! 

Forbidden to see her parents in her last moments of earthly life due to this vile jewish hoax!  

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A very pretty nurse told me (and every nurse at this hospital has blue eyes, btw — this is truly Northern European Country) that another nurse’s mother, age 80, is a patient in intensive care at this same hospital, and very sick.

This nurse got “in huge trouble” and why?

For visiting her own mother, “for violating the lockdown” — and this nurse works there herself!

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….For better or worse, in sickness and in health

The Aryan once known as Jesus set a stunning example of selfless service one day, just before He was betrayed and murdered by the jews. Frankly, He was so unlike Donald Trump, who flaunts his wealth and power,

…brutally told people  on his “Apprentice” show “You’re fired!”…

…hangs paintings of himself in his mansions….

and makes deal with the jews…..

Sad.

But back to Jesus.

Jesus Washes His Disciples’ Feet (John 13:1-17) [in the hot, dusty Middle East, where people wore sandals, a foot washing, done by a servant, was a refreshing and appreciated custom]

13 It was just before the Passover Festival. Jesus knew that the hour had come for him to leave this world and go to the Father. Having loved His own who were in the world, He loved them to the end.

The evening meal was in progress, and the Devil had already prompted Judas, the son of Simon Iscariot, to betray Jesus. Jesus knew that the Father had put all things under his power, and that he had come from God and was returning to God; so he got up from the meal, took off his outer clothing, and wrapped a towel around his waist. After that, he poured water into a basin and began to wash his disciples’ feet, drying them with the towel that was wrapped around him.

He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, “Lord, are you going to wash my feet?”

Jesus replied, “You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.”

“No,” said Peter, “you shall never wash my feet!”

Jesus answered, “Unless I wash you, you have no part with me.”

“Then, Lord,” Simon Peter replied, “not just my feet but my hands and my head as well!”

10 Jesus answered, “Those who have had a bath need only to wash their feet; their whole body is clean. And you are clean, though not every one of you.” 11 For he knew who was going to betray him, and that was why he said not every one was clean.

12 When he had finished washing their feet, he put on his clothes and returned to his place. 

“Do you understand what I have done for you?” he asked them. 13 “You call me ‘Teacher’ and ‘Lord,’ and rightly so, for that is what I am. 14 Now that I, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also should wash one another’s feet. 15 I have set you an example that you should do as I have done for you. 16 Very truly I tell you, no servant is greater than his master, nor is a messenger greater than the one who sent him. 17 Now that you know these things, you will be blessed if you do them.”

So anyway, part of my work is caring for Margi. It brings me down to earth, and makes me, a super-healthy person, see how our Folk lives and suffers in their day-to-day lives.

I just pray the burden lets up soon so I can focus 90% of my time and energy on my and our highest priorities.

Below is the meds list. I use a pill cutter and pill crusher, and a mixing glass, and syringes to give her these meds in liquid form thrice daily via a feeding tube, plus three more syringes containing water  to rehydrate Margi (and we get wonderful spring water 13 miles from here in Baraga, Michigan).

AND I help prepare her liquid meals with a liquid formula plus a “meat cream” — meat ground up, boiled, then blended in a blender into a liquid, which is added to the formula.

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This is God’s Will, so I do it, however tedious.

Love and duty cannot be just words — but also deeds.

And, hey, Margi has been there for me in the really bad times too.

She left sunny Barcelona, Spain to return to my arms.

Margi meds and times

[I circle each “x” when I add the med to her liquid meds mix.]

–AM

X X X X X Keto DHEA X X X X X X

X X X X X MetFormin X X X X X X

X X X X X Relistor X X X X X X

X X X X X Dipyrmidamole X X X X X X

X X X X X Thyroid X X X X X X

X X X X X Melatonin X X X X X X

X X X X X L-Carnitine X X X X X X

X X X X X B-6 X X X X X X

X X X X X Candex 2X X X X X X X

X X X X X Mouth Wash X X X X X X

X X X X X Levofloxacin X X X X X X

X X X X X Multivitamin X X X X X X

Margi, also take:

X X X X X Venlafax X X X X X X

X X X X X Pantoprazole X X X X X X

X X X X X TR morphine X X X X X X

X X X X X SovSilver X X X X X X

 

