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Nice gifts from three comrades that all arrived yesterday, November 9th….1) beautiful and useful Marine Corps insignia (from a fellow fmr Marine) and some cash, 2) a battery recharger and rechargeable batteries, and 3) the AA book — the classic standard AA book from the 1930s. It came from a comrade and long-time friend who has “beaten the bottle” and knows that spirituality is what helped him do it. He felt my new religion can learn from the successful approach AA uses to get alcoholics to honestly face the reality that their minds and bodies, at the moment, have spun out of control. As the book says on p 279: “We didn’t wait to hit bottom because, thank God, we could see the bottom.”  Thank you to those generous comrades!

 

Yesterday, 9 November, was a day of memories for me, going back to my last life as a German, and then, cheering me right back up, this  flood of kind gifts came by mail this very day! 🙂

–On 9 November 1918 in WWI, a retreating but undefeated Germany left France because it believed the totally false promises of US president Wilson about a “peace without victors.”

The result was the Treaty of Versailles, which was designed to keep Germany small, weak, broke and starving FOREVER. It was signed only after a merciless British food blockade during which 900,000 German old people, women and children DIED OF STARVATION.

 

–On 9 November 1923, during the Great Inflation — all savings became worthless and foreign Jews with their foreign cash bought up half the country on the cheap —  and the invasion of the Rhineland by French negro colonial troops, who raped German women and children, including boys, I and others tried in Munich to overthrow the spineless government.

https://johndenugent.com/english/little-white-boy-tears-up-at-beethovens-moonlight-sonata-4-8-mio-views-another-likely-indication-of-reincarnation-who-really-then-is-john-de-nugent-trump-the-thin-reed/

But a jealous politician — a Gustav von Kahr, who agreed with all our goals but HE wanted the fame and glory — ordered the police to open fire and 16 good and noble men were gunned down.

This egotistical pig got his in the 1934 Night of the Long Knives. Had it not been for Gustav von Kahr, I could have come to power in 1923, not 1933 — back when very anti-communist Republican presidents were in power such as Harding, Coolidge and Hoover, and not the diabolical crypto-Jew FDR. Also, in 1923, the Soviet Union was still very weak after four years of civil war, and was not an industrial giant! Nothing made the German defeat in 1945 more possible than the egotistical betrayal of our 1923 uprising by von Kahr! He not only murdered 16 good men on 9 Nov. 1923 — but his entire country and the West!

When von Kahr had the German police open up on us, my right shoulder was wrenched right out of its socket (and actually it hurt for the rest of my life). The comrade right next to me, Max Erwin von Scheubner-Richter, had his left arm interlocked with my right arm, and when he was shot right in the lungs, and died instantly, he of course went down hard with his full weight. My left arm was interlocked with the comrade to my left. So this dropping of Scheubner-Richter dislocated my shoulder.

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These four wealthy rightwing aristocrats betrayed Germany — and out of purest egoic jealousy that we were the ones doing something, that we were doing the heroic and right thing, and we were getting the headlines — and not them. 

In 1945, the Reich was crushed thanks to egoic GERMANS as much as to Jews!

–On 9 November 1938, exactly 15 years after that, mysteriously riots against Jews broke out across Germany (after a German official at our embassy in Paris was shot by a Jew) and it was a PR disaster for the Third Reich. I immediately ordered the riots to be suppressed, but the damage was done. “Nazi mobs massacre Jews, burn synagogues”  was the headline around the world.

 

–On 9 November 1989, exactly 61 years after that, the Berlin Wall fell and the communist regime. The two biggest parts of Germany were reunited (but not my native Austria or the huge territories lost in 1945). In many ways, this was NOT a good day, because it initiated the NATO-Jewmerica takeover of eastern (actually, central) Germany and of Eastern Europe — and their flooding by the EU with muslims, blacks and the militant-gay-Soros agenda.

The irony is that communism, though it ruled largely by fear, did keep the eastern half of Europe white, highly disciplined, free of (((Wall Street))) and boasting excellent public education, high culture (ballet, classical music and plays by the literary greats of the past), and law-and-order on the streets. East German women were safe walking home at night, but not now!!

For those who understand numbers (the Kabbalah Jews do) nine and eleven (November) signify completion – and excitement.

It is interesting how some send money and others send tangible things that mean a lot to them.

You can see a book, Marine Corps insignia, $20, rechargeable batteries and a charger.

  1. The Alcoholics Anonymous book is from a book lover — and recovering alcoholic. 😉

He knows I am about to start a feature where, as in AA, people talk about their life.

What AA is about is this (and please pardon the crude language): Something in my childhood fucked me up. Then I fucked up my life. And I fucked up my loved ones. 🙁 And it has to end now. 

Page 279:

 

I love that ending:

“We didn’t wait to hit bottom because,

thank God, we could see the bottom.”

And that is a deeply spiritual moment.

When  you feel God warning you — out of love.

“You are on the edge of the cliff, boy. But you can turn back.”

…..a new feature

The new Aryan (noble) religion is not about Jews, blacks, muslims, and Hispanics.

It is about us.

And how on earth we gave up our world to the Jews and their colored minions, almost without a fight, by losing the game spiritually, through our own ego.

I am inviting you to tell me (I will print it minus your name and identifying details) how the egoic mind harmed your life and loved ones — things that you yourself did wrong, or things that egoic people, such as our egoic government, egoic bosses, egoic cops, or any other toxic, egoic actors, did to harm you. 

The egoic mind, as Eckhart Tolle says, is when you do not realize you are an eternal, reincarnating soul.

And you imagine you are just your body, and the miserable, unhappy stuff your brain permanently cranks out:

thoughts, feelings, anger, pain, and dwelling on a past and a future that are not real (the past is gone, and the future is ever-changing, not inevitable). In the egoic mind, you are not in the now, you are not enjoying all the good and beautiful things in nature and the world….. flowers, sunsets, nice people, good friendships, the stirring examples of brave men and women, the noble effect on your soul of fine art, of great music, of heroes living in loyalty, bravery and honor!

So tell me in 1,000 words or less how the egoic mind that runs 99% of humans has made your life miserable, and the lack of unselfish idealism in our me-me-me, jew-ridden society has ruined our joy in life, and how you feel right now.

I will start with my own case.

Everything that you can read about in this book below, “Unshackled,” is what happened to me, except I escaped at age ten by running away from home — and my parents were too well-know for me to be just murdered and dumped in a ditch.

I have seen children raped and murdered by both German Jews and Gentiles.

I have seen children raped by animals.

I have seen satanic rituals where children are forced to gouge out the eyes of baby animals, and to kill other children, or the baby animal or the child will be tortured first — and then it will be killed.

I have seen young white mothers kill their own white babies so Jews would not first rape, torture and then kill them.

It was so terrible I had nightmares up to three times a week, waking up screaming, until I was 49 and finally got counseling.

I was being trained as a child of the “elite” in the Manchurian program — to be a puppet President of the United States.

I know what agony is, and how the past can ruin every waking moment of your present.

This why Eckhart Tolle wrote his book about the NOW. There is happiness only in living the NOW, and ruling your mind, not it ruling you!

https://johndenugent.com/english/updated-dylann-storm-roof-mk-ultra-unshackled-a-survivors-story-of-mind-control-by-kathleen-sullivan/

https://johndenugent.com/english/why-khazars-are-building-a-pedophile-elite-my-personal-hell-as-a-child-in-mk-ultra/

https://johndenugent.com/english/kissinger-the-founder-of-mk-ultra/

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