Spiritual reading; when your only friend is God and your wife

I wore this torn, six-month-old soft contact lens during the 18-hour drive Margi and I made to move to Ontonagon in September 2014 — while hateful WN cranks and federally paid online trolls such as Carlos Porter and “Aryan Comrade” claimed I was “living high on the hog.” Due to generosity from the Catholic St. Vincent de Paul organization in Ontonagon, I got two boxes of new soft-contact lenses from the Walmart Vision Center in Houghton, Michigan for $200 a few days after Margi and I arrived, and the constant eye pain was over.

February 28

Today could be wonderful—-if you can let go of your inclination to control it. All your attempts to
impose order, to plan and prepare, to hold the reins in your own hands—forget them.

Today is a day to cultivate deep trust and faith, to practice knowing that all is as it is meant to be.

*** Reincarnation is why this is true

It has been many generations of cowardly, selfish Whites looking the other way, or taking bribes from jews, while the Talmudists took over our nations gradually, starting with the savage Norma Conquest of England in 1066 under William the Bastard, which the jew bankers of Rouen, Normandy financed so they could rip off the English people and ritually murder their kids.

Fro many incarnations, the white masses have ignored the very few wise and brave voices of very great men…..

….such as King Louis IX of France, Saint Louis, who investigated the Talmud in 1242, expelled the jews,  and burned 1200 copies of that psychopathic work….

…. or Martin Luther, or Henry Ford, or Charles Lindbergh, Jr., VERY famous men of the highest achievements —  who demanded we solve the Jewish problem for good.

So “all is as it is meant to be.” We are reaping what we sowed in many past lives by doing nothing and giving nothing.

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Now, for some of you this might seem almost like death. Letting go of the structure and order which
define your life is like letting go of your very self. Who are you if you fail to meet your own expectations?

Who are you if you fail to meet others’ expectations? These are the very juicy questions which you get to ask and answer for yourself today if you wish.

They are amongst the most difficult of questions because they ask you to examine all that supports what appears to be your life, your values, and your beliefs, all that you have spent countless years, much effort and many resources building.

It may look as if when you pull out one beam upon which much rests, the remainder will begin to crack and fall. Is this true? Only you really know, in your own situation, if it is true or if it is simply fear talking to your head.

And then again, what if it is true? Ah, the real question you may look at today:

Do you want to know the truth if you can?

How much do you want to know the truth?

Any answer is correct; we just hope that if the thought arises, you will ask yourself and listen for your own knowing.

If you manage to avoid getting snagged on those rocks, just try to shoot the rapids today. You can have fun, even if it is mixed with trepidation, because you move rapidly and lightly once you have pulled up your anchors and handed over the wheel.

There may be some challenging moments, because you may fnd yourself zipping toward revelations or understandings that you have avoided perennially.

On the other hand, it is possible that you will encounter surprises, unthought-of blessings and sweet moments if you let them happen.

Here is the thing to remember today: all is well.

*** God is letting us grow through stress and challenges.

How do you grow big muscles? ONLY by lifting HEAVY weights!

How do many self-centered young men become unselfish? By having and raising kids!

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If you find that you are contemplating big issues (such as who you really are and what you are doing here) know that it is because the time for that has arrived, and that you can make progress there. If not, know that you are not meant to think deeply today, but rather to simply practice trust. Then you can let go and get going!

We are with you no matter where you are and where you go. The support and love which exists for all of you is extraordinary. Beyond your imaginings. There really is no need, no use, for fear. Above all, let go of fear today. If you can do that, even for brief moments, you will bless yourself and the world with your beauty and your courage.

We send all of our blessings and love

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…..Marine intervenes when huge negro starts beating white female teacher

That was a white US Marine in uniform who stopped him, probably a recruiter who worked in the high school to sign teenage boys and girls up for the Marines.

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……the three David von Braun interviews in one

 

I think the combination of these three videos, showing David as a real person and letting people judge his body language, truthfulness and sincerity, and his upcoming book, with the photos and scans which back up what he is saying, will end up, someday soon, having quite an impact.

It is basically a government sadistically stalking a person. And Margi and I experienced it as well.

2014 was the nadir, when the FBI got four different landlords in nine months to throw us on the street. They really wanted bad to get us out of Apollo, Pennsylvania, because the former NUMEC plant there for nuclear fuel, run by two Pittsburgh jews, had

1) caused a tragic cancer epidemic in that town by the NUMEC jews literally dumping radioactive waste into the drinking water,

2) the nuclear fuel did not go to the US Navy (for its carriers and subs) but to Israel to make the Bomb, violating US policy of “non-proliferation” (= no new members of the “atomic club”) and

3) when President John Kennedy found out, and wrote angry letters to Israeli PM David Ben Gurion, the jew wrote Kennedy back, addressing him disrespectfully as “young man,” and Israel decided that JFK was in fact a closet antisemite like his father.

