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…..What does God want from you, John?

A comrade wrote me [edited]:

You who are so different, like the Sun in our Universe.

Sincerely… with all my heart, John, you are just one step away from the great “possible”.

Your actions in the past [a reference to my deep regrets about Russia]… God knows that no one can change what was.

Stalingrad —  200,00 killed; 100,000 worked to death in Siberia

But God already knows that you have changed.

I have kept a thought in my heart for a long time, and I have wanted to understand this strange thought.

What does God want from you?

You have made enormous sacrifices… impossible for an ordinary human being, in all of your lives.

People don’t know your sacrifices .. and I don’t think they’re really even interested in this !! 🙁

But it’s testing me too. It’s true… I observe my own worries every day, my thoughts every day.

This bond ..

You know what I might feel if something happened to you, and I am not in absolute control of these reactions because they arise from within, and deeply. I cannot control myself, though they are only subtle “perceptions, ” nothing that I can touch or explain.

John, what does God really want from you?

What are you looking for, instead, and what do you see in this  utterly BLIND herd of humanity?

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My response:

(Image from Amedeo’s video)

If one of the most famous men in world history…

…publicly sheds every bit of his old egoic mind, keeping only this, his love and his skill, then the average people, who never did any famous things, or achieved any great heights, can also become free of their own toxic mind and evolve to a higher life.

How much pleasure that would give me! Like seeing a son or daughter win a prize or do something brave, honest and mature!

My status in world history means I can yet be a wonderful role model to billions of humans and affect them for their betterment for centuries. 🙂

If I can admit that I alone made the decisions which transformed the invasion of Russia from the liberation of our Aryan brothers from communism to a conquest of their land for the Germans, this great act of humility and “I was wrong” can inspire others to have a soul that is light, happy, free of all ego and strips off without hesitation all that is weak, false and wrong in us.

Beyond that, the other species using this planet and this solar system are outraged that we surface earthlings might cause yet another devastating, idiotic nuclear war, which will also harm them, innocent victims.

They want me to succeed.

Sometimes I feel it is angels visiting me, beings from higher densities, but at others I feel it was Nordics from our universe, higher humans who have been using this earth, but living deep, deep down in it.

The incident with this clip-on reading light felt like that, that a person who had “cloaked” himself (made himself invisible) was standing right there in the room. I felt no fear. But what I did feel was “they are showing that they are counting on me.”

There is no way this device could have activated itself. Look how hard I had to squeeze on both sides and snap the buttons. And there it was, activating itself, and shining a piercing light right at me.

“John, if your Nordic aliens are real, why don’t they help us ?”; another sign happens; where is all this going?

Beyond that, comrade, I feel compassion because the suffering will be unimaginable when people by the billions realize they are being enslaved and then exterminated.

I feel sorrow because they will hate themselves for having ignored the truth until it was too late.

….when they could have acted from love, not fear, and could have become heroes, proud of themselves too!

Marlon Brando, in “On the Waterfront,” in grief: “I could have been a contender”

I feel sorrow for all those who will know that by their inaction they condemned their own children to a horrible death at the hands of the jews.

How can they face the look in the eyes of their children: “Papa, why didn’t you do something when you could? We incarnated to be your children and be led and protected by you!!”

Finally, it is also this.

Through inspiring and leading others, my own soul wants to evolve and grow to a much higher level of both love and skill.

This earth is indeed a wonderful place, where via these constant crises we can grow thirty times faster as humans than on the many orderly planets which have passed beyond the barbaric stage that we are still in.

Btw, I really liked this also by your countryman Amedeo Minghi:

Why do I do this?

What my heart says is this:

…..because of people like you! 🙂

Tu, tu che se diversa, almeno tu nell’universo….

You and eleven others who have dug deep, so deep, to support me with their hearts of shining gold :-)…. I can never let people like you down.

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….Poem from my heart