–SIX-HOUR

X X X X X Keto DHEA X X X X X X

X X X X X Relistor X X X X X X

X X X X X Dipyrmidamole X X X X X X

X X X X X Morphine X X X X X X

X X X X X Melatonin X X X X X X

X X X X X B-6 X X X X X X

X X X X X Candex 2X X X X X X X

X X X X X Mouth Wash X X X X X X

X X X X X Multivitamin X X X X X X

 

–PM

X X X X X Propranolol X X X X X X

X X X X X MetFormin X X X X X X

X X X X X Relistor X X X X X X

X X X X X Dipyrmidamole X X X X X X

X X X X X Melatonin X X X X X X

X X X X X Mouth Wash X X X X X X

(Margi, take time-release morphine)

X X X X X TR morphine X X X X X X

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….Recent donations

–21 May 2020 $25 Amazon gift card from L in Kentucky

–21 May 2020 $88 from a former Rockwell party activist in Cicero, Illinois

–21 May 2020 50 euros in cash and a letter from M in France

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Very good how he always wraps it in aluminum foil to “foil” dishonest clerks.

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This French comrade made a good point in his letter, which was composed both in French and in English, and no one “gets” his point more than I do.

“Il faut travailler à longue échéance, même s’il y a urgence d’agir. Il est important de sensibiliser, de conscientiser et d’amener le plus de gens possible à changer leurs valeurs et leurs comportements.”

in English:

“You have to work for the long term, even if there is an urgent need for immediate action. It is important to raise sensitivity and awareness in as many people as possible in order to change their values and their behaviors.”

And that only an Aryan, spiritual, religious community can do, where we join together with others who want to better themselves and the world.

–17 May 2020 $50 Amazon gift card from Z in Virginia

–15 and 8 May 2020 checks for $88 from J in Nevada

–7 May 2020 $50 Australian and two cards

What a beautiful currency, with a kind of vinyl “paper” and flashing silvery icons on plastic windows that glint at certain angles.

Straight on one sees little, just these odd plastic windows.

But held at a tilt, you see more.

As per his recommendation: Claude Debussy – Prelude to the Afternoon of a Faun

Maurice Ravel said “If there is music at the Gates of Paradise, it is this piece.” 🙂

–6 May 2020 $50 Amazon gift card from S in California

–2 May 2020 $50 Amazon gift card from M in Kentucky

–1 May 2020, 50 euros from France and a card and message

Margi is cross with me when I put out these less-than-flattering photos.  But hey, I earned every line and every gray hair. 😉 Can the world really be saved by any egotistical young hotshot now, with the vain old New York billionaire having failed, and now visibly going down?

Created with GIMP

Message on the front of this postcard:

“Sharing the world must replace dividing it”

..and on the back thereof, in almost flawless English, better than that of many Americans:

“Hi, John and Margi,

France is nearly totally shut down now.

But some people are waking up, thanks to the Chloroquine scandal.

Top managers at the World Health Organization are completely corrupt under UN control.

But regular medical staff (such as doctors and nurses) who swore the Hippocratic Oath [to never do harm] are getting out plenty of clear information via the Internet.

The next weeks are going to be crucial.

Trump must act carefully.

I wasn’t even born [in 1962] when the Cuban Missile Crisis happened. This (((Covid-19))) crisis again is putting the world on the precipice. —  M”

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–30 April 2020 $50 via Amazon gift card

 

These Amazon cards have been essential in buying for Margi the anti-cancer meds which helped bring about, with many prayers and donations, and hundreds of hours of my time, her “miraculous” defeat of terminal throat cancer. And Margi’s survival in turn has freed me up, time-wise, financially and emotionally, to do my great task of changing the human race from wild and selfish animals to beings who are created in God’s image.  

 

–30 April 2020 $88 via check from J in Nevada (this is A DONATION by automatic bank draft every single week for well over a year)

The same applies to these $88 weekly checks as with the Amazon cards. I am deeply honored that a fellow Rockwell party street fighter has dug very deep, week after week after week after week, to support my visionary mission.

This time the world!

I worked at the Jehovah’s Witnesses world headquarters, across from the the doomed WTC, and sat at the head table with the president, Nathan Knorr,and studied all their tight operation for future use.

 

–16 April 2020 $88 by check from J in Nevada

At the Ontonagon post office, with a plaque honoring good old Ike…. Ugh.

–15 April 2020 $50 Amazon gift card from T in Florida

–14 April 2020 20 euros from C in Germany

–9 April 2020 $50 Amazon gift card from B in Utah

 

–8 April 2020 $8 by check from J in Cicero, Illinois

 

27 Comments

  1. I wish more white people were like you!

    Germany should have won the war.

