Sad, tired and now reborn

I felt from 1990-2017 like I did from 1919-1933. In the video snippet fond below from a February 1933 speech, I was victorious, yes, but at only age 44 already showing the signs of 12 years of a successful but exhausting struggle for power.

(…not to mention the bloodbath in 1923 at the Feldherrnhalle with 16 dead around me, then my “treason” trial in 1924, where the death penalty was a possible outcome, then my 10-month prison sentence thereafter, then my five-year prohibition from giving public speeches in Prussia, which then was  2/rds of Germany, and the bitter disappointment of the Reichstag election in May 1928, where we received a ridiculous 2.6% of the ballots cast by Weimar Germany’s vote-cattle).

I was sad, tired, and puzzled why people are so morally obtuse that they would rather fight each other, their brothers, than the jews, their MORTAL enemies. 😉

I was genuinely puzzled why it takes herculanean efforts, uniforms, music, marching around, and many thousands of speeches to get the Peepul to do the right thing….. and even then, they do it only when their back is already to the wall and it is almost too late.

It was only in 2018 that I understood the problem of humanity, the tyrannon, the egoic mind.

But now we can win, by obeying this dictum — “Know thyself, mortal” — which was inscribed on the temple of Apollo at Delphi.

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1933 Nuremberg Rally 

Note the close-up of AH in the bottom photo

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Why does one have to beg people who may be outstanding otherwise in their achievements, IQ and personal and family life to fight for their own survival?

Why does one have to manipulate them to do what is both right and sensible?

Why did it take four disasters for Germany: 1) defeat in WWI, 2) the Versailles Treaty, 3) the Great Depression, joblessness, poverty and hunger and 4) the terrifying rise of communism in the Soviet Union next door and inside Germany itself to shake people from their lethargy?

Why are they LETHARGIC?

After all, they are hard-working to wash their car. 😉

I vowed that in this life I would find out.. and never need to rant again in a speech, which maybe mobilized some of the Germans, but scared the hell out of the rest of the world. 😉

My own mother in this life, a Rhode Islander, said to me:

“When I heard Hitler’s voice on the radio as a litle girl, it terrified me, and I asked my mother “Why is that man so angry?”   😉