At that point, the Big Jews decisively joined the conspiracy to murder President Kennedy to which already other heavy hitters belonged:

Lyndon Johnson, rightwing Cubans, the CIA, the FBI, southern segregationists, and major stockholders in the big defense companies, especially in Texas, such as the jew-run General Dynamics, that wanted to make huge profits off the then still only simmering Vietnam War.

(Crypto-jew Johnson put 500,000 troops into Nam, of whom 58,000 died, with LBJ knowing it was hopeless, just as the Kennedys had before him.)

 

Also, the town of Apollo was heavily Catholic (with various Italians, Poles and southern Germans) — and Kennedy was our first and only Catholic president, back when religion and your denomination still meant a lot to most white people.

Also, the white-hating, queer-loving negro Obama was president then, and the county where Apollo was/is located, Armstrong, is part of Appalachia and basically a mix of Germans and Scots-Irish, and extremely anti-black and anti-gay.

Armstrong Cty voted in landslides for even the pathetic white senator John McCain in 2008 and for the country-club RINO Mitt Romney in 2012 — just to give Obama the finger. 😉

So Apollo was a white nationalist’s dream in a sense, with both an existing anti-black sentiment and a potential anti-jew movement due to the cancer epidemic caused by NUMEC.

So anyway in 2014,after a month or so, each landlord would say in turn we had thirty days to move out and we were two friendly, law-abiding, college-educated white people who paid their rent on time.

This was a kind of low-key, non-physical harassment… not sending a thug to jump us, or shoot me in the back like Seth Rich (the Bernie jew who leaked Hillary’s pedo emails in 2016), or vandalize our car, which was parked on the street, a 19-year-old 1993 red Honda Prelude which had been given to us.

At the same time, paid trolls on white nationalist websites started churning out that “John de Nugent is living on the hog” on donations so as to dry up all donations that were enabling us to pay said rent.

The FBI’s tactic was “don’t make a martyr of de Nugent; just make him homeless.

And then his wife may leave him, and he’ll just give up.

We can always kill him AFTER he has disappeared off radar and no one cares.”

(This happened to a Polish Holocaust revisionist. He was broke, living in his car; they shot him in it, and towed the car with his rotting corpse inside to a parking lot. Few knew who he was at that point, except his fellow activists, who “got the message.”)

Clarence Malcolm, the assistant to FBI whistleblower Ted Gunderson, told me that the FBI often hires an illegal alien as the hitman, says “take his wallet so it looks like a stick-up,” pays him $500 up front for the hit, and promises another $500 after completion.

When the undocumented/illegal immigrant Mexican comes for the rest, he himself is killed, and there are no police or other records of the guy. A nice, quiet, non-martyr-creating murder.

I know from talking with both David von Braun and to Germar Rudolf that while the wife may patiently accept the suffering, stress, shunning and privations for a number of years, after a while they just leave or in some other way cut back on the relationship. (Germar confided some things to me…..)

Germar in a real gas chamber — for lice

I can say with love and pride that Margi always stood by me, because she loved both me and our cause. She was a real trooper.

She did go to Germany in 2011, 2013 and 2014 to get away from the misery, but she always came back to help me to move, and in September of 2014 it was 800 miles up to Lake Superior in an 18-hour drive — with no money for a motel.

Because of the planted rumors that I was “living high on the hog,” which WNs chose to believe, and I wish to repeat, they CHOSE to believe this vicious lie with zero evidence (because MANY of them enjoy hating someone and talking trash) — we had no money to even rent a trailer, not even $200, just gas money.

And so we abandoned everything we owned, when I was sixty years old, and Margi older still, moving with just whatever we could stuff into my then 18-year-old 1996 Crown Victoria to this isolated town up here of 1200 people.

Mind you, I was disinherited by a multi-millionaire father. When he died in July 2012, I got zilch, just a letter from his pastor.

My father’s house at 214 Nayatt Road, Barrington, Rhode Island with a view of Narragansett Bay

 

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So when David tells me about jewish, FBI and government harassment, stuff that leaves no mark on you to avoid the martyr thing, it all does ring true to me.

All I can say is “pennies in heaven,” whether the white sheeple ever wake up or not. I answer to God.

As for these white nationalists, what did Jesus say to big-talking Peter?

“Before the cock croweth thrice, thou shalt deny me three times.”

There are times when you feel completely alone — except for that relationship with God. And I note that Wernher von Braun, in the States, though it is rare in scientists, became a devout believer in God.