    Look what ZOG is doing to British girls:

  2. God bless you, John. Very glad Margi is home and doing better.

    Not letting the caregiver and/or significant other go into the hospital or doctor’s office with their loved one is one of the most insane, ridiculous things I’ve ever heard. What an utter disgrace. This insanity needs to end! So sorry you have insane Esther the evil dictator up there.

  3. Avevo intuito questa situazione.

    Hai tirato fuori una parte di me che non conoscevo…oddio quante cose! Io spero di non perderti..questa è l’unica paura che mi è rimasta e che cerco di combattere ogni giorno. Di questa pandemia posso dire questo:”Ho compreso realmente a chi sono fortemente legata nonostante le distanze”. Non mi appoggio su Trump o su altri presidenti; lui ha le sue battaglie interiori da combattere! Ho sempre creduto in te..in tutte le mie Vite. Non si può spiegare razionalmente..non so neanche da dove cominciare. Trovero’ un modo per inviarti la mia Donazione in questo difficile momento. Ti voglio un mondo di Bene,compresa la mia meravigliosa Margi.

    • Transl:

      I had sensed this [health] situation [happening to you and Margi.]

      You have brought out a part of me that I didn’t know … oh God, how many things! I hope not to lose you .. This is the only fear I have left, and that I try to fight every day. Of this pandemic I can say this: “I really understood to whom I am strongly attached despite the distances.” I don’t lean on Trump or other presidents; he has his inner battles to fight!

      I have always believed in you..in all my lives. It cannot be explained rationally..I don’t even know where to start. I will find a way to send you my donation in this difficult moment. I wish you a world of good, including my wonderful Margi. [end]

      I am deeply touched. Thank you. Prayers too are a donation. I need prayers for Margi, so her health improves for her sake, and so my time is not devoured by caring for her. Angels, former humans, are impressed by the intercession of friends.

      I learned a long time ago that when someone begs for my help and he does not have a friend in the world, always there is a good reason.

      “To have a friend, be a friend” — Ralph Waldo Emerson.

      And so prayer is like that. Angels see we have friends. Or they see that we are friendless!

      “The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, not the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when you discover that someone else believes in you and is willing to trust you with a friendship.” Ralph Waldo Emerson

    • transl:

      It is the only image that I have found .. there are no others like this.
      I practically merged with these images and with all the musical texts that I found.
      Difficult, painful path … and at the end inner peace.

  4. This is very, very serious, John. This just can’t be real, forbidding the parents from being with their dying child. Has this kind of thing EVER happened before?

    They would have had to put me in jail on that one because I would be moving past all barriers trying to prevent me from being by the side of my dying child. They’d have to take me away kicking and screaming. Just unthinkable that people would allow this.

    • I concur 100%.

      And here is where our special responsibility as White Americans comes in.

      America was founded on freedom via guns.

      England, Germany, France — they cannot say this.

      They have no guns; they have only hate-speech laws.

      They have no First Amendment guaranteeing free speech.

      They have no Second Amendment guaranteeing the right to own guns so we can defend our liberty and ourselves.

      They do not have millions of combat veterans either who know how to use a gun and systematically, efficiently kill.

      I see constantly how much more brutal European cops are.

      Because they know the guy cannot run home, get his pistol and rifle from the house, return and blow them away.

      The truth is this:

      Although Americans are no angels, the men and women with the boldest, most adventurous and courageous genes left Europe and they came here. In 1635 my people came here. It has been 400 years of an outmigration of such genes, leaving Europe behind and all their old friends, relatives, customs, villages, churches, cathedrals and traditional foods. They left the old life and came for a new life in a huge and strange land, full of strangers speaking a strange language. Playing games they did not know (basketball, baseball and American football), and eating foods like corn on the cob, coleslaw, hamburgers and hotdogs, all things they did not know.

      Yes, Americans are braver. When I look at our brother nation of Canada, where Justin Trudeau by decree just banned all “assault weapons,” while they seem so similar outwardly, they are the descendants of those who, having the choice of America or Canada, wanted to stay under a monarch, under a queen, and bow and curtsy, and say “Your Majesty.”

      Verily, only White America can save the white world. Only we have guns, the millions of combat veterans, and the sacred guarantee of free speech under the United States Constitution, ratified by the states which voluntarily joined.

