Big Pharma swore that their drug was safe. Thalidomide, available over the counter and not by prescription,  was taken by pregnant women in Western Europe and Australia 1957-61 who had nausea. Yet it caused a wave of horrible birth defects as well as blood clots. David von Braun told me he knew a schoolgirl in Arlington, Texas, a thalidomide victim, who had flipper arms. Fortunately, one brave American at the FDA, the Food and Drug Administration, got it banned in the US,  back when the FDA actually did its job 65 years ago.

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…..Spiritual reading for April 12

Sometimes waves of grief wash over your world. The sorrowing can be very, very deep. This is not a bad thing, although it may be challenging when you encounter a day replete with these grieving energies.

It will be helpful to be prepared. The reasons for grief are myriad, and you will find many in your own experience, in your own life.

 

*** When I grieve…..

I grieve for Germany….

….for the South,

…for Mary Phagan (see below)

….and for all white earthlings.

 

I grieve that my two daughters will not speak with me, their “evil Nazi” dad who loves them.

I grieve to have lost the love of my life ….after a 4-year-3-month battle, a day-and-night struggle where I myself incurred serious health issues (hypertension — a BP of 230-117) from performing 20-hour-a-day care.

 

I grieve to have had to sell my sweet, cozy, well-furnished paid-off house, with its rich and beautiful food gardens, the only house I ever owned, and located just off Lake Superior. I did it to keep my operation and this website going since both my income as a caretaker (and Margi’s Disability check) and the donations to this website WENT DOWN BY 75 % last September after Margi died.

A happy Margi waving; she heroically grew me wonderful vegetables and herbs to the end. 

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I don’t mind the grief because 1) it connects me to you, and

2) I can shut off my egoic mind, having studied and applied Eckhart Tolle, and thus not let it “get” to me to the point I cannot function.

What did not kill me made me stronger, and more compassionate.

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I see people dying left and right from the vaccine. And now I know myself what searing sorrow bereavement can be when it is a deeply loved person whom you lose.

Btw, to my shock the very capable, sweet and pretty optometrist I recently used has suddenly cancelled all appointments.

(Her assistant called me, and sounded upset. This morning no one even answered the phone there. Is this doctor herself vaxx-damaged?  I have no idea what caused her health crisis, or, for that matter, what her politics or views are; we only discussed my eyes. But she seems to be in her thirties.)

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The underlying causes of our grief are simpler and have absolutely nothing to do with specific stories or events, or their absence.

Pushing this sadness forward, pouring it down on you, is the loneliness and loss you all feel at being separated, one from another and all from the whole. Over and over and over.

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*** When we are egoic, we feel alone, angry, and that life is a meaningless torture chamber.

Three of my supporters have written me: “I will never reincarnate on this planet ever again.”

….Goering, weary of living on this ship of fools….(Pssst — the white helmets on these clueless soldiers means they are the GOOD GUYS)   😉

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Up until this moment in time, the very nature of being in a body has generated this grief. People invented religion to ease the pain of it. People medicate themselves in numerous ways in order to numb the almost unbearable sense of being truly alone. Wars are fought and crusades undertaken to find common ground and to create superficial unity.

The means humans have devised to obscure or ameliorate this reality are impossible to count. But in this time, the possibility begins to present itself: the separation may not be real. In fact, it is illusion, and yet it is an illusion so powerful that no matter how hard one works to pierce it, it returns, again and again.

Still, we are telling you today that because the energies in your world are shifting so dramatically, evolution offers the opportunity to perceive the nearly infinite number of connections you all share. You are not alone, nor have you ever been.

To see this in an ongoing manner may end up being one of the most transformative changes to occur in tens of thousands of years.

Knowing this, we ask you to let yourself grieve today if it feels right to you. To open your heart to any sadness you feel or encounter. To experience the tragedy and loss of so many lives spent in isolation and fear.

There will be much for you in allowing this to pass through consciously. If you can hold the pain you will begin to transmute it. This is not yours per se, and it is important to remember that. Resist the urge to identify.

Yes, you have been alone or thought you were, at any rate. And this has caused you much suffering. But the pain which washes over the earth at certain times is collective, it is universal and arises from the common experience of spirit in form on this planet.

As such a one (a spirit in form), you are uniquely qualified to move and clear it.

If you are able to do that, through awareness and the courage to hold it (rather than seeking relief), you will open doorways within yourself and within the collective through which consciousness of oneness can flow.

And what a glorious thing that will be! It would not be surprising if this sadness feels initially like despair, or the sort of rage that wants to smash everything in sight.

