After 13 years of my mother giving me the silent treatment, I called her in 1990 — and she hung up on me.
An Australian comrade wrote me:
I had my own German mother beg my (now ex-)wife to leave me and deprive me of our children because of my revisionist worldviews. My ex happily complied because her multimillionaire parents weren’t happy with my views either and were concerned for the career safety of their grandchildren. They also were upset that I refused to raise my children in their faith.
I replied:
Yes, I remember this, and the high blood pressure that ensued for you. You have heroically endured an awful emotional and economic privation. Knowing myself how extremely hard this is, and also how many Whites wuss out, I salute you for this.
It is especially hard when your own mother turns on you. The last time I called my mother (who would die in 1994) was in 1990, after total silence from her 1977-90, for thirteen years, and in ten seconds she hung the phone up on me.
Constance Colwell, 1934-94
My last conversation with my daughter Ingrid, whom I had adored and cherished, and spent thousands of hours with as her dad,
was in 2007, and with her younger sister, Erika, in 1991.
And anyone who knows me knows I adore children. But true love for my kids means I fight on for white survival and re-empowerment, or else they — and all Whites — are doomed.
And as I said in another life, as national socialists we do not expect this generation to thank us for our sacrifices. In the future, by winning and imposing our beneficent rule, THEN we will be remembered fondly and with gratitude as the saviors of the nation.
Of course, it is morally quite impure to do the right thing in order to get thanks. As Immanuel Kant or the Bhagavad Gita say, we do it because it is right, and no matter what the outcome.
And God sees our sacrifice. When we die and re-enter the interlife, we can see a life-review video, and the beautiful and unselfish moments are captured on it. I want my angels to give me two thumbs up, and whether degenerate earthlings (on a shunned planet that aliens have little or nothing to do with) ever do so becomes less and less important to me.
Look at the mess they are in by generations of their stubbornly staying brainwashed and ignoring our every desperate attempt to present them with facts, with reality, and with the obvious dangers looming for them.
We, however, got on and we stay on the Upward Path. Ultimately, we are here to grow in love and inner power via these hardships and challenges, and the only approval I crave is that of God Almighty.
Not the earthlings.
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“We do it because it is right, and no matter what the outcome.” Precisely. It’s our sense of duty. That is also the reason why our ruling crime families want to replace Whites with mongrels from Asia and Africa. Whites are too difficult to rule. They can’t control us like a donkey with a carrot and a stick like they can do with other races.