      Soon we will see the land of the free and the home of the brave deserve these words from our national anthem.

      And since it was America that voted four times for the fiendish Roosevelt, then crushed the Third Reich by giving oceans of US money, oil and weapons to the US Army — and to the raping, torturing, massacring Red Army of the hideous Stalin, it is our special responsibility as Americans who, in an earlier incarnation, crushed the one hope of mankind, who snuffed out the one twinkling little light in the darkness of human misery, it is our calling from God to right this horrible wrong and offer a new and even better national socialism, a social nationism, to the world.

  5. “La gloria dell’amicizia non è la mano tesa, non il sorriso gentile, né la gioia della compagnia; è l’ispirazione spirituale che arriva a uno quando scopri che qualcun altro crede in te ed è disposto a fidarti di te con un’amicizia ”. Ralph Waldo Emerson

    Wow…ma qualsiasi rapporto ha bisogno di fatti concreti; sento la loro presenza da quando sei qui con me, aiutano me in ogni modo perché io non molli la presa, è successo con le due donazioni, vedo cose strane che prima neanche notavo, i miei occhi sono sempre puntati al cielo e verso i volatili. Si chiama “attrazione”. Ho avuto paura all’inizio, lo ammetto. So cosa si prova ad essere traditi, so cosa vuol dire veder cambiare di colpo le persone e sentire il loro Ego (una brutta voce maligna). Questo mi fa paura. Ho resistito per amore perché non volevo diventare come loro, anche quando qualcosa non mi andava giù.

    Ammetto che mi sono anche arrabbiata con questi Angeli per Margi (anche questa è una forma d’Amore) Perche’so che possono proteggerla in questo delicato momento. Si che possono!E devono proteggere il tuo lavoro e la tua Vita perché ti hanno protetto anche nell’altra, tantissime volte.
    Preferisco ogni forma di dolore fisico ma non il dolore di perdervi. Siete parte della mia famiglia Spirituale. Siete la mia Vita.

    • Transl:

      “The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, not the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when you discover that someone else believes in you and is willing to trust you with a friendship.” Ralph Waldo Emerson

      Wow … but any relationship needs concrete facts; I feel their presence since you are here with me, they help me in every way because I don’t let go. It happened with the two donations. I see strange things that I didn’t even notice before. my eyes are always pointed to the sky and to the birds. It’s called “[the law of] attraction”.

      I was scared at the beginning, I admit it. I know what it feels like to be betrayed, I know what it means to see people change suddenly and hear their Ego (a bad evil voice). This scares me. I resisted for love because I didn’t want to become like them, even when something didn’t go down with me.

      I admit that I also got angry with these angels for Margi (this too is a form of love), because they can protect her in this delicate moment. Yes, they can! And they must protect your work and your life because they have protected you in the other life too, many times.

      I prefer all forms of physical pain but not the pain of losing you. You are part of my spiritual family. You are my life.

  6. https://pin.it/Pqp8wSB
    Questa è un’altra cosa che ho trovato..HOMO capensis????? Aspetta, non vogliono dire Uomini Draconiani o Alieni Rettiliani, intelligenti e spietati. Guarda il Cranio allungato! Sono quelli che guidano i Neanderthal?? Mi sono persa qualche passaggio! In Egitto? Akhenaton non aveva il cranio allungato…ma solo un copricapo simbolico. Quanta confusione che fanno.

  7. The above posts from Emy and from you about America have truly moved me. I hope to read more of this instead of just Negro crime reporting. We all have to reawaken the spirit from within, the things we are here for. Please convey my love to Emy, I feel a real connection for her. My love to your sweet Margi as well brother.

    • I am so glad.

      I put the marauding-negro news up for two reasons: 1) a kind of clickbait for most average WNs, who are into that, and also

      2) to disprove the Carlos Porter types who slander me (of all people 😉 ) as a n—-r-lover because I seek cooperation with antisemitic blacks and other races.

      I have never met or spoken with this Emy over in sunny Italy, but her NS views, personality and strict militancy (not to mention serious donations from a housewife and mother of two fine boys) sure do remind me of that highly committed woman, our great Savitri, who wanted to meet me on her planned America trip, and told Matt Koehl and Martin Kerr so.

      And if reincarnation is a common occurrence, why on earth would not our NS greats also come back, eager to re-enter the fight, and in new ways, and also to grow personally through struggle and challenge?