But if you stay alert and go deeper you will find, bubbling up beneath the rage, the irritation or the despair a great keening, a grief so pure and so strong that it may seem as if it can’t be borne.

If you cannot bear it, don’t try. Just do your best to avoid jamming the channels. Step aside from the pain if it is too much for you. Do something to distract yourself if you need to, but don’t try to bludgeon it into silence or retreat.

This grief is making itself known because the time has come to release the false beliefs which underpin it.

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In other words, its presence is very deliberate and understanding, so you can take the stance which feels right to you.

On the other hand, you may not be affected today. If so, please try to look out for others. Many beings—people and pets, too–feel the effects of this sorrow very, very deeply. If you are not overcome yourself, lend a hand to anyone whom you see can bear no more.

Remember that sadness may look like many other deep emotions, and be gentle and patient, even if no one else is.

We are always amazed and in awe of your courage and determination to hold the highest of vibrations in the midst of chaos. Today it is more so than ever. We bow to you all and send many blessings. You can grow thirty times faster on this planet; never forget that and cherish yourself for your courage to come here yet again.

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…..Margi on Mary Phagan

Previous videos of her narrating The Leo Frank Case:

Intro

https://johndenugent.com/wp-content/uploads/Leo-Frank-Case-1913-intro-margi-compressed.mp4.mp4

Chapter One

https://johndenugent.com/wp-content/uploads/Leo-Frank-Case-1913-Chapter-1-margi_compressed.mp4

Chapter Two:

https://johndenugent.com/wp-content/uploads/Leo-Frank-Case-1913-Chapter-2-margi_compressed.mp4

Chapter Three: “A nervous Leo Frank views the body”

https://johndenugent.com/wp-content/uploads/Leo-Frank-Case-1913-Chapter-3-margi_compressed-2.mp4

Chapter four relays the events that occurred following the murder. We begin with the worries of Mary’s mother when she did not come home as expected and end with the gathering of evidence for a conviction.

https://www.bitchute.com/video/AfQ3dvMvF6lF/

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And now chapter five (https://www.bitchute.com/video/V0XbZmVPEHkv/): Atlanta is beginning to become aware of the heinous crime which in their midst had been inflicted upon the strangled, raped 13-year-old factory girl.

The city became fascinated and extra after extra was printed to keep the citizens informed. There were other murders and events at the time, but the murder of beautiful little Mary Phagan took precedence.

The reasons were clear. This case had many facets, including bribery, planting evidence, conflicting witness testimony and much, much more, because New York jews with their big money had intervened, using their millennia of practice in subverting justice, seen 199 00 years before in the trial of Jesus himself!). This video series, done at considerable expense, illustrates all scenes with actual, colorized images of the times and photoshopped approximations of what a scene might have looked like, bringing 1913 Atlanta to life for you today around America and the white world.

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……”Never trust a Jew” (Tesla)

A comrade read my blog and commented:

Sorry, John… but I have to strongly agree with Tesla. “Never trust a jew.” I don’t care if they’re “ex-Jews” or not. It is in their DNA to lie and deceive. NEVER trust them.

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I replied:

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Did you ever do 11 years in solitary?

I am asking you a very serious, soul-searching question.

Vanunu did, and he still defies Israel.

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Prisoners hate solitary: IT IS INHUMAN TORTURE TO HAVE NO CONTACT WITH ANY OTHER HUMAN BEING, EVEN FOR A WEEK.

I can say after 45 years in this Cause that 80% of Whites today are cowards or traitors, up from 50% when Franklin Roosevelt — elected four times in landslides – went to war on Germany.

Is Carlos Porter, who attacks and slanders me to stay out of jail, white? Yes.

Is Henrik Holappa white? Yes.

Holappa on the far left next to me:

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There are people right in my town who give me dagger eyes because of those white men’s lies, THEY SCREAM AT ME IN TAVERNS, and I have had to call the sheriff on them.

Three comrades, visiting me here in Ontonagon, have seen this happen…and more.

It can be unconscious virtue-signalling for a white who does nothing to say “never trust a jew.”

I would say: Never trust 95% of ALL Earthlings, because they lie to themselves, to others, and about others.

One of the reasons Christianity, even in a distorted form, became a world religion is because of powerful, resonant stories, and one of the biggest ones is Judas betraying Jesus, who is then crucified.

What did Jesus ever do to Judas to deserve what happened to Him?

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What did I ever do in another life to Gustav von Kahr, the rightwing Bavarian premier, that he betrayed the November 1923 Munich beer hall putsch? Ah, so HE could be the Führer! — a dweeby hack politician with no courage, ideas, charisma or organization!

Yet 1923 was the ideal time for a courageous putsch.

Germany was boiling with rage in 1923 over the Versailles Treaty, which slandered Germany as having caused WWI (when the opposite was the case; it was British jews). French negro colonial troops were raping German women in the Rhineland.

And, during the Great Hyperinflation of 1923, New Yawk and Polish jews were buying up Germany at auction for ten pennies on the Reichsmark, while the German middle class was losing all its life savings.

And right next door, in Soviet Russia, bolsheviks, most of them Cheka/NKVD jews, like Karl Radek….

 

…were murdering white people by the millions to the especial alarm of all those affluent Germans who had money, property, believed in God or were part of the aristocracy, all the “von’s,” who formed much of the German higher officer corps.

In our favor for carrying out a successful putsch also was an ultra-dynamic new political movement, the NSDAP with a charismatic speaker, a war hero with the Iron Cross First Class…

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AND the putsch was prominently endorsed by a “household name,” the famous WWI warrior, General Ludendorff, who also was totally jew-wise and a serious enemy and exposer of the Freemasons as well, their gentile lackeys.

When the Bavarian police — on orders from the promise-breaking Premier Gustav von Kahr — opened up on us, killing 16 wonderful men, they dared not fire on the revered General Ludendorff, marching on toward them in his general’s uniform, as the others were mowed down.

I was wrenched down hard onto the street, my right arm interlocked with the man next to me — who was shot dead right in the heart.

My shoulder was dislocated by him falling with his full body weight, and that shoulder hurt for the rest of my life.

Note Rudolf Hess in the front rank and Himmler right behind him. Neither were mere talkers and critics!

Look at my expression. I knew from combat that we were walking straight at soldiers with raised and loaded rifles.

Hermann Goering — recipient of the highest German medal for bravery in WWI, the “Blue Max” — was shot in the groin, leading to lifelong pain, an addiction to powerful painkillers, and an inability to father children for many years.

All because after I personally, with pistol drawn, arrested Premier von Kahr in the beer hall, after what I thought was a serious discussion in a back room, I released him on his “word of honor” — his promise to come out and support our revolution in his capacity as the Premier (Governor) of Bavaria!

Had von Kahr kept his word, as premier of a major part of the German Reich, we could have marched with all our Bavarian regiments on Berlin and liberated all of Germany! 

Bavaria (“Bayern”) is in orange. (The huge, diagonally-marked areas were full of MILLIONS of Germans, and had been for centuries, yet Woodrow (“Self-Determination-of-All-Peoples”) Wilson ripped them away from Germany after WWI and placed them under openly HOSTILE countries.)

After my arrest for “treason” I was forbidden to speak in public in Bavaria 1923-27, and this crippling ban lasted 1923-1928, FIVE YEARS, in Prussia (“Preussen”), which was two-thirds of Germany, including the capital of Berlin. 

But the party was fueled mainly by my fiery, passionate speechmaking!

(The areas of the Rhineland in the west marked in vertical lines meant no German troops were allowed, so the French, Belgians, Brits and Americans could just waltz in there and beat Germans, rape their women, or shoot them dead, and they did just that. But having France send negro troops in from Africa in 1923 to lord it over us white Germans was the last straw. So the jews in Paris were now placing us below even the Blacks.)

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Without the WHITE MAN von Kahr, happiness would have come to the German people ten years earlier!

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Had we indeed come to power in 1923, which we would have if THE WHITE MAN Gustav von Kahr had not betrayed his solemn promise to me, and not ten long years later, in 1933, remember this — in 1923, the year of the Munich putsch, the biggest book was Henry Ford’s The International Jew, first syndicated in this national newspaper.

The U.S. president was Calvin Coolidge, a fiercely anti-Soviet, anti-Stalin conservative, and one of three Republican anticommunist presidents of the 1920s: Harding, Coolidge and Hoover (of German descent).

And the USSR in 1923 was no industrial juggernaut.

Oh, and the US Congress passed the 1923 Johnson Act, which in effect restricted immigration to nordic whites.

And the Ku Klux Klan was in its second heyday, and I mean up north, not just in the former Confederacy, down in the South.

Not only were negroes being lynched UP NORTH in AMERICA for sex crimes,

Black rapist Will Brown was hanged and then his corpse was burned in 1919 in front of the Omaha, NEBRASKA courthouse.… Many White Americans were fiercely anti-black and anti-jew, too. Men were still men, and no negro dared even wolf-whistle at a white female.