      Here, btw, is some Savitri-Rockwell correspondence: (from https://www.savitridevi.org/rockwell_correspondence_2.html)

      I especially noted Rocky making a justified complaint about Hitler, and then we read a moving outpouring from his heart:

      I dearly wish that Hitler had not so strongly emphasized Germany at the expense of the rest of humanity. It would have been immensely easier for National Socialism to have prevailed had it been from the very outset an international white man’s movement instead of a chauvinistic “foreign” German movement. By [National Socialism] being so heavily Germanized, the Jews have been able to make the very basic ideology of White men wherever they are into something German and therefore suspect in the two-bit minds of our white brothers in all countries other than Germany.

      I agree that Hitler embodied mostly “Sun” to use your own term. If he made any mistakes it was failing to incorporate enough “Lightning” in his movement. He was, in my opinion, almost a Jesus-like figure, compared to the Draconian role he had to play. He was also so far above me and everybody else I have ever known or experienced in intellect, spirit, and pure genius that I cringe with shame to presume to pose myself anywhere near this God-like figure.

      Yet the course of events, the failure of anybody else to assume the task, and my own uncontrollable will to drive forward for a Hitlerite world with every fiber of my being, forced me to assume the role you have described so masterfully in The Lightning and the Sun.

      I truthfully feel like a mouse forced to try to lead a battle of tigers, and sincerely pray to the Destiny in which I have come to believe to send us another giant in the mold of Hitler.

      Until I can discover such a one, however, I shall stop at nothing to create and lead to victory an Aryan Internationale. Since I began two years ago, utterly alone, deserted finally even by a wonderful wife and family,

      without funds and unknown, I believe we have succeeded in producing a wave of resurgent National Socialism which will soon sweep the world.

      Lyons [France]
      4 January 1961

  8. Sono nascosti..ok,il Vaticano nasconde quella testa allungata,ma non tutti hanno quel Cranio.. perché?si sono accoppiati con altra specie?i Rothschild mantengono la linea di sangue da sempre…o forse no.Ora ci sono tanti perché…o sono sterili o si dovevano nascondere per non essere scoperti.
    Di sicuro sono intelligenti,freddi,diabolici..rispetto agli uomini Neanderthal che non sono completamente stupidi.Davvero complicato…

    • Transl:

      They are hiding..ok, the Vatican hides that elongated head, but not everyone has that skull .. why?

      Have they mated and blended with another species? The Rothschilds have always kept the bloodline … or maybe not perfectly.

      Now there are many who either are sterile or they had to hide in order not to be discovered.

      They are certainly intelligent, cold, diabolical … compared to Neanderthal men who are not completely stupid.

      Really complicated to figure it all out…

  9. Sono senza parole…Ricambio l’affetto.

    Dopo i Pleiadiani, gli Annunaki-Kurgan, ecco che arrivano loro..i Capensis! che razza di nome, per non dire Draconiani.

    Pochi teschi, sono scesi prima del diluvio; gli Annunaki per cercare Oro, questi invece perché…? Solo per mania di conquista?uhm…comincio ad avere seri dubbi. Tre stronzi sopravvissuti hanno creato tutto questo caos sul pianeta? Io non ci posso credere! Mi fermo perché è un campo di antropologia che ora merita uno studio dettagliato e preciso.

    • I am speechless … I reciprocate the affection.

      After the Pleiadians, the Annunaki-Kurgan, here they come … the Capensis! what kind of name, not to mention Draconians.

      Few skulls went down before the flood; the Annunaki to look for Gold, these instead why …? Just out of a mania of conquest? Um … I begin to have serious doubts. Did three surviving assholes create all this chaos on the planet? I can not believe it! I stop because it is an anthropology field that now deserves a detailed and precise study.

  10. https://www.ufologianews.com/ecco-perche-gli-anunnaki-governano-la-terra/alieni-notizie/
    Finalmente ci sono!sono due fazioni Annunaki in lotta tra loro e cosa ti ricorda?Enki,definito Vulturiano o Dio Toro contro Anu,Jhwhe-Rettiliano o Draconiano.Questo articolo lo spiega bene!!finalmente ora so perché Wotan porta un copricapo con corna di Toro.Sono già due volte che sento nominare questi Vulturiani o figli del fuoco.Forse si differenziano per il volume del cranio,i Cro-Magnon e i Capensis.Non ho altre spiegazioni ormai.E’ una vita che cerco di darmele..

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