 

Bbut also the jew Leo Frank was lynched, a few years before, in 1915, and it was done by the KNIGHTS OF MARY PHAGAN!

 

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A few years later, the American public, outraged at filthy and suggestive Hollywood jew movies, made Congress impose “the Movie Code” to clean up the content of movies. There was no more jewish glorifying after that of whores and gangsters, no more sexual innuendoes, no Christianity-bashing or ridicule of clergymen, nor could even policemen be depicted as being shot by a thug.

Finally, in the 1920s great American historians had debunked all the lying anti-German atrocity stories that had gotten us into WWI
about raped Belgian nuns, crucified Allied officers, hacked-off baby hands and infants speared on bayonets.

 

I repeat: the 1920s mood in America

 meant this would have been the perfect decade

for us to take power in Germany.

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White Americans in the Twenties were able to feel a deep understanding, if not total approval, of the seemingly very extreme Hitler movement, its rough methods, and especially its anti-jew, anti-communist and pro-white agenda.

BUT by 1933 Roosevelt was in power in America and Stalin was building up a stupendous, blindly obedient Soviet war machine with oceans of good tanks and enormous infantry armies.

Gustav von Kahr betrayed us and the other Whites just scratched their balls.

I could just as easily say “Never trust a white man.”

How many white men would endure eleven years in solitary for their principles?

You can trust 80% of white people to be,

certainly not as wicked as a jew,

but — almost as bad —

to cower and do nothing.

Why was there no uprising in January 2021 when THE PEDOPHILE, bribed Biden, with his disgusting son Hunter, whose laptop had been fully exposed by Tucker Carlson on the biggest tv channel, FOX, a man who had nominated an almost all-jew, and woke-open-borders-drag-queen-marxist-BLM Cabinet, was inaugurated?

Half the country knew he had BLATANTLY stolen the election from Trump, who had won in a landslide!

This deranged, senile, hair-sniffing ASSHOLE actually called a college girl in New Hampshire, student Madison Moore, a “lying, dog-faced pony soldier”! WTF?

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If I had been her father, and that man spoke in that way to MY daughter —  a NORMAL MAN might have socked that pervert in the mouth!

I will give you another example of Whites doing nothing, from back 2006.

A comrade posted this comment today, and it is all true.

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Ritual murder is a reality.

Here, the Jews torture a male child for fifteen minutes by stabbing him with an awl that has been modified so that it has a cutting edge.

Then they sever an artery with the cutting edge of this special awl and bleed the boy, while collecting his blood.

Then, just as the boy is about to die from blood loss, they stab him in the heart with this special awl and kill him.

As for the collected blood, it is made into a paste that is added to the dough of their Passover bread, then baked.

Yes, this bread that contains the blood of a murdered boy is eaten by Jews!

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I replied:

Yes…. thank you for reminding us of the full, unspeakable horror of this crime.

I remember the fear the jews had when in 2006 Blood Passover came out, confirming jewish ritual murder in medieval Italy, and it was written by an Israeli professor, Ariel Toaff, who was the son of the Grand Rabbi of Italy, Eli toaff, and acknowledged as an expert on medieval Italian jewry. (He was a tenured professor at Bar-Ilan University in Tel Aviv.)

Of course, nothing did happen. Whites are too obese, cowardly, low-T and chemtrailed now… even more passive than in previous generations.

One thing is clear: unless Whites have a charismatic, visionary, and yet also sometimes brutal leader, thenwhen jews do evil, Whites do evil too, the evil of doing nothing.

I would rather have a beer any day with Mordechai Vanunu than the average white ball-scratcher, backstabber, slanderer, traitor or coward, which is 80% of Whites.

And Dr. Pierce said the same thing long before me:

Btw, this ex-jew shown with Tulsi Gabbard has repeatedly sent me large donations, $100 or more, though he is living on a small disability check.

How much have YOU sent me, my pure-white-DNA brother?

Race is something — but it is not everything.

The time has come for a new Aryan faith to change our race.

Because now enough Whites are ready, and by that I mean 1) truly outraged and also 2) very scared.

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I am now, AT SIXTY-EIGHT, both MOVING and also finalizing my religion.

Or we all are fucked.

So keep on criticizing an ex-jew who does something, and not sending me a dime.

What has changed since 1923? 😉

And I warn the von Kahrs of today their white SKIN will not protect them from their just fate.

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….HUMOR

An Indian video game — note the back wall:

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